Why Am I Feeling Like This? Part 5
Title - Why Am I Feeling Like This? Part 5
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sophie's P.O.V
I just stood there when Sian walked out, did she just kiss me on the cheek? does that mean she likes me? shut up Sophie, you really need to get it into your head that she will NEVER like you, she is straight and could have any boy she wants. But there is definitely something up with her, and im going to find out what it is. I just sat there drowning in my thoughts when i felt arms snake around my waist from behind " You ok baby?" someone said placing a kiss on my cheek, i knew it wasnt Sian because when she did it, i got goosebumps and a tingling feeling in my stomach, but not this time. "Yeah im just thinking" I said as i turned round and smiled at Richard, "oh, well do you wanna come out a watch another movie" Richard asked smiling shyly "Err, yeah i'll just go get Sian" I replied as i made a dash for the door, but before i could get out Richard had grasped my arm and pulled me close to him "I meant just me and you" he said winking at me"umm ok" i said as i followed him out to the livingroom.
Richard and I were sat on the sofa, we had been watching the movie for half an hour now. He put on paranormal activity, it was really scary, i had to hide behind him for most of it, which by the look on his face he enjoyed. i couldnt stop thinking about Sian though, i really wanted to be with her. "err im gonna go to the toilet, ill be back in a minute" I said as i got up and headed for the bathroom.
I was on my way back to the livingroom, when i saw that Sians bedroom door was open. I walked over and stood outside, she was on the phone to someone, arranging to meet up in 10 minutes, who could she possibly be meeting up with i thought as i listened closer to the conversation "Yeah we can meet at the coffee shop on the corner... yeah ill just tell my roomates im going for a walk... ok cant wait to see you either" and with that she hung up. Who the fuck could she be talking to, is it a boy, it better not be a new boyfriend i thought as i felt myself getting agitated at the thought of her having a new boyfriend. I heard he getting up from the bed so i ran back to the livingroom hoping she wouldnt notice i was ease-dropping on her conversation.
Sian's P.O.V
i had just got off the phone with my brother Adam, i havent seen him in years. Hes 25 and he moved to Ireland when he was 18, the last time i had seen him was at his wedding 3 years ago. Up until he moved away he wasnt just my brother, he was like my bestfriend, he would have done anything for me. I couldnt wait to see him so i jumped off my bed, ran to my wardrobe and pulled on my Jeggins, a baggy hoody and my ugg boots, i ran to my mirror and put a wee bit of make up on because he hates when i wears loads, typical big brother. i walked out into the livingroom and saw Richard and Sophie all snuggled up on the sofa, it made me feel sick, it breaks my heart to see her with him. she could do so much better than him.
"Err.. im away for a walk guys, see yous later" i said as i walked towards the door. Sophie jumped up from the sofa "You want me to come with you its late" she asked even thought Richard obviously didnt want her too because he grabbed her arm, "No, its fine, i just need some air" I said even though i would have loved her to come. "Ok" she said as she sat down, she looked disappointed.
"Hey you" i screamed as i saw Adam at a table in the coffee shop, he jumped up and wrapped me in his arms "hey kiddo" he laughed hugging me tighter and tighter, i now had started crying, "Ive missed you so much" I whimpered into his shoulder. He lifted my head from his shoulder and brushed away a newly fallen tear from my cheek, "Im here now sis, ive missed you too" he said flashing me a smile, "Now sit down and tell me everything, hows Uni? Have you got a boyfriend" he giggled as we sat down and ordered coffee and food.
"RYAN DID WHAT!?" Adam screamed jumping up from his seat, "IM GOING TO KILL THE WEE BASTARD" He shouted he was fuming, "No Adam, its ok James sorted it, he hasnt came near me since" i said hugging Adam to calm him down. "well he better hope i dont see him" he said as he was now taking his seat again. "So this Sophie? you like her huh?" He asked with a smug look on his face "yeah i really do, but theres this guy shes kind off seeing and anytime i try to tell her he gets in the way" I said dropping my gaze to floor, "have you told anyone else" he asked as he put his hand on my shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze, "no, its not something you can tell anyone, everyone will judge me and im not ready for the name calling" I said as i felt a tear rolling down my cheek, Adam had now got up and was now kneeling down beside me "Sian" he said as he put a finger under my chin and lifted my head up to meet his gaze "You fell in love with someone, just because they are the same sex doesnt make it wrong, just remember you cant help who you fall in love with" he said wrapping his arms around me "everything will work out kid, just you wait" he said still hugging me "shall we go?" i asked pulling out of the embrace, he gave me a nod and we got up.
