Why Am I Feeling Like This? Part 4
Title - Why Am I Feeling Like This? Part 4
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sian's P.O.V
I just sat there after Sophie and Richard left, it felt like i was glued to the spot, i couldnt move, so i just sat there and cried into my hands. Now i definitely know i have feelings for Sophie, but i cant tell her, i dont want to risk our friendship, her friendship means to much to me. Theres only one thing to do, and thats bury these feelings, if i pretend like there not there maybe they'll go away i thought as i got up and started to make my way to the kitchen.
"Sian! are you ok?" i heard Carla say as she jumped off the sofa and ran towards me. "Yeah, i just wacked my foot off the bed" I laughed as i wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheeks, "Awww, i hate when that happens" Carla laughed as she hugged me. Next thing there was a knock on the door, it was quite an aggressive knock, whoever it was they sounded angry. I pulled out of the hug and walked over to the door opening it slowly as i was quite nervous, Carla stood behind me. I opened it and there he was, it was Ryan, what the fuck does he want i thought.
"What do you want?" I snapped as he stood there looking down at his feet with his hands in his pockets. "I thought we could talk" He said as he lifted his gaze from the floor to me and let out a nervous smile. "What is there to talk about? You cheated, i caught you! it couldnt be simpler really" I shouted as i tried to slam the door but Ryan stuck out his foot and stopped it, before barging on in to the dorm. "I didnt mean to it just happened" He shouted in my face "have you been drinking ryan" I asked as i was beginning to get scared "I just had a few to calm my nerves" He said, he was still in my face "I think you better leave" Carla stepped in "NO!" he screamed "Im not leaving until i get Sian back" His face had now become red with anger, a vain was popping out of his forehead, id never seen him like this. "Ryan! i will never come back to you! you broke my heart by sleeping with that skank! i want nothing to do with you, your scum!" i was now shouting in his face but before i knew it i saw Ryan lift his fist and hit me across the face, i fell to the ground.
"GET OUT RIGHT NOW YOU SYCO, BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE" I heard Carla shout as she was shoving him towards the door, he was restraining but Carla overpowered him, she shoved him out the door and locked it. She then ran towards me, my eye was swollen and my nose was bleeding "Are you ok Sian, Come on, let me help you up" she said as she was helping me over to the sofa, at that moment all i wanted was Sophie and i guess some wishes do come true. Sophie entered the room holding Richards hand.
Sophie's P.O.V
"So.. are you glad you came out with me?" Richard said as we were nearing the door of the dorm, "Yeah, i had fun" i smiled at him. We were just meant to be going for dinner but we ended up going to a funfair and everything, he really knew how to treat a girl. He was such a gentleman all night, but somehow i couldnt stop thinking about Sian, i was excited to see her. We stopped at the door before going in, and Richard leaned in and kissed me on the cheek and said "We should do this again sometime" flashing his amazing white smile "Yeah, i'd like that" I returned the smile as he led the way into the room.
I walked in and saw Carla helping Sian over to the sofa, Sian was crying, she had a swollen eye and her nose was bleeding, my heart broke when i saw her fall into the sofa and start sobbing. I dropped Richards hand and ran straight over to her and wrapped her in my arms "Sian, what happened? Are you ok? Who did this?" i was getting hysterical as she sobbed into my shoulder, i couldnt stand seeing her like this, she was so vulnerable and hurt, it actually made my heart phyically hurt. "It was that jackass Ryan" Carla spoke up "WHAT!?" I shouted, "What did he do to her?" I asked, i could feel the anger building inside me, why the fuck would he want to hurt her anymore than he already has. "He came here to get her back, but when she told him it was never going to happen, he got angry and punched her" Carla said dropping her gaze to the floor "I should of stopped him" She said now crying into her hands. 'Hes going to pay for this'I thought as i stroked Sians hair. Sian had now sat up "it was your fault Carla, you were brilliant" Sian said as she flashed her a reassuring smile and Carla returned it.
Everyone was in the livingroom, Sian was sleeping on the sofa and Carla, Richard and I were on the other sofa. We were all discussing what we were going to do about Ryan, "I hate him for what he has done to her" I said as Richard and Carla nodded to agree with me. "We need to do something to make sure he never hurts her again" Carla stated she was just as angry as i was, we were both sat clenching our fist in anger, i glanced over at Sian her eye was now black, it was swollen and bruised and she still managed to look beautiful. I stood up and walked over to her and tucked some stray hairs behind her ear, i was so starting to fall for her.
