Work was a rollarcoaster of emotions for me today.. I started out the day pissed off and bitter about traffic, work, pro-active, my period, pimples, wanting to shave my head, and needing new clothes because I all of a sudden felt uncomfortable in the ones I had. On the way to work I bitched about all these things and andrew listened as we stopped ( Read more... )

So I took lelu for a walk today and there was this dog running around. Very small and cute. Andrew and I had seen this dog before. We helped some lady catch it because she claimed she knew the owner. A month later it's running around frankford again, skinny. very very skinny and super filthy. So I said fuck it, I picked the little thing up and ( Read more... )

Friday night I had my big party. It was such a good time. A bunch of people came out to celebrate and that made me feel good. We drank and acted stupidly and Lelu was cute and the house was warm and everything was in high spirits. Goodtimes ( Read more... )

So I am having a birthday party at my house on friday. It's for me and my friend keith because his birthday is the day after mine. Throwing parties always overwhelms me. I get so scared people arent going to show or people are going to get bored. I don't know, either way it should be a good time. Your definitely invited even though I know for ( Read more... )

So tomorrow's my birthday which I havent looked forward too since my 19th birthday. As soon as I stopped being a teenager birthdays for me turned into the biggiest cry fest ever. I cry because someone didnt call me, I cry because I'm not doing anything cool, I cry because I am 1 year older from the last time I cried because I was 1 year older. I ( Read more... )

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water ( Read more... )

Lately I have maintained so much high energy at work I hardly know whats wrong with me. I don't stop, my job is very physically demanding. Usually half way through the day I want to throw in the towel and go home.. For the last 3 weeks I guess I have been like a machine. My body is getting really tone and maybe thats my motivation. To get more ( Read more... )

It seems like lately this has been a bit of a vice. A healthy one (for the love of god ( Read more... )

I feel good. I jogged, ate, and had some tea. I am feeling lazy but only because I know I have business to attend to at the laundry mat. I guess I am grateful for the way I feel right now because it wasn't always like this. Today I talked to my sister's mother for the first time in monthes. I have not spoken to my sister in monthes either. ( Read more... )

1. Whats interesting about you is that I'm convinced your skin is just a shell and inside holds more then just you, but 10 other people. You have a lot of everything inside and it's hard to keep up with at times. It feels like I am always discovering something about or from you and it's amazing. I have never Appreciated learning so much before ( Read more... )