Sophie's P.O.V
Sian had been gone for two hours now, i was starting to get worried, i think Richard could tell because everytime i looked over at the door he hugged me and asked if i was ok. Of course i wasnt ok, Sian the girl that i love is out in the dark on her own! i didnt even know where she is, what kind of friend does that make me. "Babe, ive just realised i dont really know that much about you" Richard spoke up after an hour of silence "well what do you want to know" i smiled and sat up "Everything" he replied puttiing his arm around me "well im not that interesting, i come from weatherfeild in Manchester, i have a sister called Rosie and a brother called Jack, i dont really know what else to say" I giggled shyly "Thats all i need to know" he smiled.
"Im really hungry, wanna go get some chips or summit" I asked Richard "yeah im starting to get hungry too, wait ill go get my coat" he replied as he jumped up from the sofa and ran to his room, little did he know i wasnt even hungry, i just wanted to go out and look for Sian, but whatever he doesnt know wont hurt him.
"err can i just have a chip please" i said to the woman behind the counter in the chipshop, "ill just have a burger" Richard said to her "ok, your number is order 2 ok?" she said as we sat down at the side of the chipshop. "Number 2" we heard the woman shout, Richard quickly jumped up and had paid before i reached him "A gentleman always pays" He winked as we walked out, "What shall we do now?" He asked as we walked along the peir "I think we should go back, im quite cold" I replied, then he took of his jacket and placed it on my shoulders "I need to do something first" He said as he turned round to face me and leaned in. SHIT! i thought, i dont want this all i want is Sian, Richy is a nice lad an'all but i really love Sian and i want to be with her, i really need to tell her. I didnt want to be rude so i kissed him back, but there were no fireworks, this just proves i need Sian.
We started to head back, when Richard turned to me and said "You dont feel for me the way i feel for you do you?" I felt so bad because i didnt want to lie and lead him on so i was just honest with him "i like you, just not enough" i said looking down at the ground, "Is there someone else?" He asked dropping his gaze to the floor aswell "i dont know" i replied, tears were now falling down my cheeks, "Is it Sian?" he asked lifting up my chin with his finger. I didnt even need to reply i just nodded "Is it that obvious?" i asked "To everyone but her, she definitely likes you too" He said smiling pulling me into a hug, "why are you being so nice, do you not hate me?" I whimpered into his shoulder, "i could never hate you, were still gonna be friends" he smiled he really was such an amazing guy. "Defo, were gonna be best buds" I laughed wiping the tears from my cheeks "Now lets go get your girl, shall we?" he smiled as we started walking again.
Sian's P.O.V
"So lunch tomarrow then?" i asked as Adam was leaving me off at the door of my dorm, "Yeah, ill come and pick you up here at 1? and is it ok if Janet comes she really wants to see you" he replied smiling at me "yeah ok, and ofcourse Janet can come, i love her" i laughed "good, she loves you too, she thinks of you as her sister and promise me if you get the chance you will tell Sophie you love her ok?" He said as he pulled me into another hug "i will, love you Adam" "Love you too kiddo" Adam pulled out of the embrace, he was just about to leave when Sophie and Richard came round the corner. "Sian, your back" Sophie said running over to me and pulling into a hug, "Soph, i only went out" i laughed as i put my arms around her. "Hi, im Adam, Sians brother" Adam said holding out his hand to Sophie, she soon let go of me and shook his hand "Hi, im Sophie"she said flashing him that irresistible smile of hers. "Well ive got to be going, nice to meet you, ill see you later Sian" Adam said then turned to leave, but before he turned the corner he turned around and mouthed "Good choice, shes hot" winked at me and left.
we were all sitting in the kitchen having a cup of tea, Sophie and Richard kept whispering which made me feel like a third wheel and hurt me at the same time, i really should give up these feelings, shes never going to like me. "Well im going to bed, ill see yous in the morning" i said as i stood up from the table and headed towards my room.
Sophie's P.O.V
"GO AFTER HER" Richard shouted at me, he was right i needed to go tell her how i feel, i really love her, ive never felt like this before not even about ben. "Ok, wish me luck" i said as Richard winked at me and gave me one last hug "She couldnt get anyone better than you Soph, your amazing" Richard said as he placed a soft kiss on my cheek and pushed me towards Sians room.
