I really need to start writing in this more, cuz it would really relieve some of the stress that I been feeling....I'm so damn overcomitted and my parents are so far up my ass that I can't live my own damn life. I know I'm not grown...but I'm old enough to get myself outta bad situations and make my own decisions. I don't have bad judgement and I'm ( Read more... )

happy christmas eve everyone! =) this is not aneva, this is her mad coo big sista, milan=) everyone have a merry christmas tomorrow and a happy holiday's filled with presents, smilez, and what else, good after christmas shoppin no doubtz!

holla;)

WHOOOZZZZZZZZ A HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!...

i have kissed someone...

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.(in a non-sexual way)
of the opposite sex.
related to me. (not in a sexual way, obviously.)
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.with curly hair ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking tired of being treated like I'm five. I appreciate that my parents care, but seriously, I'm not grown by any means.....but I'm a senior in high school, I'm going to college in less than a year....when I go to school and never come back maybe then they'll catch the fucking clue that I hate how things work around here ( Read more... )

NO SCHOOL TILL 2005!!!!

I knew it would feel good...but DAMN...haha this feels goooodddd!!

Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and than kiss me.

Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.

A pretty boy.

But not so pretty I feel awkward.

Someone who would think I was beautiful if I was scrubbing

Who would let me sleep on their chestWe wouldnt have any rules about who's clothes are who's ( Read more... )

Why am I still awake!? I'm sooooooooooooooooo tired!!!

If the Steelers do not win today (To the Bengals...lol) I will be upset.....If the Steelers don't make it to the Superbowl....I will be highly upset ( Read more... )

I talked to Joshua last night. It turned out good. My boy Shomari talked to him too at basketball. He said not to worry that I was the only one for him right now....which made me feel good. And today at school, I dunno....sounds corny but I could feel the "love"....sooo I'm happy. I'm goin to their scrimmage tomorrow to see my baby play ( Read more... )

I think I'm being paranoid...but you know you get the feeling sometimes.....Hmm...Shomari says don't worry about it....but I'm not so sure. It only bothers me because I'm starting to really like him, and ever since Terrance cheated on me, I'm so afraid of having to go through that again. I can't do that....it hurt me sooooooooo bad....tooo bad.

Oh