Yay today was a good day! I went to school.. Oh man I forgot I did have a panic attack while I was at school though. So I had this essay that I wrote last night but couldnt typr cuz I was too tired. So i figured Id just type it at school. I fucking walked around my entire school looking for an open computer but couldnt find one. I was freaking out ( Read more... )

..So I didnt really get to finish my entry earlier because Sarah showed up and I didnt want to be rude and sit here typing. After Sarah left Kat asked if she could come over to match us on a bowl. And last minute before she was about to leave Rachel showed up at her house so she came along too. It was pretty fun. I havent seen/chilled with either ( Read more... )

Well all that worrying that I was doing was for no reason. School has been great so far. Yeah I get alot of homework but I dont mind doing it really. I really do enjoy going to school. It makes it so much easier when that classes Im taking I like learning about. I am very glad though that I took a year off, it really helped. I feel like I matured ( Read more... )

I am so nervous!

So my poor poor mom. Shes in Washington D.C. with my little sister Aunt Anne and cousin Sam to look at colleges and last night they went to sleep, this morning they got up, got ready for the day and whatever, then they went outside to leave and guess what!?!? The Jeep Was STOLEN!!! My mom is probably freaking the fuck out right now. So my dads ( Read more... )

Ugh I do not wanna be here and I really would like to go home!

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Hah man I havent posted an entry, or even gone on LJ in sooo long! I dont even know what I last wrote about ( Read more... )

So lately i have been more depressed than i ever have been. I've been doing some bad things alot lately. Ok.. Its so stupid. Like i cant stop myself from doing things n i complain all the time to kim about how no one helps me.. Ever, n she knows how upset i am all the time cuz no one cares about me, n how i need someone to help me out n get me on ( Read more... )

So not only do i have the best girlfriend in the world, i have the best friend that i could ever possibly ask for. The only one that truely cares and loves me for me. Idk. Everything else is fucked up. I really feel like just dying.. And i might. Idk whatev.

I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.
I love Kim.

I am really truly in love with this girl..
And NO ONE can fuck it up.

I am happy for the first time.
And I know its going to last.

=]