this really pisses me off. my parents act like nothings wrong, but if nothings wrong, why are they putting me through this much shit. they say they dont want to impact my life, its kinda to late. i fucking hate how they pretend everythings okay, and normal.

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so i may have over-exagerated a little bit. but this whole situation scared me. and it still does. i dont understand why people would put so much on the line. i shouldnt really care about this because they brought it upon themselves. but i feel reeeeally bad for them. it was a stupid thing to do, but you chose to do it. thanks whoever you ( Read more... )

im worried. jordans last entry wasnt good sounding and im worried his parents found out. i warned him about it, but he wouldnt believe me. ahh. i cant stand not knowing. i dont even care that i was right, i just want to know whats happening.

got a letter from micah thursday, def. brightened my day. if anyone saw me thursday or attempted to talk to me, you know that i was in a reeeeeally crappy mood.

had a pretty good friday. hilly convinced me to go with her to try out go for the grinch. had fun, but def expected more people. got home, and later saras friends roommates came over. they ( Read more... )

( jukebox )

new setup....like, dislike?

( im feeling sorry for myself. )

and i didnt get to watch slc punk.

and i found a cool website for making things our of shirts.

fin. (for now)

an ant was just crawling on me and it wouldnt get off ( Read more... )

( pictures )