Next thing the door opened and in came Carlas boyfriend James, he ran over and hugged Carla, she had obviously told him what happened and he was furious, "Where is the Bastard" he shouted "Calm down James" Carla whispered as she kissed him on the cheek. "Why are you so angry?" I asked him, i was confused, did he even know Sian? "Soph, James is Sians cousin" Carla said smiling over to me, i returned the smile knowing that Carla knew if she told James he would do something. Richard stood up and said "I know where his dorm is" hinting that he would go with James to confront Ryan, "What are we waiting for then?" James smirked, Richard kissed me on the cheek as he was leaving and said to stay with Sian because Carla was going with them, they all left and me and Sian were alone.
"Soph" i heard Sian say as Richard slammed the door behind him, "Yeah?" i asked sitting down next to her "Could you get me some ice?" She laughed pointing to her eye. "of course" I smiled as i went over to the freezer and got and ice pack, i sat back down next to her and placed the ice pack lightly onto her eye being careful not to hurt her. "Im soo sorry" I said to her looking down at my feet, "For what?" She replied "If i hadnt of went out with Richard i could have been here to protect you. I promised i would be here for you and i wasnt, im a bad friend" I whimpered as tears were now rolling down my cheeks. "Sophie, it wasnt your fault, and you couldnt be a bad friend if you tried" Sian replied wiping the freshly fallen tears from my cheeks.
Sian's P.O.V
Sophie was crying, saying she was being a bad friend to me, i couldnt take it, it hurt me so much to see her crying. I grabbed her into a tight embrace and let the ice pack drop from my eye, "Your my best friend Soph" I whispered into her ear, i really wanted to tell her there and then that i loved her, wait i love her? ive fallen for her hard, she's amazing and beautiful and i do love her. "Your my bestfriend too Sian" She whimpered still crying.
We put on a movie and just lay on the sofa, she had her head on my chest and i was playing with her hair, i loved lying like this, it made me feel so happy. She moved her hand onto my thigh and started drawing circles, i gasped at her touch, it sent shivers down my spine, i had never felt like this when Ryan touched me, Sophie just had this effect on me, which is one of the many reasons i love her. I really wanted to tell her how i feel, this moment is perfect i thought as i sat up.
"Soph?" i whispered as she now sat up to face me, "Yeah" she smiled as she stared into my eyes, i swear when she does that i feel like shes looking into my soul. "I needa tell you something" i said nervously, "You can tell me anything Sian, ill always be here for you no matter what ok?"she stated, i was so relieved to hear her say that, i might need to remind her of that later if she doesnt feel the same. I was just about to tell her when Richard, Carla and James walked in, Richard came and sat inbetween us putting his arm around Sophie, it made me furious, way to ruin a moment you wanker i thought as James sat down and put his arm around me. "How ya feelin little cous?" He asked smiling at me, "Erm yeah im good" I replied "What are you doing here?" I asked suspicously as he smirked at me. "Im here to stand up for my wee cousin" he said smiling "I taught that ryan lad a lesson, he wont come near you again" he winked at me, i couldnt help but smile at him, i bet Ryan got what he deserved.
We were all sat watching the movie Taken, Richard was hugging Sophie anytime a jumpy bit came on, he kept kissing her on the cheek. I was so angry, if he hadnt came in when he did i that could have been me! i could have been the one hugging her at scary parts and kissing her on the cheek. I wasnt even watching the movie anymore i was watching Sophie, she was smiling and look more beautiful than usual if that is even possible, she smiled over at me and i returned it, but next thing i know Richard is moving in for a full on snog with her, i couldnt take it anymore, so i just got up and left.
I was sitting in my room crying into my pillow, i really do love Sophie but i cant tell her because she likes Richard, why is life so complicated i thought as i turned round to see Sophie standing at the door. "Whats Wrong Sian" she asked walking towards me "Nothing" I said putting on a fake smile, "Good" She replied giving me a quick hug and going to walk out again but suddenly she turned around "What was it you wanted to tell me earlier?" she said walking back over towards me, I got up and said "its not important, ill tell you later" kissed her cheek then walked to the bathroom. i dont think i can tell her when shes this happy with Richard i thought....
