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[neeto22]

have you ever had this feeling of complete loneliness? like you didn't have a single friend in the world? i dunno, maybe it's just me, i often get this dreadful, hopeless feeling... ugh and then i just feel like being alone, and i get really pissy towards my parents b/c they always have those stupid annoying lil things that annoy the hell outta me

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[pink_princess22]

Awww, Neels! It is so tempting to want to just start all over again and leave behind what feels like a mess of friendships and family matters and stuff, but there really are so many people here who love you and care so much about you

[neeto22]

aw christine-y! :) your "longer than intended narrative" put a big smile on my face. you're completely right about feeling like everything's a mess, but even tho i felt down last nite, i really do know i have amazing friends just like you! i love you too! :)i'll make sure we don't lose touch when we both go off to college, b/c we really have been through a lot together, and i don't ever wanna forget those memories, and i'll wanna make new ones! ;) i'll miss you sooo much next fall too! but we'll have the latest technology to keep us in touch!

[kneelow]

sorry you feel that way. But you know you have friends and you know we're are always here for you. So I don understand why you feel like this. Kinda makes me mad. But if you feel like being alone maybe thats a good thing cause when you spend too much time with people you take them for granted. And this whole thing about going to college and starting all over again and finding new friends. Are you saying that you are leaving the friends you had here behind? I didnt know I was being such a shitty friend.

[neeto22]

oh nilo! :( you're not a shitty friend! i didn't mean any offense... i do know i have friends like you who are always there for me, i just felt really sad last nite. i was thinking about my friends from not too long ago, and how we went from talking on the phone every day, to not at all... it's often hard being in between groups of friends... i'm not really really close to any 1 group so i feel left out b/c each group is tight and best friends and talk on the phone everyday w/ each other, etc. i dunno, i was being really insecure last nite b/c i think too much and make myself paranoid. even tho i'm looking forward to making new friends in college, I really don't plan to forget about my friends back home! i love you guys! i'm sorry if it seemed as if i didn't think you were a good friend... i just think about stuff and feel sad lately, i guess it's senior blues, or maybe it's just me

[mo39]

Neela! don't worry i kinda have been feeling the same way! even though u have a lot of friends you can still feel lonely too.
I love u neela!! :)

[neeto22]

aw morgan!! i love you too!! :) i'm gonna miss you when we hafta go off to college! lets make sure we hang out!

*here*

[rockstar247]

I'm here. If you need me I'm always here for ya.

Re: *here*

[neeto22]

aw thanx rockstar! :) you're the best!