howdy ya'll; i'm so sorry to hear that everyone felt like the new year was crappy. see, normally i hate new yea'rs eve, it's my least favorite holiday ever. i never get drunk and always end up taking care of drunk people. besdies, it's only symbolic, nothing real when it comes to a fresh start ( Read more... )

I would like everyone to go down this list and pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you ( Read more... )

1) belch the sound of a gong ( Read more... )

she knew the orses would be there when she opened the door; orange and glowing, perhaps surrounded by little pink daisies. Not taht she always recieved roses, or that they had had a fight, nor was it their anniversary. THe roses, she knew, were meant to keep her there. but she kenw better than to give in to silly stunts of the sort. after all, ( Read more... )

ahhh my new computer deleted all my music! i may jsut spend all night, home alone, fixing and re-importing all my music files!!!!

fuck eli and fuck shore ( Read more... )

semi back toegther w/ eli
not sure if this is a good or bad thing
at least i leave in two weeks, which i hope will decide this all for me
god i'm pathetic, letting fate decide cuz i'm too lazy
to be fair, i'm rather sick today

brokle up w/ eli

fuck this shit, alyssa's right, i need to break all ties and just get the hell outta here. this hurts too bad to sit through doing nothing

awsome time last night seeing eveyrbody, i wish i'd had more energy, but hey i think i held myself together pretty well. at the end, driving eli homw, i was seeing shit and later in his room i saw a man in the corner and had to leave, but my drive home went better than expected in said mental state ( Read more... )