I knocked the door and opened it slightly, "Sian can i talk to you" i asked shyly as she sat up on her bed "Yeah sure come on in" she smiled patting the bed beside her. I went over and sat down beside her "Sian theres something i really need to tell you, i cant hold it in anymore its killing me" i said as tears were threatening to fall once again. "Soph you can tell me anything you know that, Aww Soph please dont cry" she said as she wrapped her arms around me. "Sian" i whimpered "I told Richard nothing could happen between us" I said as tears were streaming down my cheeks "Aww Soph why?" she asked hugging me tighter and tighter "There someone else, i love somone else" i sobbed into her shoulder "Oh my god, who is it Soph?" she asked as she was now on the verge of tears, she always hated seeing me cry, "its you, i love you Sian, i have ever since i met you, your the most amazing person ever and i really really love you" I cried, she just sat there, she was shocked i could tell by her facial expression, i dont think she feels the same and now i feel like an idiot. "Ive gotta go" i said as i jumped from the bed and headed towards the door, but i was stopped by someone grabbing my arm, it was Sian, she spun me round and crashed her lips against mine, it felt so right, the feeling of her lips on mine was magical and fireworks went off, unlike with Richard, it was so passionate and full of love. I finally pulled away and just looked at her in confusion "Soph, i love you too, ever since i met you ive had these feeling for you, and seeing you with Richard broke my heart, i didnt say anything because you were happy with him and i never want you to be unhappy. when you told me you loved me a moment ago i didnt say anything because i thought i was dreaming because i have been dreaming about this since we met. i love you Sophie Webster" She said, she was out of breath from the long speech, "I love you too Sian Powers" i grinned as i pulled her in for another kiss, this time more passionate, her hands were in my hair as i snaked my arms around her waist pulling her closer, the kiss got more heated as our tounges were battling against one another, i let a small moan escape my lips as we pulled away for oxygen. "Will you be my girlfriend Sian Powers?" i asked hoping for her answer to be yes, "Ofcourse i will, i love you Sophie Webster" she said pulling me into another hug.
"Twit Twoo" i heard someone whistle, i looked over at the door and Richard was standing there, "So yous two a couple now" he winked "Yeah shes all mine" me and sian said together and then giggled at our weird timing. "Im happy for you Soph" he said as he came over and pulled me into a hug, I could tell Sian didnt like it as she tuted, but what I didnt know was that Richard was throwing her dirty looks whilst he was hugging me, was he really just gonna let me and sian be happy together?
Sorry it took me so long to update had a lot of school work but i hope this makes up for it :D leave a wee comment and tell me what you think :) and as always thanks for reading guys, and thanks for the lovely comments the really encourage me to write on :D
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sophie's P.O.V
I just stood there when Sian walked out, did she just kiss me on the cheek? does that mean she likes me? shut up Sophie, you really need to get it into your head that she will NEVER like you, she is straight and could have any boy she wants. But there is definitely something up with her, and im going to find out what it is. I just sat there drowning in my thoughts when i felt arms snake around my waist from behind " You ok baby?" someone said placing a kiss on my cheek, i knew it wasnt Sian because when she did it, i got goosebumps and a tingling feeling in my stomach, but not this time. "Yeah im just thinking" I said as i turned round and smiled at Richard, "oh, well do you wanna come out a watch another movie" Richard asked smiling shyly "Err, yeah i'll just go get Sian" I replied as i made a dash for the door, but before i could get out Richard had grasped my arm and pulled me close to him "I meant just me and you" he said winking at me"umm ok" i said as i followed him out to the livingroom.
Richard and I were sat on the sofa, we had been watching the movie for half an hour now. He put on paranormal activity, it was really scary, i had to hide behind him for most of it, which by the look on his face he enjoyed. i couldnt stop thinking about Sian though, i really wanted to be with her. "err im gonna go to the toilet, ill be back in a minute" I said as i got up and headed for the bathroom.
I was on my way back to the livingroom, when i saw that Sians bedroom door was open. I walked over and stood outside, she was on the phone to someone, arranging to meet up in 10 minutes, who could she possibly be meeting up with i thought as i listened closer to the conversation "Yeah we can meet at the coffee shop on the corner... yeah ill just tell my roomates im going for a walk... ok cant wait to see you either" and with that she hung up. Who the fuck could she be talking to, is it a boy, it better not be a new boyfriend i thought as i felt myself getting agitated at the thought of her having a new boyfriend. I heard he getting up from the bed so i ran back to the livingroom hoping she wouldnt notice i was ease-dropping on her conversation.
Sian's P.O.V
i had just got off the phone with my brother Adam, i havent seen him in years. Hes 25 and he moved to Ireland when he was 18, the last time i had seen him was at his wedding 3 years ago. Up until he moved away he wasnt just my brother, he was like my bestfriend, he would have done anything for me. I couldnt wait to see him so i jumped off my bed, ran to my wardrobe and pulled on my Jeggins, a baggy hoody and my ugg boots, i ran to my mirror and put a wee bit of make up on because he hates when i wears loads, typical big brother. i walked out into the livingroom and saw Richard and Sophie all snuggled up on the sofa, it made me feel sick, it breaks my heart to see her with him. she could do so much better than him.
