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Mar 17, 2012 02:58

Title: Sex Is better than drugs
Rating/Warning: NC-17/Mentions of drug use, First official smut (Legit warning!)
Parings: SiWook
Word Count: Word says 2,345D
Disclaimer: I own the characters not the plot! Wait... that's backwards!
Summary: Sex? That's a plot.

A/N: This Is forsoju_drip! hahaa It was going to have a plot... then I realized I don't know what being on narcotics feels like and I didn't wanna make It up so you just got smut hahaa


Ryeowook light up another cigarette. He was in the dorms but he didn’t care if anyone walked in. he was so far gone by that cigarette he had no clue what time it was. All he knew was that he was feeling good after that last shot. Really good.

He was known to be one of the best drinkers in the band but no one, not even his band mates and family, knew about his habit. Of course it was a new habit but he was already hooked. It just made him feel so alive and better than anything had ever made him feel. Even singing on stage didn’t feel this good.

After his last smoke, the fifth or sixth one, he started to feel dizzy. He knew he had enough. That’s always how he felt before he passed out. He climbed into his bed and fell asleep before he heard the door open.

“Ryeowook, we’re home!” A voice said from the entrance of the apartment.

His door opened, “I guess he’s asleep,” a distraught voice said closing the door softly.

**

“Hey Ryeowook let’s go eat together tonight,” Siwon said first thing to him the next morning.

He didn’t answer. He was running low and planning on getting more tonight. But when he looked up at Siwon looking hopeful he couldn’t breathe, “I-I”

“Please Wookie! It’s been a while since we’ve done something together!” Siwon said, looking even more hopeful. It was kind of cute.

Ryeowook giggled, “Yeah sure.” He could always get high after dinner. He missed the happy smile Siwon sported as he left the kitchen.

**

“So… How’s your schedules?” Siwon asked about ten minutes after they sat down in an awkward silence.

“Not bad…” Ryeowook said, “umm… how about yours?” You’re not too busy hyung?”

“No, not really. I just finished filming another drama so I have lots of free time.” Siwon said smiling.

Ryeowook’s smile faltered, “So you’re going to be in the dorms more often?”

Siwon smiled and nodded, “yup! We can spend more time together!”

Damn, Ryeowook thought, how will I get my fix now? I guess maybe I could go out for it…

“Ryeowook, are you ok?” Siwon said looking concerned.

Ryeowook snapped out of his thoughts, “Yeah I’m fine! That’s great we can do more things together!” He laughed nervously and Siwon just smiled knowingly.

**

Ryeowook thought the dinner was really nice and Siwon even paid for it. But he couldn’t stop thinking about his next fix so when Siwon suggested they go home he was eager to get home.

They rode in Siwon’s car in a comfortably silence. Ryeowook would occasionally fidget but hoped Siwon didn’t notice.

But Siwon did and Ryeowook nearly jumped out of the car when Siwon put his hand on the younger’s thigh, “you seem jumpy tonight Ryeowook. What’s wrong?”

“Oh… Umm… nothing?” Ryeowook said, uncertainly, “I’ve just been a bit tired lately.”

Siwon smiled fondly, “Ok, I hope I didn’t keep you out too long.”

“NO!” Ryeowook exclaimed. “It’s ok,” he said softer, “I had fun.”

Siwon smirked as they pulled into the parking garage. Ryeowook quickly got out of the car and began to walk to the elevator quickly.

He pressed the button and didn’t have to wait long for the lift to open. He stepped in, turned around, and saw Siwon still halfway away from the lift, “Come on, Hyung! Why are you walking so slowly?”

“Why are you walking so fast?” Siwon said back to him, but speeded up none the less.

All the way up Ryeowook couldn’t stop fidgeting, “Ryeowook! Can you please stop fidgeting! It’s making me nervous!” Siwon exclaimed when they were halfway to their floor.

“I-I’m sorry Hyung,” Ryeowook said calming himself down, again.

He didn’t wonder why his fidgeting would make Siwon nervous until he got to his room and noticed Siwon still following him, “Do you need something, hyung?”

“Umm… Yeah,” Siwon said. The smaller of the two turned around to realize that the taller was standing extremely close to him.

He didn’t have time to react or even open his mouth to ask Siwon what he was doing when he saw the older one lean over and felt the other’s lips connect with his own.

Ryeowook tried to push himself away from Siwon but Siwon pushed him up against the door to his room. Siwon began to kiss him harder and it getting harder for Ryeowook to breath.

Ryeowook gasped when he felt Siwon bite his lower lip. Siwon took the chance to enter his tongue into the smaller ones mouth. Ryeowook continued to weakly push away from Siwon but he was losing the battle. Siwon didn’t let Ryeowook breath until Ryeowook moaned, in frustration or pleasure he didn’t really know.

