"a few friends with whom I'm so out of touch they can hardly be considered friends anymore" *raises hand* Guilty. But I still love you! Know that.
Anyway, I pretty much agree with everything you said about your mom. And I do not think you should stay home for the summer. But! She can't do anything about it! And she can only guilt-trip you if you let her. Yes, talk to the counselor. Yes, hope for the meds to kick in. Yes, look forward to being with Dawn. (don't place all your hopes on the meds, though... but of course you know that.)
I send you love-beams of support and I reaffirm how awesome, capable, and genuinely good a person you are.
And it's not all your fault. Distance and lack of time and all that - I hardly ever talk to you or Drew or Tuja or Warozaka any more, and I'm presently not talking to Nil. (Which I feel really bad for, but there's reason behind it.)
And I'm not placing all my hopes on the meds, because that would be silly, and basically I need the emotional boost right now so that I can DO something about circumstances.
Hello. When I read this kind of post, I feel I have to post a comment, even if I'm not always good at advice, it is important to drop by to let you know I care
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That's part of the problem--I'm surrounded by people, but I hardly ever so much as talk to people who care, and I've become so irritable that it's nigh impossible for me to build more positive relationships right now because of it. I'm trying to be good, but....it's not working well yet.
And I'm trying to think of the positives, but dealing with my mother is increasingly difficult, and even though I know she loves me, she doesn't love ALL of me, nor does she support me. And push may come to shove. I'll deal with it, if it does, but I don't want it to. I've written her a letter which I'm going to send, though. Hopefully it will do some good.
Thank you for commenting. *hugs* It's just not something that can be snapped out of; it's going to take me a long time and a lot of mental effort and support to get through it, and hopefully things will get better afterward.
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Anyway, I pretty much agree with everything you said about your mom. And I do not think you should stay home for the summer. But! She can't do anything about it! And she can only guilt-trip you if you let her. Yes, talk to the counselor. Yes, hope for the meds to kick in. Yes, look forward to being with Dawn. (don't place all your hopes on the meds, though... but of course you know that.)
I send you love-beams of support and I reaffirm how awesome, capable, and genuinely good a person you are.
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And it's not all your fault. Distance and lack of time and all that - I hardly ever talk to you or Drew or Tuja or Warozaka any more, and I'm presently not talking to Nil. (Which I feel really bad for, but there's reason behind it.)
And I'm not placing all my hopes on the meds, because that would be silly, and basically I need the emotional boost right now so that I can DO something about circumstances.
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And I'm trying to think of the positives, but dealing with my mother is increasingly difficult, and even though I know she loves me, she doesn't love ALL of me, nor does she support me. And push may come to shove. I'll deal with it, if it does, but I don't want it to. I've written her a letter which I'm going to send, though. Hopefully it will do some good.
Thank you for commenting. *hugs* It's just not something that can be snapped out of; it's going to take me a long time and a lot of mental effort and support to get through it, and hopefully things will get better afterward.
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