The Destruction of Confidence

[nefaritis]

2:52AM....I walked through the door a little after 2 after a long night of feeling just a little awkward. I've been helping a couple friends move and tonight I joined them and a couple other folk to go out on the town so to speak.  It was okay...but I realize now when we got back I should have just headed home

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[lizzgig5]

I'm sorry you felt like odd man out, Jake.

Don't lose faith though... you're NOT a beast, and the right person for you will come along when you least expect it. Just keep striving to be the best that you can be... and when you're ready for her, the universe will send her your way.

We all love you very much, and none of us want to see you sad like this. Let us help you repair that broken heart.

<3

[nefaritis]

Reparations are further away than I can possibly communicate in writing. It's too cold to turn dust into mortar, or piece glass back together. It's been that way for a very very long time, and I'm going back inside my head where the cold doesn't bite at the emotions I no longer wish to feel.