I WANT ONE DAMN IT.
Out of everyone I know, I deserve a new username. My username is Cat-chan and a number. What the fuck? Samira's describes her and Megan's is what she likes and Marcia's is just an awesome inside joke, Rachel's describes her well enough and Stephanie's just looks fucking cool. I WANT A NEW ONE. For Christmas or my next birthday, you all need to gather money and get me a fucking renaming token. Screw everything else, this is more important!
And this isn't like, a thing where once I get it I'll be like "What now?" I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT. I have potential candidates. My favorite so far is definitely trasnochar which is one I've taken up on the Emilie Autumn forums, harassing Stephanie and her buddehs on there since YOU FOLKS ARE NEVER HERE. ILY, Marcia, you are the only one who loves me anymore. Samira is gonna get her assed kicked by me right now, actually. And Megan needs to never go to camp again unless it's with me or she's online a lot. Damn.
Anyways, I'm gonna try updating more often. Samira's post-count is a dauting 50-something posts and I know Megan's is about 60 or so. How the eff do you do it? Goddamn memes and shit. I have no friends, so I don't find them at all, unless you give 'em out. Making friends...so lazy...AND I DON'T POST. It's a vicious cycle, I swear. I don't post because I have no reason to and no motivation, and I have no friends because a) I don't get how to make them here b) I'm afraid that they will bitch-slap me for not updating.
And how do you all like my new SHINee mood theme? I kind of hately love it. Since SHINee is awesome, but the people who made it FUCKED THE HELL UP. Not that I could actually make the right sized gifs, since I struggled simply making one before. Couldn't even use the damn thing, it was too big. ANYWHO, if you look, some of the gifs don't fit at all with the emotion. Like aggravated or something looks more like bored, AND THEY EVEN USE THE SAME IMAGE FOR IT. Which is like, what? I don't mean to offend, but please, think a little when you choose certain moving images. I think the more dramatic, the better. It makes it clear that, yes, I am angry/happy/annoyed/horny/pained.
Anyways, I sit here, feebly falling in and out of fandoms. I keep losing track of stuff! And I get into new stuff and it's all very distracting. And summer work. Ugh. Stupid Odyssey. Taking notes and shit. Funny, I was listening to Hey Ya (courtesy of Marcia's playlist) and at the end, it sounded like there was a little outro of speech, but then a 2AM song started and it was still going. For a second, I was utterly freaked and thought iTunes died or something. But then I realized that the gay movie I was watching had suddenly started up again. Perfect timing. Marcia, I am stealing your theory and I think my internet browsers are having some serious relationships with iTunes. Damn.
I want some porn. My sister needs to sleep so I can read dirty fics, damn it. It's NINE THIRTY. GO TO SLEEP. I don't want to wait until 10 again. Half an hour is too much. I'll end up staying up 'til 3 and then my mom's boyfriend will give me the 'this is from a friend' speech again about staying up late. I KNOW. BUT I GET OVER 8 HOURS DOWN. And about the study Nick found, that more than 7-8 hours of sleep can lead to early death, FUCK YEAH. I refuse to get old. I will kill myself if necessary. The moment it takes more than 9 minutes to get up besides the intial awakening in the morning, I will take a handful or pills and put the barrel in my mouth. I don't want to be in diapers and forget everything and insult the people I love.
Yeah...morbid stuff. BUT. I miss you guys, let's meet up sometime.
Hopefully, I'll see ya laterrrrrrrrrr. (With a new username, hemhem.)