"Err.. im away for a walk guys, see yous later" i said as i walked towards the door. Sophie jumped up from the sofa "You want me to come with you its late" she asked even thought Richard obviously didnt want her too because he grabbed her arm, "No, its fine, i just need some air" I said even though i would have loved her to come. "Ok" she said as she sat down, she looked disappointed.
"Hey you" i screamed as i saw Adam at a table in the coffee shop, he jumped up and wrapped me in his arms "hey kiddo" he laughed hugging me tighter and tighter, i now had started crying, "Ive missed you so much" I whimpered into his shoulder. He lifted my head from his shoulder and brushed away a newly fallen tear from my cheek, "Im here now sis, ive missed you too" he said flashing me a smile, "Now sit down and tell me everything, hows Uni? Have you got a boyfriend" he giggled as we sat down and ordered coffee and food.
"RYAN DID WHAT!?" Adam screamed jumping up from his seat, "IM GOING TO KILL THE WEE BASTARD" He shouted he was fuming, "No Adam, its ok James sorted it, he hasnt came near me since" i said hugging Adam to calm him down. "well he better hope i dont see him" he said as he was now taking his seat again. "So this Sophie? you like her huh?" He asked with a smug look on his face "yeah i really do, but theres this guy shes kind off seeing and anytime i try to tell her he gets in the way" I said dropping my gaze to floor, "have you told anyone else" he asked as he put his hand on my shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze, "no, its not something you can tell anyone, everyone will judge me and im not ready for the name calling" I said as i felt a tear rolling down my cheek, Adam had now got up and was now kneeling down beside me "Sian" he said as he put a finger under my chin and lifted my head up to meet his gaze "You fell in love with someone, just because they are the same sex doesnt make it wrong, just remember you cant help who you fall in love with" he said wrapping his arms around me "everything will work out kid, just you wait" he said still hugging me "shall we go?" i asked pulling out of the embrace, he gave me a nod and we got up.
Sophie's P.O.V
Sian had been gone for two hours now, i was starting to get worried, i think Richard could tell because everytime i looked over at the door he hugged me and asked if i was ok. Of course i wasnt ok, Sian the girl that i love is out in the dark on her own! i didnt even know where she is, what kind of friend does that make me. "Babe, ive just realised i dont really know that much about you" Richard spoke up after an hour of silence "well what do you want to know" i smiled and sat up "Everything" he replied puttiing his arm around me "well im not that interesting, i come from weatherfeild in Manchester, i have a sister called Rosie and a brother called Jack, i dont really know what else to say" I giggled shyly "Thats all i need to know" he smiled.
"Im really hungry, wanna go get some chips or summit" I asked Richard "yeah im starting to get hungry too, wait ill go get my coat" he replied as he jumped up from the sofa and ran to his room, little did he know i wasnt even hungry, i just wanted to go out and look for Sian, but whatever he doesnt know wont hurt him.
"err can i just have a chip please" i said to the woman behind the counter in the chipshop, "ill just have a burger" Richard said to her "ok, your number is order 2 ok?" she said as we sat down at the side of the chipshop. "Number 2" we heard the woman shout, Richard quickly jumped up and had paid before i reached him "A gentleman always pays" He winked as we walked out, "What shall we do now?" He asked as we walked along the peir "I think we should go back, im quite cold" I replied, then he took of his jacket and placed it on my shoulders "I need to do something first" He said as he turned round to face me and leaned in. SHIT! i thought, i dont want this all i want is Sian, Richy is a nice lad an'all but i really love Sian and i want to be with her, i really need to tell her. I didnt want to be rude so i kissed him back, but there were no fireworks, this just proves i need Sian.
We started to head back, when Richard turned to me and said "You dont feel for me the way i feel for you do you?" I felt so bad because i didnt want to lie and lead him on so i was just honest with him "i like you, just not enough" i said looking down at the ground, "Is there someone else?" He asked dropping his gaze to the floor aswell "i dont know" i replied, tears were now falling down my cheeks, "Is it Sian?" he asked lifting up my chin with his finger. I didnt even need to reply i just nodded "Is it that obvious?" i asked "To everyone but her, she definitely likes you too" He said smiling pulling me into a hug, "why are you being so nice, do you not hate me?" I whimpered into his shoulder, "i could never hate you, were still gonna be friends" he smiled he really was such an amazing guy. "Defo, were gonna be best buds" I laughed wiping the tears from my cheeks "Now lets go get your girl, shall we?" he smiled as we started walking again.
