Himitsu~Chapter3
Chapter 3
When Kame woke up, he feels like he was so tired. He doesn’t want to go to school, he doesn’t feel good today. He’s still on his bed; the blanket is still all over him. He doesn’t even want to open his eyes but he knew he already was awake. He’s thinking if he will stand up and go to school like he used to or just continue lying on his bed and for a change, be lazy for the rest of the day.
But he realized it’s just too boring to be left all alone in a house. He made his decision to go to school at the end of his train of thought. He lazily get off of his bed and set off to take a bath but when he opened the door of his room, he saw the taller boy holding his things walking towards the bathroom. What a sight to start his day but he doesn’t really care or much better to say he’s so tired for minding everything at the moment. He yelled “Chotto matte!” as loud as he could, then he got the brown haired boy’s attention. “Ladies first (yeah right)” he said. Good thing the taller boy never bothers arguing so he just changed his way to the kitchen while he make his step to the bathroom.
The short black haired boy looked around the bathroom. He may say, their bathroom was his favorite place since forever, well, after that he lost of his room to someone new guy on town.
Finally, Kame feels free from anything whenever he locked himself inside their bathroom. He can be the real Kamenashi Kazuya. He looked at the mirror but he saw someone else there. He starts to unbutton his shirt one by one, his gaze never leave the person in the mirror, as it would be vanished sooner. He tosses his shirt to the bars near the shower room. At last he took off his pajamas too. He wears nothing now but his underwear. He reached his hand on his back to unbuckle his bra. He removed the fluffy thing inside the two cups of it, the thing he called his breast. Now he was completely naked and all he can see is his true self at the mirror. His slim body, flat chest and flat belly and the length between his thighs, form which truly belongs to a man. This is like a freedom. Free to show his true self as a man, the true Kamenashi Kazuya behind Kamenashi Kazuya that everybody can see. Yes, it was like a freedom but in reality, the short black haired man was still remains hidden, imprisoned inside the girl that doesn’t exists.
Kame had just finished taking a bath. He’s just gathering all his things together to take all with him when he gets out. He opened the door and almost jumped back when he saw the person outside. It’s the brown haired tall guy who leans against the wall beside the door. What the hell? He thought. “Why are you standing there? Are you a perv or something?” Kame hoarsely asked.
“I thought you have no plans on coming out.” The tall guy answered him, looking down on the smaller boy’s face. He opens the door of the bathroom and steps inside. Kame was till standing near the entrance, looking inside the bathroom as the door wasn’t closed yet. How he likes to spent some more time inside of it being himself.
Akanishi who was now closing the door realized that Kame was still standing outside looking at him without blinking. “Who’s the pervert now?” he then asked to the girl outside.
Kame heard the taller boy and that gets into Kame’s nerves. He wasn’t staring at him―yeah he is―but not with him. He blew a prolonged sigh ignoring the brown haired guy and moved about face and walks towards his room. Back then, he wasn’t really looking at him, his gaze apparently penetrating the taller boy. His mind wasn’t at him at all. He was just realizing he needed to leave his liberty inside the bathroom once again.
~+~
It’s too early to go home. Their sensei in front still explaining some matters regarding the particular subject. It’s just two hours since the class had started. But Kame feels like he was there for ever. As if the clock had stop moving, he feels hot yet freezing. He knew this morning that he shouldn’t go to school and now he is very sick and wanted to go home and get some rest. He can’t even concentrate on their lesson. Every time he tried to look at the board, just blur is what he sees.
The teacher abruptly stopped talking. He noticed the short black haired girl at the back of his class, “Kamenashi chan, Doshita? Are you alright?” he asked.
“Hai. I’m fine.” But he’s not. He doesn’t want to cause any trouble to their teacher. But really, all he wanted at the very moment was to go home or at least lay his back and have a rest.
“Are you sure?” the sensei said with the tone of concern. He walked towards the sick student. He touched the student’s forehead, “You’re hot! Kame you’ve got a fever. Quick! Go to the clinic at once.” The sensei ordered him.
Well I think I really should go to the clinic. He thought and wanted to follow the teacher’s instruction. He tried to stand but he felt dizzy almost loose his stance. The teacher swiftly holds his arm to help him balance. “Gomen nasai.” He said to the concerned teacher.
“Any of you, please go with her.” sensei asked to his classmates.