“Stop,” Ryeowook panted, “Please I-”

“I know what you’ve been doing.” Siwon stated calmly, “And I’m not going to let you destroy yourself.”

Ryeowook’s eyes widened and he tried to deny Siwon, but Siwon silenced him with a kiss before he could voice his denial.

“I’ll make you forget.” Siwon stated picking Ryeowook up and grinding their groins together. Ryeowook let out a rather loud moan.

“Wh-what about Jongwoon?” Ryeowook stuttered out as Siwon began to kiss his neck.

“What about him?” Siwon asked.

“I-you-” Ryeowook struggled to talk.

“He doesn’t matter,” Siwon stated, finally opening the door to Ryeowook’s room. “Nothing matters right now; not Jongwoon, your drugs, or anything. I’m going to make you forget.”

And with that Ryeowook found himself shirtless and on his bed with Siwon on top of him. Their lips locked again but this time Ryeowook didn’t pull back. He pulled forward and wrapped his arms and legs around Siwon’s body.

He pulled at Siwon’s shirt. The both heard a ripping sound and Siwon groaned, “I liked this shirt.”

“I don’t care,” Ryeowook replied pulling the torn shirt off of the taller one’s body. He ran his hands down Siwon’s chest and defined abs. He bit his bottom lip and moaned.

Siwon smirked as he too explored Ryeowook’s less defined but still very appealing body, “Fuck Ryeowook, I want to fuck you so bad.”

“Then do it,” Ryeowook growled, “I always wondered if you were a good fuck or not.”

“Now it’s time to prove just how good a fuck I am.” Siwon said as he unbuttoned Ryeowook’s pants and swiftly pulled them off.

Ryeowook quickly tried to hide himself but Siwon fought back and pinned him to the bed, “You little slut, not wearing any underwear. Were you expecting this? Expecting me to fuck you into your bed?”

“No I-I- I just wanted-” Ryeowook stuttered as he watched Siwon pull his pants off.

“What? You just wanted what?” Siwon said grabbing Ryeowook’s already hard member. “You just wanted to get high? Kill yourself?”

“God Siwon, just fuck me already!” Ryeowook groaned as Siwon slowly started to jerk him off.

“But if you weren’t ready for this, then you have no lube. How am I supposed to fuck you? Raw?”

“Lo-lotion” Ryeowook panted, “Fuck, Siwon go faster!”

Siwon smirked, “Not just yet. I want you to beg for it.”

Siwon continued to slowly move his hand up and down Ryeowook’s ever hardening shaft. Ryeowook moaned and groaned but Siwon kept his slow pace.

Ryeowook reached down and tried to make Siwon’s hand go faster, but Siwon just slapped his hand out of the way. If Ryeowook didn’t know better he though Siwon went slower. Ryeowook groaned and tried to take off Siwon’s pants. His hands were shaking too much; it was hard to grasp the button. Siwon chuckled and helped the smaller man with his pants.

Soon his pants and underwear were on the floor alongside Ryeowook’s pants. Siwon reached over into the bedside table and pulled out a bottle of lotion. Ryeowook groaned in anticipation but Siwon sat the bottle down on the table and continued to stroke Ryeowook’s hard member.

“Please Siwon.” Ryeowook gasped.

“Please what?”

“Please just-damn Hyung fuck me. Fuck me hard and fast. I don’t even care if it’s raw. Just fuck me!” Ryeowook moaned.

Siwon smirked, “Good boy. But you’re going have to wait just a bit longer.”

Ryeowook’s head fell back onto the pillow as he groaned, “Just hurry the fuck up!”

Siwon’s hand tightened on Ryeowook’s member and he groaned, “Now, now, I don’t think you’re in the position to talk to me like that. I could just stop right now. Leave you wanting more; like one of your drugs.”

In the next moment Ryeowook felt one of Siwon’s finger enter him dry.

“Oh fuck,” Ryeowook exclaimed, “I thought you were going to use the damn lotion.”

“Maybe not for this part,” Siwon said, “you need to be taught a lesson.”

Ryeowook groaned in pain as Siwon moved his finger in and out of Ryeowook. “God stop please it hurts!”

“It’ll stop hurting in a little while.” Siwon calmly stated, “Then It’ll hurt even more.”

Ryeowook’s eyes widened again, but the pain was starting to turn into pleasure. Soon his moans were starting to sound more pleasurable.

“You like that?” Siwon said pushing his finger in harder. Ryeowook nodded. “Then I’ll give you some more.”

Siwon pushed in a second finger. Ryeowook screamed in pain. Siwon didn’t give him a chance to adjust to two fingers and pushed in a third.

Tears ran down Ryeowook’s face, “Please hyung, please stop it hurts too much.”

