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so how is it that the world can turn around so quickly... but everybody on it doesnt feel it move? everything is much better, all my doubts have been removed. thank god. ive been much happier lately. the medicine theyve given me is painful, but makes me feel so much better, such a relief. a possible problem arises when your future guests decide to ( Read more... )

im an outcast at my grandparents house...

all because i dont watch Wheel of Fortune

so sorry

ive been thinking alot lately. and when i think... i tend to overanalyze... anybody that knows me knows this. most of the time its unnecessary. but im unable to tell which times are worth worrying about and which times are not ( Read more... )

everything is failing... my health, my attitude, my future, my family, my friends, just... me ( Read more... )

last night/this morning i had to go to the hospital. it was no fun. had to get a bunch of IV's and they gave me a shitload of medicine. apparently my coughing up blood might be a bit worse than i had expected. a mild case of a form of TB. mild mild mild. still scary ( Read more... )

i hate being sick. hate it. hate it. hate it.

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I dont think im gonna waste my time trying to figure out the new HTML for LiveJournal. i'll get around to it sometime. polka dots are fine for now.... its just becoming frustrating now. warped is in a few days. hooray. i miss my melo ( Read more... )

im learning how to spiffy up my LJ