I've had enough!
I am tired of being called a bad daughter... of being called a hypocrite, mean, uncaring, unfeeling person. I am tired of taking the blame whenever something is not there... I am tired of being found at fault all the time over something or other... Its time for me to be free of the chains... I cant wait to leave my home to find another... this cant go on... I havent spoken a word to my mother. She hurt me last night with her careless words. She even swore at me! I asked her why she had given birth to me and she dared to question herself! Its not my problem she couldnt keep her legs closed long enough not to make me... she could have had another younger husband, not just that old man. Then they ask me why I dont want to have children. I dont want to be like my mother... but since they always say we reflect the patterns of our upbringing... I wont be my mother to nobody else... enough is enough!!! I will care for my niece and nephew... no matter what!
Enough said there... nya!!!
I will write and paint and sing and play... I am a happy person... no matter what... Even if my mother is not happy with me most of the time... there are things I can be proud of... so its not that bad...ne?
Still I wonder if I am in the wrong here... maybe she is right and I am a bad person... maybe just... dunno...
Soon I will be thin!!! not pretty but THin!!!
On to the tests!!! These are cool... I think...
I think Happy Bunny spoke with my mother...
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.
which happy bunny are you?
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They think the same... ne?
I want that fantasy with Ren... I will be uke for him only... nya!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now this one is interesting... I love Hide... not as much as Ren... he is dead already... but if he wasnt... we would have problems...nya!
You are Hide! You were the fireball, life of the
group, and you had one hell of a solo career
going. ~hums "Pink Spider"~ I have to
say, everyone loves you, even people who don't
like Japanese music all that much. The bad news
is you hung yourself in a drunken rage *sob*,
but the good news is you'll never, ever, EVER
be forgotten.
X Japan: Toshi, Hide, or Yoshiki?
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Yaoi rulez!!!!!!!!!!!
Yaoi Personality Quiz brought to you by Yaoi-manga.com
When I took this... I felt like I had to go under a waterfall and meditate...nya! My token animal is the CAT damn it!!! =>.<=
Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: Eagle
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale
You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.
The Animal Personality Test
Definitely... they know me... but still... about the past life animal... I still think that is my present incarnation... I look like one for sure... nya!
My brain's personality... that's a good one... I always wondered why I was so crazy... now I still dont know.
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
And last... the pizza test... I couldnt resist... I am really a boring person!!!!
Cheese Pizza
Traditional and comforting.
You focus on living a quality life.
You're not easily impressed with novelty.
Yet, you easily impress others.
What's Your Pizza Personality?
BTW... this song is so hot it drives me up the wall... nya... will write wonderful lemons...nya!!!! >.< Kirito-san!!!! Nya!!!!