My gramma decided to wake me up this morning at 8 am because there's a virus on the computer.  Apparently, she was surfing the web and checking her e-mail at the buttcrack of dawn.

HAHAHAHA.

Fuuuuuuck me.

Watchmen was pretty awesome.  It started kinda slow, but it picked up.

I don't have much of importance to say lately.

...that's about it.

So, an update.  My grandma blew up on me yesterday and literally pushed me out of the house yesterday, and she locked me out.  She went crazy on me for no reason.  That type of shit happens more and more frequently lately, and I really don't know what to do about it, aside from getting out of this house as soon as fucking possible.

Lane came to get ( Read more... )

I find it so hard to keep in touch with everyone and everything.  I always seem to leave someone or something out.  Apparently, I'm a neglectful twat.
But you know that, my poor sweet Livejournal.  I neglected you for almost three years.  For shame.

I fail at life.

Oh my GOD.  Best sex ever.  I think I might have died a little inside.

A nap sounds so good right now.  I wish Alec didn't have to be at work in a few minutes.

Alec is stinking up my bedroom.  Poor baby's sick.  :(

It snowed, and we didn't play in it.  Stupid sickness.  I feel bad he's sick on his day off, especially when we haven't gotten this much snow in A LONG TIME.  It was actually fluffy and pretty, too.

I hope he feels better in the morning, and maybe there will still be lots of snow on the ground ( Read more... )

I have no idea where anyone is right now.  I think I might be home alone, and it's kind of creepy.  I'm so tired.  I want to take a card from Iorek Byrnison and hibernate.  Stupid Lyra.  I want a polar bear as my guardian and best friend.  I wanna ride on his back and be the lead character of an amazing novel.  Why can't I ever have dreams like ( Read more... )

I don't understand why the best people in this world have the absolute worst experiences.  I really don't think I wanna know the reason, either.  But it still bothers me.  Is Karma sleeping on the job ( Read more... )

It was made apparent to me today that I have no life whatsoever, except for the one I've imagined, dreamt.

..and then someone pinched me.

When I woke up, it was devastating.   I don't think I've ever cried that hard in my entire life.

As the Sparrow by Charles Bukowski

To give life you must take life,
and as our grief falls flat and hollow
upon the billion-blooded sea
I pass upon serious inward-breaking shoals rimmed
with white-legged, white-bellied rotting creatures
lengthily dead and rioting against surrounding scenes.
Dear child, I only did to you what the sparrow
did to you; I am ( Read more... )