I love Michelle. I really do, but I think I'm just confused about a lot. I wish she would just return it when I tell her "I love you." But I guess she still doesn't feel its right. It would relieve so many doubts, so many insecurities. But, if she feels it isn't right, then I don't really want her to say it. It does bother me in more ways ( Read more... )

I just realized that people make their lives worse than they seem in order to (probably) earn sympathy...stupid....Anyways, not much is going on. I'm in tenth period and I just got done walking around for a few. Mr. Chiles is cool. He let's me do whatever I want. Now I'm in the Media Center. It's cool. Anyways, I slept through 9th period. Mr ( Read more... )

I have like two minutes to update...so I'm gonna make this quick ( Read more... )

Despite earlier claims that Nine Inch Nails' "Happiness In Slavery" was a good song for me and Michelle, I think I have found a better one. It's from "The Queen of the Damned" soundtrack....

Wayne Static of Static-X--Not Meant For MeYou think you're smart ( Read more... )

Today has been okay thus far....I'm in 7/8th, using the laptop as usual. Yesterday sucked. As will today after I get out of detention. I don't get to go to Michelle's. That pisses me off. Greatly. And saddens me, of course. I miss seeing Michelle outside of school, though it hasn't even been a full two days since I last saw her outside of ( Read more... )

I feel bad...I kind of made things worse for Michelle worse than they had to be since they found about her skipping anyway....I was there when her dad got home (early, btw). He got home around 3:26 and he usually gets home around 5:00. He told me and Michelle both to be downstairs but when I got down there, he was out on the front porch and ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend was full of events yet uneventful (I didn't get to Michelle until Sunday night >.<). The band I am in got together (minus the drummer, Jimmy) and we just kind of freestyled some stuff, although Chris (a guitarist) tried to teach Jon (the bassist) the bass line in "Right Now" by KoRn for like an hour. Oh, that brings me to ( Read more... )

Okay people, you have to see this! I took this test and that's what I got! Michelle needs to take it! Arrrgh! I will make her take it when I go to her house today! Yes! Anyways, I think that's funny.

I swear....People really should go to my webpage and take the poll. But, of course, they won't.... It kind of frustrates me. Its just like I shouldn't waste my time, I guess, making a webpage that no one is going to ever see. Then again, people probably don't read my journal, so they don't know about it. Cry, I guess ( Read more... )

I am sittin' here in 7/8th, not really doing anything terribly important, obviously. Probably going to go over to Michelle's today. What the fuck am I saying, probably?! Of course I am. I always do. I don't think a day would feel right any more if I didn't go over to her house. It just feels like a routine or something now; I don't mean that ( Read more... )