“Just wait a bit longer,” Siwon said moving his fingers inside Ryeowook, looking for that spot.

Ryeowook suddenly moaned in pleasure and Siwon smirked again, “Found it.”

He kept hitting that same spot with his fingers and Ryeowook forgot about the pain. Siwon reached over and grabbed the lotion, “Now I want you to put this on my dick.”

Ryeowook moaned in confusion.

“Put this on my dick or I’ll take you raw.” Siwon said sternly, “And It’ll be worse than just three fingers.”

Ryeowook gasped but took the lotion and put a decent amount in his hand. He began to rub it on Siwon’s cock. Siwon groaned in ecstasy. Ryeowook hesitated.

“Fuck Ryeowook keep going.” Siwon groaned again, squeezing Ryeowook’s rock hard erection. Ryeowook grunted but began to move his hand to match Siwon’s pace.

Siwon pushed Ryeowook’s hand away from his dick and removed his fingers. Before Ryeowook could even pout about the missing fingers, Siwon pushed his entire length into Ryeowook’s opening. Ryeowook screamed in pain.

“Dammit Siwon,” Ryeowook groaned. Siwon didn’t give him the time to adjust to the longer, thicker length. He began to pound into Ryeowook, not giving him any mercy.

“You’re going to come to me when you want to run and do those nasty drugs of yours,” Siwon stated, “you understand?”

Ryeowook groaned.

“Do you understand?” Siwon said forcefully thrusting into Ryeowook roughly as he said each word.

“Ye-Oh god,” Ryeowook yelled when he felt Siwon hit that spot again.

“Ryeowook you need to answer me,” Siwon said slowing down.

“No don’t slow down,” Ryeowook gasped, “don’t stop! Harder, faster!”

Siwon stopped completely, “now Ryeowook, I’m not going to continue until you answer me.”

Ryeowook tried to move his hips but Siwon stopped him, “Ok, Ok Hyung! I understand!”

Siwon smirked and pulled out until the head of his penis was the only part left in the younger’s body, “good boy.”

He slammed into Ryeowook fast and hard, faster and harder than before. Ryeowook couldn’t handle it and felt the heat pooling at the bottom of his stomach, “hyung I’m gonna-”

“Oh no you’re not,” Siwon said as he reached down and gently pulled Ryeowook’s balls down, “You can cum only when I say you can cum.”

Ryeowook moaned, “Please hyung let me cum. I need to cum.”

Siwon just shook his head and groaned, “Not yet. I think you haven’t learned your lesson yet.”

Siwon’s thrusts were becoming erratic and Ryeowook couldn’t take it, “Please, I’ve learned my lesson! Now let me cum!”

Siwon smirked, “Tell me what you’ve learned.”

“I-If I want to get high I should come to you,” Ryeowook panted, “Fuck, please hyung.”

“Please what?”

“Let me cum,” Ryeowook begged.

Siwon leaned in, “Then cum.”

Ryeowook moaned Siwon’s name and came all over himself. Siwon followed soon after with sever hard thrusts, groaning.

Siwon pulled his softening cock out of Ryeowook and fell to the bed beside Ryeowook. Ryeowook was dazed, “Fuck.”

Siwon chuckled, “Yeah we did that. Can’t do it again so soon.”

Ryeowook halfheartedly smacked Siwon’s shoulder, “That was amazing.”

“We should do it more often,” Siwon winked.

“I’ll come to you when I feel the need-this was way better.”

Siwon smirked, “Good boy.”

He leaned over and kissed Ryeowook on the lips. Ryeowook didn’t protest at all. He didn’t protest when Siwon’s hands began to roam. He did protest when he felt a finger near his entrance. He pulled away, “Hey you said we can’t do it again.”

“But I can play.” Siwon smirked.

“What do you mean?” Ryeowook asked. His breath hitched when he felt the finger that what near his entrance move toward his abdomen. He gasped when the finger ran through his cum. He audibly moaned when Siwon put that cum soaked digit into his mouth.

Siwon took the finger out of his mouth and smirked, “tastes good. You should try it.”

Ryeowook gasped, “That’s unsanitary!”

“But you already love it.” Siwon said sliding down Ryeowook’s body. He stuck out his tongue and began to lick the rest of Ryeowook’s load off of his abdomen.

When he was finished he slithered his way up Ryeowook’s body and gave him an open mouthed kiss. Ryeowook moaned again, feeling some of the cum in Siwon’s mouth enter his.

After they parted Siwon smirked again, “see, you like it.”

Ryeowook moaned and kissed Siwon again, “Yeah, but I bet I’d like your cum more.”

Ryeowook grabbed Siwon’s member and kissed him again. Siwon smiled into the kiss and rolled so Ryeowook would be on top.

~~
<3

raiting: nc-17, title: sex is better than drugs, pairing:siwook

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