Everyone placed their stare at the two who’s standing behind the class. Some of them asking one another and for Kame it was obviously an indication that nobody wanted to go with him. Well that’s more like he had anticipated.
I guess I should get going alone, he thought to himself then he looked at their sensei, “Sensei, I can ta―”
“I’ll go with her,” Akanishi cut him off. “I’ll also take her home.” he stood up and starts packing his things and get Kame’s arm from their sensei. Kame gave a mystified looked at the brown haired boy next to him.
“Please Akanishi kun.” Sensei said leading the way.
The taller boy picks up the short black haired girl’s bag. Then they went out of the class room together afterwards. Kame didn’t show any sign of objection as he feels very bad at the moment and everything apparently woozy.
“EHH?!!!” all of the girls was shocked especially Minami that her jaw dropped on the floor for a minute there.
They made it at home. Good thing Kame wasn’t that big nor tall as a man for Akanishi to have had brought him to their home. The brown haired boy help the poor Kame until they reached the latter’s bedroom. He supports Kame chan laying his back on his bed.
When finally Akanishi made the smaller boy looks comfortable on his bed, he took a deep breath. He looked at the sick person on the bed for a second. The taller boy gets tired carrying the sick Kame. The smaller boy was burning hot on the way home plus his body was really shaky. He pulled the blanket and put around the shivering body tightly. Akanishi carefully sits next to Kame. He feels the black haired boy’s forehead, he’s still burning from fever and Akanishi can feel that the sick are trembling really badly. He stood up and walked outside the room and rushed on the way to the kitchen.
The taller boy came back inside into Kame’s room, holding a basin of cold water, small towel and a medicine. He walks closely and sits next to Kame. He touched the forehead of the black haired sick once again. Akanishi can hear that the smaller boy was moaning silently. Kame’s fever was still high but at least he was sweating a lot. He carefully wipes the sweat from Kame’s face. He placed the wet towel on Kame’s forehead after that and helps him drink some medicine before letting the smaller boy gets his rest and probably a sleep for the day. Akanishi made the blanket puts on Kame nicely.
The taller boy decided to make his way through the kitchen to cook some soup for Kamenashi.
Akanishi came back to the other room to check Kame’s state. The smaller boy was still hot but at least he wasn’t that shaky just like a while ago. The medicine will soon take its effect any minute now he assumed.
The brown haired boy didn’t notice he gotten asleep beside Kame while he was looking after him.
Kame just woke up and he feels better now. He looked at the person beside him and saw Akanishi Jin sleeping on his bed. He assumed that the taller boy was the one who took care of him―as far as he can remember, the taller boy volunteered to take him home. But on the way home, he just started to see things blurry so he decided to close his eyes for a while. And now he woke up feeling a bit better. He looked at the sleeping boy facing him, studying the peaceful sight. He realized that Akanishi has a beautiful skin and it seemed kind of soft to touch. Even his lips, probably all his girl classmates especially Minato would be dying to have kissed that apparently soft lips. He thought, Akanishi kun is kind of cute... Kame widened his eyes “Did I just think he’s cute?! Uso!!...” he said quietly.
Akanishi moved. Kame was surprised from the sudden movement of the boy beside him. He shut his eyes again; act as if he’s still in a middle of his sleeping. The taller boy gets back to his sense then looked at his watch. He looked at the pretending-to-sleep Kame, feels the black haired forehead if it’s still hot, his fever just went down.
Kame’s heart beats fast and he was really feeling nervous especially when he felt a sudden hand touches his forehead. He wished that the boy wouldn’t notice he was just pretending to sleep. He abruptly felt that Akanishi is getting off of his bed and walked outside his room then he heard his door closed. Finally he opened his eyes once again, he feels his heart with his hand still pounding like crazy “Holy shit” he mumbled. “Wait...why am I feeling so anxious? So what if he finds out I’m awake?...” he muttered to himself realizing how worried he was for nothing.
Even though he feels better now, it seems that he’s too tired to move yet and just wanted to spend more time lying on his bed. He remembers the taller boy sleeping beside him, perhaps Akanishi gotten tired from taking care of him. He suddenly feels the urge to say ‘thank you’ to the boy. He tried to sit up when the door opened once again. He saw Akanishi holding with him a tray with a glass of juice and a bowl.
Akanishi stared at the black haired boy who’s now sitting on the bed, “You shouldn’t be up... er, well, try to filled your stomach with this soup first before you get back to rest.” He said then putting the tray on table beside Kame’s bed.