Thanks again for reading :D please comment your thoughts :)
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sian's P.O.V
I just sat there after Sophie and Richard left, it felt like i was glued to the spot, i couldnt move, so i just sat there and cried into my hands. Now i definitely know i have feelings for Sophie, but i cant tell her, i dont want to risk our friendship, her friendship means to much to me. Theres only one thing to do, and thats bury these feelings, if i pretend like there not there maybe they'll go away i thought as i got up and started to make my way to the kitchen.
"Sian! are you ok?" i heard Carla say as she jumped off the sofa and ran towards me. "Yeah, i just wacked my foot off the bed" I laughed as i wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheeks, "Awww, i hate when that happens" Carla laughed as she hugged me. Next thing there was a knock on the door, it was quite an aggressive knock, whoever it was they sounded angry. I pulled out of the hug and walked over to the door opening it slowly as i was quite nervous, Carla stood behind me. I opened it and there he was, it was Ryan, what the fuck does he want i thought.
"What do you want?" I snapped as he stood there looking down at his feet with his hands in his pockets. "I thought we could talk" He said as he lifted his gaze from the floor to me and let out a nervous smile. "What is there to talk about? You cheated, i caught you! it couldnt be simpler really" I shouted as i tried to slam the door but Ryan stuck out his foot and stopped it, before barging on in to the dorm. "I didnt mean to it just happened" He shouted in my face "have you been drinking ryan" I asked as i was beginning to get scared "I just had a few to calm my nerves" He said, he was still in my face "I think you better leave" Carla stepped in "NO!" he screamed "Im not leaving until i get Sian back" His face had now become red with anger, a vain was popping out of his forehead, id never seen him like this. "Ryan! i will never come back to you! you broke my heart by sleeping with that skank! i want nothing to do with you, your scum!" i was now shouting in his face but before i knew it i saw Ryan lift his fist and hit me across the face, i fell to the ground.
"GET OUT RIGHT NOW YOU SYCO, BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE" I heard Carla shout as she was shoving him towards the door, he was restraining but Carla overpowered him, she shoved him out the door and locked it. She then ran towards me, my eye was swollen and my nose was bleeding "Are you ok Sian, Come on, let me help you up" she said as she was helping me over to the sofa, at that moment all i wanted was Sophie and i guess some wishes do come true. Sophie entered the room holding Richards hand.
Sophie's P.O.V
"So.. are you glad you came out with me?" Richard said as we were nearing the door of the dorm, "Yeah, i had fun" i smiled at him. We were just meant to be going for dinner but we ended up going to a funfair and everything, he really knew how to treat a girl. He was such a gentleman all night, but somehow i couldnt stop thinking about Sian, i was excited to see her. We stopped at the door before going in, and Richard leaned in and kissed me on the cheek and said "We should do this again sometime" flashing his amazing white smile "Yeah, i'd like that" I returned the smile as he led the way into the room.
I walked in and saw Carla helping Sian over to the sofa, Sian was crying, she had a swollen eye and her nose was bleeding, my heart broke when i saw her fall into the sofa and start sobbing. I dropped Richards hand and ran straight over to her and wrapped her in my arms "Sian, what happened? Are you ok? Who did this?" i was getting hysterical as she sobbed into my shoulder, i couldnt stand seeing her like this, she was so vulnerable and hurt, it actually made my heart phyically hurt. "It was that jackass Ryan" Carla spoke up "WHAT!?" I shouted, "What did he do to her?" I asked, i could feel the anger building inside me, why the fuck would he want to hurt her anymore than he already has. "He came here to get her back, but when she told him it was never going to happen, he got angry and punched her" Carla said dropping her gaze to the floor "I should of stopped him" She said now crying into her hands. 'Hes going to pay for this'I thought as i stroked Sians hair. Sian had now sat up "it was your fault Carla, you were brilliant" Sian said as she flashed her a reassuring smile and Carla returned it.
Everyone was in the livingroom, Sian was sleeping on the sofa and Carla, Richard and I were on the other sofa. We were all discussing what we were going to do about Ryan, "I hate him for what he has done to her" I said as Richard and Carla nodded to agree with me. "We need to do something to make sure he never hurts her again" Carla stated she was just as angry as i was, we were both sat clenching our fist in anger, i glanced over at Sian her eye was now black, it was swollen and bruised and she still managed to look beautiful. I stood up and walked over to her and tucked some stray hairs behind her ear, i was so starting to fall for her.
