sp yeaterday was easter and I bascilly lounged around all day with my cuz and we we had so,e fun going to church and watching tv and all that good stuff you know.....

so its been a week since my uncle has passed away and I guess the feelings are more numb then anything else.... but Im trying to stay positive and think about other things ... like about this perticular someone that I met through my cuzzy! lol Like I told my cuz there are only two things in my life I have ever been sure of and thats gettingmy job ( Read more... )

Yesterday was one of the hardest days of the new year... my uncle toot had passed away from cancer and seeing the people I cared about the most really upset me. I have never heard my grandmother cry as hard and as loud as she did... I think it will be perminatly inprinted on my brain.... I would love to say that I want to be a lone and have time to ( Read more... )

I just got home from work and Im super tiered ... I guess on the really slow days I have time to think which is cool and all but sometimes its not good to have to much time to think caus then you get parinoed and freaked out cause every little thing that starts to go wrong has some universal counter effect and everything is going to hell.... sorry ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked up at the stars and and thought "Is someone (that someone) out there looking at the same stars that I am?" Im sure many of you have, I know I have. Many people believe that our destiny is writen in the stars, do you? Yesterday while I was awoken from my deep slumber...lol.... I found a voice in my head saying "go outside" .... ( Read more... )

SO I GOT A HAIR CUT AND THE LADY KILLED MY BANGS IT KINDA MAKES ME FEEL HORRABLE I DIDNT EVEN WANA GO TO WORK TODAY CAUSE IT LOOKS SO BAD .... THEN MY RETARDED EYE WONT STOP WATERING..... AND IM SUPER THIRST

So heres my deal.... I went to taho this weekend with my youth group it was freaking awesome! I had so much fun .... I met a hot guy whos pretty awesome, he has my dream car! I kicked my cuzzy out bed twice! I stood up till 1:00 every night.... I ate good food every night... and last but not least I had more fun then I have had in a long time!

A new year starts and I have no resolutions.... if there is one thing I have learned its that I can only remember so many things and from what I do remember its generally from the last 6 months of the year... so theres no use in saying that Im going to do shit that Im not guna ever remember... untill next time friends...

Ok tonights the big night... the change of a new year...what do I want more then anything in the world you ask? I want to go into this new year happy, with no doubts, with good friends by my side, and with a postive out look because Im not going back to high school next year... wow it almost hurts to say that.... to be honest it does.... I have no ( Read more... )

no one loves me..... I feel no love..... No comments... no messages... wtf ppl am I not cool enough???????????