Damn you.
Fuck the rednecks that sit behind us at lunch. They're all a bunch of fucktards with no concern for the thoughts of others, only their own rascist asses. Fuck them for making fun of Amanda and fuck them for talking about killing cats. Fuck me for not pushing my chair back hard enough to squash that one's dick when he got up from the table. Fuck them all, fuck me for not having any duct tape to make them shut up.
Fuck me for not standing up and pouring the remnants of my drink all over their smartmouth asses. Fuck me for not saying something to them.
Fuck me for not cracking my tray over their heads. Fuck me for being too chicken. Fuck my cowardness. I should've stuck up for Amanda, fuck me for being too afraid of them.
Fuck the administration for suggesting "seeing your guidance counselor" - no wonder there's so much violence in schools these days! Guidance counselors don't do jack shit, EVER. What, am I supposed to try and "resolve" my problem with the rednecks by squishing all 13 of them into an office and "talking out my problems" with them. Fuck it since if I were to "tell" on them, they'd stalk me and all my friends for the rest of the year.
Fuck me for having my father's temper. Fuck me for being dangerous when I'm angry. Fuck the plastic bottle I split in half from holding in my anger. Fuck crying when there's nothing else I can do.
If it were up to me, they'd all be dead. I wish to God those fucktards never lived. One of these days I'm going to get into serious trouble for standing up to those dumbasses.
There comes a time when ignoring a problem doesn't make it go away and you must take measures into your own hands.
Circling your, circling your, circling your head
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth
I got a doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later
I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads, yeah
Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide
Back off we’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we’re Headstrong
Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
And this is not where you belong
I can’t give everything away
I won’t give everything away
Conclusions manifest
Your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you’re full of shit and that’s alright
That’s how you play I guess you get through every night
Well now that’s over