Day 1: Your favorite song
LiveJournal did it again. I have been writing this post for half an hour, and it decided that when I pushed BACKSPACE, I didn't mean the post, but the page. And it went. And the whole post went. And I cry. The post was practically finished, proofread, and I only wanted to delete some extra lines at the bottom!!!!!!! (My RL friend let me in on a little secret: I have to push TAB+BACKSPACE for it to do that. Nuuuuuuuuuuuu... I suck ^^;)
And I even contemplated saving while writing, then thought, nah, I'll finish up soon. Sometimes I really hate this site.
So, while in my previous post, you could read about some of the best artists and songs, I only name THE most favorite song. If you want to know more, go to last.fm and search for MikoKriszty.
You might find it weird that my favorite song is so depressing, but I have yet to encounter another song that is so full of emotions, such as sorrow, self-hate, guilt and love, longing, need. It makes a girl like me, so incapable of trusting and true love, feel like they did something horrible to someone they cherished beyond imagination and now are undeserving of their love.
And not only that, it also has a beautiful melody and a shocking video clip.
(I could only mention My Obsession that is so emotional, but I have already done a post with that song. Well, I also have to talk about A Place Nearby by Lene Marlin, simply because that is the song I want to be played on my funeral. Whether it will be in 10 seconds or 100 years, it doesn't matter. Listen to that song, you'll understand why.)
Without further ado, here's Better Than Me, by HINDER! (An additional note, it's the only song I really like from this group. The other songs kind of don't reach inside me)
Hinder: Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me,
After all the lies that I made you believe...
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed,
Where your nightgown used to be...
I told myself I won't miss you,
But I remember
What it feels like beside you...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
While looking through your old box of notes,
I found those pictures I took,
That you were looking for...
If there's one memory I don't want to lose:
That time at the mall,
You and me in the dressing room...
I told myself I won't miss you,
But I remember
What it feels like beside you...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
The bed I'm laying in is getting colder,
Wish you never would've said it's over,
And I could pretend...
I won't think about you when I'm older,
Cause we never really had our closure...
This can't be the end...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this...
And I even contemplated saving while writing, then thought, nah, I'll finish up soon. Sometimes I really hate this site.
So, while in my previous post, you could read about some of the best artists and songs, I only name THE most favorite song. If you want to know more, go to last.fm and search for MikoKriszty.
You might find it weird that my favorite song is so depressing, but I have yet to encounter another song that is so full of emotions, such as sorrow, self-hate, guilt and love, longing, need. It makes a girl like me, so incapable of trusting and true love, feel like they did something horrible to someone they cherished beyond imagination and now are undeserving of their love.
And not only that, it also has a beautiful melody and a shocking video clip.
(I could only mention My Obsession that is so emotional, but I have already done a post with that song. Well, I also have to talk about A Place Nearby by Lene Marlin, simply because that is the song I want to be played on my funeral. Whether it will be in 10 seconds or 100 years, it doesn't matter. Listen to that song, you'll understand why.)
Without further ado, here's Better Than Me, by HINDER! (An additional note, it's the only song I really like from this group. The other songs kind of don't reach inside me)
Click to viewHinder: Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me,
After all the lies that I made you believe...
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed,
Where your nightgown used to be...
I told myself I won't miss you,
But I remember
What it feels like beside you...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
While looking through your old box of notes,
I found those pictures I took,
That you were looking for...
If there's one memory I don't want to lose:
That time at the mall,
You and me in the dressing room...
I told myself I won't miss you,
But I remember
What it feels like beside you...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
The bed I'm laying in is getting colder,
Wish you never would've said it's over,
And I could pretend...
I won't think about you when I'm older,
Cause we never really had our closure...
This can't be the end...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
I really miss your hair in my face,
And the way your innocence tastes...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this:
You deserve much better than me...
And I think you should know this...