Kame was actually speechless. He wanted to say ‘thank you’ but his mouth didn’t seem to get the message and let it out loud.
“Do you want me to feed you?” the taller boy said bringing the bowl with him in front of Kame.
“What? Ah, No!...I mean no, I can take care of myself now.” Kame finally said taking the soup from the taller boy’s hand. Kame couldn’t believe he tried to get into the taller boy’s nerves a couple of times and even hating the guy for no particular reason―well, yeah he has a reason but still doesn’t seem enough to practically hate the brown haired boy. He realized Akanishi Jin isn’t that bad or annoying after all.
“I better get back to my room.” The taller boy said.
Kame looked up at the boy who’s standing in front of him but never had a courage to look at his eyes, “Uh-yeah.” He answered faintly.
Akanishi turned back heading the way out.
“A-Arigatou...” Kame voiced out, looking steadily on the soup he was holding. He felt that his face was burning red, maybe because of his fever―or not. He never knew saying ‘thank you’ has been so troublesome like this.
“Don’t worry about it. Just try to rest for the time being. I’ll just bring you some dinner tonight.” The taller boy said before he was completely out of the sight.
Kame left behind, his stare was still placed on the soup he was holding. He was thinking why he couldn’t find the courage to looked at the taller boy when he was talking to him... and why doesn’t he looked at the taller boy when he said his ‘thank you’? He should’ve looked at him in the eye to make it more sincere. He knew he got nervous... Why?... Why is that so hard thanking Akanishi?... Why he suddenly felt anxious?... Perhaps his heart throbbing rapidly because he was sick. Yes, that might be it.
He just made up his mind; he should treat Akanishi nicer from now on.
~+~
Kame was in the middle of his sleep when he suddenly felt something moved on his bed. He gradually opens his eyes and saw someone leaning on top of him. He widened his eyes as he was surprised to recognize the person in front of him.
“Yo!” Akanishi said with a teasing smile on his face.
“Wha...What are you doing here?” Kame asked.
“I’m the one who should ask that you know? after all this is my room.” The taller boy answered. Kame looked around, and yes indeed he entered the wrong room, this is his former room.
“Ah...” he started, “gomen. I’m going now. I’m...sorry for the trouble.” He apologized and then he tried to stand up but a hand suddenly pushed his shoulder back on the taller boy’s bed.
“Why are you such in a hurry?~” Akanishi asked him with a smirk.
“Y... You know, you probably tired and want to sleep already...” he mumbled.
“Well that’s my plan before seeing you on my bed but the plan has been changed.” The taller boy said widening a cheeky smile on his face.
“Ch...Chotto!...” Holy Shit! Oh crap,... Fuck! Kame curses in his mind. Perhaps the taller boy thought he is a girl! Kame couldn’t believe this is happening. He can’t explain to the other boy that he isn’t a girl and that he is just disguising. How the hell he could explain it to someone else out of the blue? Oh crap!...
He pushed the other boy but Akanishi is much more powerful than him, probably because he got nervous and it lessens his power. Akanishi leans forward and captures Kame’s lip with his own. Kame was shocked from the sudden attack. He didn’t move for a second there but when he returned to his wits, he tried to push again the taller boy but Akanishi isn’t planning on releasing the captured lips yet. Akanishi pressed his lips more and this time it’s more liked needy.
This can’t be happening... It can’t be happening. Kame’s heart was beating so fast and his body was trembling so badly. What if he finds out my deepest secret? How could I explain it? This isn’t supposed to happen. This is terrifying...
Is he scared? Yes, he should be. But why his arms wrap around the taller boy’s neck as if preventing the boy from stopping? And he is now answering back those kisses... How he suddenly loves the soft lips pressing onto his. He must be crazy but that doesn’t matter anymore. And yes, those arms around Akanishi’s neck were to prevent him from breaking the kiss. He doesn’t know but he sure likes the way the handsome boy kisses him.
Kame wanders his hand on Akanishi’s neck, tracing to his collarbone. He feels hot and feels the eagerness to touch the taller boy’s body but the shirt is on the way. He starts to unbutton Akanishi’s shirt. The boy on top helps him remove his own shirt and toss it somewhere. Kame now has a full access to touch the warm skin in front of him.
Akanishi leans even further forward, placing his hands on both sides of Kame’s body keeping his own body up and over Kame’s. Their lips meet once again. Akanishi’s soft lips press against his own.