Sian's P.O.V
"So lunch tomarrow then?" i asked as Adam was leaving me off at the door of my dorm, "Yeah, ill come and pick you up here at 1? and is it ok if Janet comes she really wants to see you" he replied smiling at me "yeah ok, and ofcourse Janet can come, i love her" i laughed "good, she loves you too, she thinks of you as her sister and promise me if you get the chance you will tell Sophie you love her ok?" He said as he pulled me into another hug "i will, love you Adam" "Love you too kiddo" Adam pulled out of the embrace, he was just about to leave when Sophie and Richard came round the corner. "Sian, your back" Sophie said running over to me and pulling into a hug, "Soph, i only went out" i laughed as i put my arms around her. "Hi, im Adam, Sians brother" Adam said holding out his hand to Sophie, she soon let go of me and shook his hand "Hi, im Sophie"she said flashing him that irresistible smile of hers. "Well ive got to be going, nice to meet you, ill see you later Sian" Adam said then turned to leave, but before he turned the corner he turned around and mouthed "Good choice, shes hot" winked at me and left.
we were all sitting in the kitchen having a cup of tea, Sophie and Richard kept whispering which made me feel like a third wheel and hurt me at the same time, i really should give up these feelings, shes never going to like me. "Well im going to bed, ill see yous in the morning" i said as i stood up from the table and headed towards my room.
Sophie's P.O.V
"GO AFTER HER" Richard shouted at me, he was right i needed to go tell her how i feel, i really love her, ive never felt like this before not even about ben. "Ok, wish me luck" i said as Richard winked at me and gave me one last hug "She couldnt get anyone better than you Soph, your amazing" Richard said as he placed a soft kiss on my cheek and pushed me towards Sians room.
I knocked the door and opened it slightly, "Sian can i talk to you" i asked shyly as she sat up on her bed "Yeah sure come on in" she smiled patting the bed beside her. I went over and sat down beside her "Sian theres something i really need to tell you, i cant hold it in anymore its killing me" i said as tears were threatening to fall once again. "Soph you can tell me anything you know that, Aww Soph please dont cry" she said as she wrapped her arms around me. "Sian" i whimpered "I told Richard nothing could happen between us" I said as tears were streaming down my cheeks "Aww Soph why?" she asked hugging me tighter and tighter "There someone else, i love somone else" i sobbed into her shoulder "Oh my god, who is it Soph?" she asked as she was now on the verge of tears, she always hated seeing me cry, "its you, i love you Sian, i have ever since i met you, your the most amazing person ever and i really really love you" I cried, she just sat there, she was shocked i could tell by her facial expression, i dont think she feels the same and now i feel like an idiot. "Ive gotta go" i said as i jumped from the bed and headed towards the door, but i was stopped by someone grabbing my arm, it was Sian, she spun me round and crashed her lips against mine, it felt so right, the feeling of her lips on mine was magical and fireworks went off, unlike with Richard, it was so passionate and full of love. I finally pulled away and just looked at her in confusion "Soph, i love you too, ever since i met you ive had these feeling for you, and seeing you with Richard broke my heart, i didnt say anything because you were happy with him and i never want you to be unhappy. when you told me you loved me a moment ago i didnt say anything because i thought i was dreaming because i have been dreaming about this since we met. i love you Sophie Webster" She said, she was out of breath from the long speech, "I love you too Sian Powers" i grinned as i pulled her in for another kiss, this time more passionate, her hands were in my hair as i snaked my arms around her waist pulling her closer, the kiss got more heated as our tounges were battling against one another, i let a small moan escape my lips as we pulled away for oxygen. "Will you be my girlfriend Sian Powers?" i asked hoping for her answer to be yes, "Ofcourse i will, i love you Sophie Webster" she said pulling me into another hug.
"Twit Twoo" i heard someone whistle, i looked over at the door and Richard was standing there, "So yous two a couple now" he winked "Yeah shes all mine" me and sian said together and then giggled at our weird timing. "Im happy for you Soph" he said as he came over and pulled me into a hug, I could tell Sian didnt like it as she tuted, but what I didnt know was that Richard was throwing her dirty looks whilst he was hugging me, was he really just gonna let me and sian be happy together?
Sorry it took me so long to update had a lot of school work but i hope this makes up for it :D leave a wee comment and tell me what you think :) and as always thanks for reading guys, and thanks for the lovely comments the really encourage me to write on :D