I'm not gonna crack

[negative_trend]

These last two days have been taxing past the point of ehaustion, both physically and mentally. While those around me have broken down, I have had to stay clear headed and focused for everyone elses sake. I have had my own private moments of holding tears back, punching dumpsters, and unbelievable moments of desolate sorrow. To everyones face I

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[m_is_4_murder]

im so sorry. if you need someone to talk to call me anytime!

[negative_trend]

Thanks,I will. Bobi is having a really hard time right now, you may want to give her a call. I don't think it's possible for her to have enough support right now.

[m_is_4_murder]

i called her. im taking her out and getting her drunk this weekend. you are more than welcome to join us. ill drive so you guys can drink.

[negative_trend]

I definately will need some liquid happy sometime soon, so count me in.

[evilfuckinbitch]

are you fucking serious???? omg i hope someone slaps that woman across the face with an axe. i'm terribly sorry to hear what happened. that sucks real bad man.

[negative_trend]

That woman will get whats coming to her. I told my regional manager that I was ready to drop the keys in the toilet and take a dump on them. When I quit a company it's in a way that they will never forget.

[zombie_phoenix]

This is why I hate corporations! You did the right thing though, fuck that bitch!

[negative_trend]

The last day or so she has had people calling me and relaying messages. I think her hinsight is revealing how badly she fucked up.

[djypsidjini]

You handled that very well (both with the family, and with corporate). We'll see how she takes it when someone she loves dies and someone calls her to make sure it's not a "hoax". You're wonderful and strong for having carried the weight of the store on your shoulders through all this. But remember, you're allowed to break down too. And not just in the "cussing out the HR Lady" way (although you have all of our respect and admiration for that, too!!!). Please let me know if you need to talk or anything. Hell, i don't have to work after Friday. If you need me to come in and work a few hours, or watch the store while you take a break, i'm THERE. I think i could handle a few hours in a Spencer's :)

lemme know thru myspace if u want my help!

[negative_trend]

Thanks,my time to grieve will come. The funeral is tomorrow, so that should help everyone a little with closure. I plan on taking time off soon, I have hundreds of hours of vacation gathering dust.

[abracat]

jesus christ doug.... hang in there. shit. thats horrible!

[negative_trend]

I can only imagine what the parents are going through. I couldn't imagine what I would do if it was Allie. I'm going to auction my volkswagen to help them pay for the funeral.