I'm thinking about a certain someone who did a certain wrong to a certain person I certainly love. I am seriously pissed, especially after reading that certain someone who wronged the person I love's journal. I need to calm down.

Life freakin' sucks....But at least Michelle is here with me in life.... Anyways, Billy tells me that he's going to play Halo at Leslie's (Mike's g/f, Kayla's mom) but I probably can't go. I will call Kayla's house and make sure I can't go. Mike is supposed to be there. I think I have the number....I'll look through the expansiveness of papers ( Read more... )

This computer doesn't have a mouse so I have to navigate the internet with the tab key; No, I don't think you understand. This means that in order to click on a link, I have to go through all the links on the page up until that one. That really really really really sucks. But that's alright. Anyways, after this period, I'm supposed to go to ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile and I decided I will today. I don't have much time here in 7/8th left so I will, for the most part, update in 10th. However, this by no means means you shouldn't read this entry as well. For those of you who know what I'm talking about, I had the song from Final Fantasy VII thats in Latin (the Sephiroth theme at the ( Read more... )

Ignore the entry before this one. I felt like crap this morning, but I got to see and talk to My Michelle and I feel a lot better. I am in 7/8th, as usual. I love Michelle so much. I don't know what to talk about. I am supposed to play Halo with the guys today, which should be fun. We're going 3v3. Fun times. Oh, btw, Michelle and I are 30 ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but it seems that no one cares about me. Except Michelle, which I actually went so far as to question even that last night. I was out of it and I feel paranoid; like everything that means anything (which isn't much nowdays) is slipping away. I guess Michelle felt the same way yesterday, which comforts me some that I didn't have ( Read more... )

If you haven't already, you should read the entry before this one...I wrote it last period. Anyways, I feel like a selfish fucking jerk. I basically begged Michelle to come over even though she said she really doesn't feel like having anyone over. I feel so selfish. I don't think I should go. I feel horrible inside for asking her so much that ( Read more... )

I feel so...unwanted right now. I am always dissatisfied with something or another.... Right now i's my life in general. Actually, that's a lie. It's actually something specific, but I really don't want to think about it right now. I feel stupid, and I feel like shit, and I feel used and unwanted. I feel cold and empty. Which is better than ( Read more... )

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→I ♥ Michelle Allen←

I don't know what else to say. That's all I can think about right now.