so, i just got back from taking a walk with my big brother and i must say that i love that guy... he helped me sort stuff out... basically i dont need to be friends with people that dont make me a better person... im just going to drift away from them, so you know what! im fucking done with people ( Read more... )

so yeah, today sucked cause i didnt feel like myself ( Read more... )

everything is now comming full circle...

yeah, this weekend i just hung out with amber because she actually called me and wanted to hang so what am i supposed to do, tell her no? hahaha but yeah...

i have too much on my plate right now, i need a break...

really confused, i need to talk ( Read more... )

so yeah, not depressed today... wonder why... but yeah, im never depressed when i go out to lunch with the gang ( Read more... )

.... yeah uhh, didnt really do anything today, just woke up had a very productive band practice, hopefully we can cut a 3-4 song demo by the end of the month ( Read more... )

so um, my last entry that i made like a friggin day ago didnt post so yeah...

Amber, im contemplating whether i should get rid of it... sorry but i just want to help, and giving it back would make me feel guilty and just adding to the pain... but i might do it cause i care about you <3 ( Read more... )

Can anybody find me - somebody to love ( Read more... )

i care too much... so i guess ill stop caring? maybe then ill be happier?

I LOVE ERIC!!!!!

i can see clearly now the rain is gone, and im happy...

it is too easy to manipulate the confused mind... deep down inside you know what you want to do, then why do u want someone to listen and tell you whant you want to hear....? chicken? (btw this is actually honestly generalization poited towards no one...hahaha)