ever since i came back from CT i felt played..like i wasnt even second best..u go out till 4 am every night u dont have school..and if your with me im gone and out the door by 12 if i was lucky, once i left you probably got up and went out.i dont care, it doesnt bother me anymore...simple You were fine the first few weeks then your face was removed and i wasnt gunna deal with it anything anymore
You obviously have no problem with me being out of your life, with me its a different story i work with your dad
and stating 'closure'.... so you've finally come to terms? anyways i dont have time to rant my thoughts
well it was just a simple question requesting a simple answer, as i remember i was the one who said if YOU wanted to see me then call and ask me to do something. you did call once, but all you asked was what i was doing, really it would have been nice if you had called once in while and asked me to go to the beach or the park, or anything in that nature. i honestly want to let you know something, the main reason i am the person i am now is because i have one thing thats holding me back from letting myself move on and be proud, its this tattoo on my neck, it was just hard being around you when you did not understand one thing i was talking about or feeling. i thought we could be like we were before but it wasnt even like that, it was for me to come to terms that things changed and i wasnt who i was and we didnt have what we had before. thats the truth, so i figured it would be best if i just let you be, but then i remembered i only wanted to be friends with you, i didnt want to push things or rush anything and then it just came to that
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well thats real nice thanx. how am i supposed to get it removed when it costs 1500...hmmm so i guess your right, i dont want it removed. i guess ill leave it at that.
and yes, i was hoping you would be yourself for that simple fact, i have never stopped loving you christopher, beleive it or not.
but i cant say anything to justify my actions nor your feelings. bye.
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You were fine the first few weeks then your face was removed and i wasnt gunna deal with it anything anymore
You obviously have no problem with me being out of your life, with me its a different story
i work with your dad
and stating 'closure'.... so you've finally come to terms?
anyways i dont have time to rant my thoughts
and by the way, im proud of your grades
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and yes, i was hoping you would be yourself for that simple fact, i have never stopped loving you christopher, beleive it or not.
but i cant say anything to justify my actions nor your feelings.
bye.
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