Things are stupid.
im listening to Placebo and admiring the lyrical genuis of it.
yesterday my hand hurt from using an entire bottle of fabreeze on our new house that still has all the layers of smoke.
i am excited to know that i can consider the walls of the room they call mine as a giant canvas.
the walls have some sort of plant/grape/flower design on it, and because im too lazy to cover it in white, im just going to get somewhat corresponding colors, and use different textures and techniques.
ill be creative.
Myspace. damn it to hell. it and its addictiveness. or maybe its my addictive personality. who knows. die myspace.
i watched two of the most brilliant movies yesterday.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
and
i &heart; huckabee's
Genius i say, GENIUS.
i miss Camieh. i loved that she use to be online as much as i was, and i could talk to her all teh time, about some of the strangest things.
and sharing my love of alice and wonderland with her. i took for granted her just.. being there. im glad her surgery went okay. it brings a smile to my face. but i knew she was brave.
we had to choose are next year classes. thats always a pain in the arse.
especially when im compelled to challenge myself, meaning that even if i may flunk junior year, i signed up for classes that may be the end of me.
if i even get there.
math may need to seize first.
and 3 hour AP tests just may to need to be forgotten.
Pizza hut needs to call.
im aware that it my be procedure to take this long. and im even aware that they may hire someone else. but the suspense is killing me.
Lezlie said she is 99.9% its mine.
and the other manager, the one that actually WORKS, said that shes almost positive. however the man who controls my future employment is taking all the time in the world.
i dont know why im so egar to be a fast food minion, im hoping for my sanity that my motives lay in money and lack of hobbies with the exception of the computer.
i bought a Felix the Cat dvd yesterday. :)