Me? Strange?! NEVER!

[negroabsol]

You know, I was sitting here thinking about why I have no internet friends save for Nina, my boyfriend, comments4u when ever hes online, and mememo from Tsuki-Board. but even then we don't really talk on a regular basis, except for me and my boyfriend. I don't know what it is, but for some reason the people I'd like to be friends with just never

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[livefairytale]

I honestly know nothing about the fandom sites or the people on them.. so I'm not really sure why people there tend to shy away from you. Are there just not a lot of people who believe in the 1x2 or 1=2 you always talk about? Maybe they don't like that pair or something, and I KNOW you wouldn't stand for bad-mouthing it

[negroabsol]

Hm, I remember the dracula play you played in, but I wouldn't have kissed her ass for nothing. I'd told her to stuff it, if she didn't like it, oh freaking well. *puff*

Actually the Gundam Wing fandom is small, alot of fans have moved on to other fandoms and only a few loyal fans remain. So it's created a tight knit community where you're less likely to get in unless you've been there from the start, if that makes any sense. There seems to only be at least 2-3 people (myself included) that produce any new 1x2 or 1=2 art or fan fictions.

Though iunno I think I'm a bit lonely, and still trying to adjust to not having any close by friends, or many internet friends. While I still believe leaving meg was the right choice, I still can't help feel a bit empty therein after. if that makes any sense at all. That and now that they've cut out the midnight-8am shift I'm left dealing with my co-workers which I was gladly avoiding.

I'm planning a journal entry about that, and maybe you can see why it's starting to bother me.