Kame’s hand continues to caress the taller boy’s warm skin, from his shoulder down to his chest. Akanishi deepens the kiss, slipping his tongue inside Kame’s mouth. Kame lets the tongue to travel inside his. The black haired boy moans. His hands exploring more of the taller boy’s naked skin. His skin is so soft, it flashes through Kame’s head. He suddenly felt a hand caressing one of his thighs pushing his skirt up. Kame thought he was wearing his pajamas, perhaps he forgot to change when he got home. Well it doesn’t really matter.
Every touch of the taller boy seems to send a little shock coursing through his body, and making his length twitch. He doesn’t feel this good before, extremely good to be exact. Well, he never really had sex or touched by someone else before. Kame gasps as he feels Akanishi’s warm hand on his erect length.
“Oh, this is interesting.” Kame heard Akanishi suddenly mumbled.
Kame’s eyes are widened. ‘Oh crap! Fuck!... Fuck!...’ he curses in his head. He remembers that he is supposed to be a girl and he shouldn’t be doing this. ‘Oh fuck!’ how could he be so carried away with those kiss?... Now how should he explain the situation? How?...
He looked at the eyes staring at him. He can’t move and his heart palpitates from anxiety... He wanted to say something but there’s no word coming out from his mouth. What’s gonna happen now? Now that the taller boy knew he is not she... How could he continue going to school? The boy leans to his ear, “you can touch mine if you want.” He whispers.
“Wha...? Can I...?” Kame asked, but where the hell that ‘Can I?’ question came from anyway? He was surprised from what the taller boy whispered him. Does Akanishi already know the truth? Why doesn’t he look surprised from what he just found out? And he asked ‘Can I?’ he couldn’t believe himself.
“Mmmhm.” The taller boy answered him who captured his lips once again that made him forget all of his thoughts. ‘Oh crap.’ He’ll just face whatever consequence later on. He couldn’t stop right at this moment. He don’t want to. He hesitantly pressed his hands on the boy’s flat belly on top of him trailing the warm soft skin of the naked body. The brown haired boy slowly starts rocking his body back and forward grinding his groin to Kame’s, making Kame moan even louder. He can feel directly the hardening member of the taller boy.
His hands wander lower, trailing the rim of Akanishi’s boxer’s, uncertain what to do next. Akanishi’s hand move over his arm down to his trembling hand, it feels like it’s guiding it to the right direction. They slide under the band of the taller boy’s boxer’s and leave his hand inside of it. Kame’s heart starts to bang inside his chest as if it was ready to explode any time soon. Akanishi breaks the kiss “it’s ok” he said and presses his burning mouth to his with desperate needs. Kame’s fingers slightly touch the taller boy’s burning erection. Akanishi moan on his mouth as he feels how Kame’s fingers lightly brush against his. Kame couldn’t believe he could hear the taller boy moan from his simple touch like that. He slowly moves his hand lower; slowly he wraps his quivering fingers around Akanishi’s rigid member. The taller boy couldn’t help but gasps. Kame slowly starts to move his hand up and down from Akanishi’s length and a louder moan slips from the taller boy’s soft lips. His hands progressively brushing Akanishi’s length a bit faster, he can feel the hardly breath of the taller boy’s on his face and a sudden movement of Akanishi’s body pushes ups and down correspondingly with his hands movement. He begins to rock back and forward into Kame’s hand. ‘I can’t believe he’s fucking with my hand!’ Kame flashes in his head.
God, He couldn’t open his eyes to watch the boy above him. He feels so horny to hear the groans and moans of the taller boy as his hand stroke harder to Akanishi’s cock with lightning speed. He couldn’t take anymore than that. He’s going to burst out if he tries to look at Akanishi’s hot expression. It makes Kame feel so much horny. And they’re both losing their control. This is fucking crazy! Then he feels a hot fluid cover the hand that is holding Akanishi’s cock.
Kame opens his eyes and catching his breath. He looked around and no one’s with him. He was alone in his room and he wasn’t wearing his uniform but his pajamas. It was a fucking dream! But he barely catches his breath.
He removed the blanket and looked down on his pants. There’s the stain. “Crap!” He couldn’t believe he actually came from having a dream like that-with a guy.
He looked at the window, it’s still dark outside. He stood up and decided to go to the bathroom and clean himself. He doesn’t want to have a sticky night ahead.
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i'm done for now. whew!