Rather Rare
i don't know what's up with me today but i'm feeling quite bitchy...
i'm not usually like this.it's rather rare for me to be like this. i think i don't know myself anymore. i feel so lost. i do not lash out my anger and spew it out like hot flames through insensitive words but i can't help it. i feel so stressed and at the same time useless. i think i have been working so hard but still gain nothing. such emptiness...the heavy pressure is taking a toll on me. i feel so stupid and so useless. what is my purpose for living anyway? maybe i should just disappear. ahahaha maybe i just cracked my head along the way. no one's reading this anyway but im glad i got it out from my chest. i just wish i'll have a good sleep tonight.
i'm not usually like this.it's rather rare for me to be like this. i think i don't know myself anymore. i feel so lost. i do not lash out my anger and spew it out like hot flames through insensitive words but i can't help it. i feel so stressed and at the same time useless. i think i have been working so hard but still gain nothing. such emptiness...the heavy pressure is taking a toll on me. i feel so stupid and so useless. what is my purpose for living anyway? maybe i should just disappear. ahahaha maybe i just cracked my head along the way. no one's reading this anyway but im glad i got it out from my chest. i just wish i'll have a good sleep tonight.