Next thing the door opened and in came Carlas boyfriend James, he ran over and hugged Carla, she had obviously told him what happened and he was furious, "Where is the Bastard" he shouted "Calm down James" Carla whispered as she kissed him on the cheek. "Why are you so angry?" I asked him, i was confused, did he even know Sian? "Soph, James is Sians cousin" Carla said smiling over to me, i returned the smile knowing that Carla knew if she told James he would do something. Richard stood up and said "I know where his dorm is" hinting that he would go with James to confront Ryan, "What are we waiting for then?" James smirked, Richard kissed me on the cheek as he was leaving and said to stay with Sian because Carla was going with them, they all left and me and Sian were alone.
"Soph" i heard Sian say as Richard slammed the door behind him, "Yeah?" i asked sitting down next to her "Could you get me some ice?" She laughed pointing to her eye. "of course" I smiled as i went over to the freezer and got and ice pack, i sat back down next to her and placed the ice pack lightly onto her eye being careful not to hurt her. "Im soo sorry" I said to her looking down at my feet, "For what?" She replied "If i hadnt of went out with Richard i could have been here to protect you. I promised i would be here for you and i wasnt, im a bad friend" I whimpered as tears were now rolling down my cheeks. "Sophie, it wasnt your fault, and you couldnt be a bad friend if you tried" Sian replied wiping the freshly fallen tears from my cheeks.
Sian's P.O.V
Sophie was crying, saying she was being a bad friend to me, i couldnt take it, it hurt me so much to see her crying. I grabbed her into a tight embrace and let the ice pack drop from my eye, "Your my best friend Soph" I whispered into her ear, i really wanted to tell her there and then that i loved her, wait i love her? ive fallen for her hard, she's amazing and beautiful and i do love her. "Your my bestfriend too Sian" She whimpered still crying.
We put on a movie and just lay on the sofa, she had her head on my chest and i was playing with her hair, i loved lying like this, it made me feel so happy. She moved her hand onto my thigh and started drawing circles, i gasped at her touch, it sent shivers down my spine, i had never felt like this when Ryan touched me, Sophie just had this effect on me, which is one of the many reasons i love her. I really wanted to tell her how i feel, this moment is perfect i thought as i sat up.
"Soph?" i whispered as she now sat up to face me, "Yeah" she smiled as she stared into my eyes, i swear when she does that i feel like shes looking into my soul. "I needa tell you something" i said nervously, "You can tell me anything Sian, ill always be here for you no matter what ok?"she stated, i was so relieved to hear her say that, i might need to remind her of that later if she doesnt feel the same. I was just about to tell her when Richard, Carla and James walked in, Richard came and sat inbetween us putting his arm around Sophie, it made me furious, way to ruin a moment you wanker i thought as James sat down and put his arm around me. "How ya feelin little cous?" He asked smiling at me, "Erm yeah im good" I replied "What are you doing here?" I asked suspicously as he smirked at me. "Im here to stand up for my wee cousin" he said smiling "I taught that ryan lad a lesson, he wont come near you again" he winked at me, i couldnt help but smile at him, i bet Ryan got what he deserved.
We were all sat watching the movie Taken, Richard was hugging Sophie anytime a jumpy bit came on, he kept kissing her on the cheek. I was so angry, if he hadnt came in when he did i that could have been me! i could have been the one hugging her at scary parts and kissing her on the cheek. I wasnt even watching the movie anymore i was watching Sophie, she was smiling and look more beautiful than usual if that is even possible, she smiled over at me and i returned it, but next thing i know Richard is moving in for a full on snog with her, i couldnt take it anymore, so i just got up and left.
I was sitting in my room crying into my pillow, i really do love Sophie but i cant tell her because she likes Richard, why is life so complicated i thought as i turned round to see Sophie standing at the door. "Whats Wrong Sian" she asked walking towards me "Nothing" I said putting on a fake smile, "Good" She replied giving me a quick hug and going to walk out again but suddenly she turned around "What was it you wanted to tell me earlier?" she said walking back over towards me, I got up and said "its not important, ill tell you later" kissed her cheek then walked to the bathroom. i dont think i can tell her when shes this happy with Richard i thought....
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