... its hard to give up the one you never thought you'd leave ...

[nehez]

Rough terrain ahead... this is the story of my life at this moment. I have been quite the downer the last few days, maybe even weeks, they have all bled together into one huge clump of shittyness. I think there is a general feeling of malaise encompassing my circle of friends for some reason, and it is not healthy. Work has been rough. Life has

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[meghan82]

hey, sorry about last week. shit got fucked up at the last minute in terms of the concert. i apologize profusely and owe you a drink to make up for it.

good luck with the relationship stuff. but i'll leave you this bit of unsought advice: don't close yourself off to her. i did that with mike for a while and it almost ended the best thing that's ever come along in my life relationship-wise (no offense lol). the only person you'll end up hurting is yourself, because she'll eventually get over it, but you'll wonder about it forever. don't be afraid to tell her or show her how much you love her. and don't be afraid to open up, but don't necessarily throw it all out in the open at once.

being open and honest doesn't mean baring all of the skeletons in your closet. the walls eventually have to come down, my dear. if they don't, you'll end up with no one but yourself.

well, maybe yourself and me hahaha (and yes, that is a threat). if you wanna talk or take me up on that drink you know how to find me. mwah

[anonymous]

rent her jaws 3.

just kidding dude. if you need anything, lemme know. it's not like i'm the busiest guy in the world.

-ilog

nothing to lose using words

[soigne_mache]

just say what you gotta say. be who you truly are. but don't wait until your frustrated or it might play out all lopsided. the insanity and energy spent thinking about that stuff can become so intense and ridiculous. bottling anything up is catastrophic not only to you but the other person. especially if it's something personal. you have to honor the way you feel and the reality of you..and, as a friend (not only your girlfriend), she should want to understand.