Don't give a fuck if my posts sound emo anymore.

[nekolalia]

 I don't know what to do now. I woke up today with so much panic in my head that I just wanted it to end, I wanted nothing more than to feel alright. Then I got talking to David, and he was saying how he was writing some music. I had been too, so I thought it would be cool if I came round and we wrote some songs together. But I should stop asking.

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[nekolalia]

Thanks :) When I think about it logically, I know things will turn out ok, but sometimes the tricky bits seem insurmountable. Hmmm and now I'm getting that thing where I look at a word and go, 'Did I spell that right? I'm sure I did... did I? I don't know...' and my obsessive compulsive side makes me go and look it up. Yup, words just look odd today.

[gaiamara]

Oh Sweetpea! You are having a bad time, aren't you? You know you could go and see a doctor to tell him about the anxiety that you are experiencing and get a medical certificate that will give you special exeptions for your uni course. If it means you can quit it without a fail on your record then that's great

[nekolalia]

Thanks babe, the rest of your SMS came through just then, and it's going to be one of those ones I can't bear to delete, even though my phone will only hold about eight messages at a time before it spits the dummy at me. Don't know how you do it, but you always manage to say just the right thing. I suspect there's some of that sneaky witchery going on there!

I guess it's time for a 'don't worry guys, I'm not gonna die just yet' post!