oh yea almost forgot, I think i'm going to take art back up. I haven't taken up a pad/pencil in uhhhh 15 years? Supposedly I was pretty damn good when I was around 10. Had my art thrown up around the school during mettings/galleries/blah blah. So if I stuck with it I'd be boss about now. Now I'm quite a few years older, and having a high IQ has it' ( Read more... )

So here it is at 4:30am, nothing new really. I always end up finding stuff late and just carrying on with it till I either A)get bored or B)get tired ( Read more... )

God so it's been 2 years; really doesn't seem all too long ago really. Guess that's the price you pay for getting older. Time just seems to fly by, even if you aren't really doing much. What I'd give to be a kid and start over again. Who wouldn't right ( Read more... )

so its 4am....and couldn't sleep. Lot of stuff has been on my mind lately, and once of the reasons I neglected to post anything. Lately I've been feeling ever so lonely, and lost. Lost to the point as if I don't belong anywhere. Strange I know. Really sucks to be as emotional as I am. Right now I just feel like I don't exist, feel so hopeless. ( Read more... )

So yea, it's been like what, a week since i last posted anything? Meh. Havn't really had anything to report on, which is ultimately weird in itself if you think about it. I was beginning to think the dreams stopped. I mean, I had like 3 normal dreams in the past week, and the other days I wasn't able to remember them. Now, you might be thinking ' ( Read more... )

Hmmm....

So yet again I open this up to write, then go to youtube and get sidetracked. Saw a video that made me cry from laughing so hard, and mind you its like 330am...hope i wasn't too loud but lmfao...ahhhh ( Read more... )

Hey look its early as hell....and I'm here...Quite another odd feat of mine wouldn't you say? I could possibly be back here later tonight as well. I started to clean my house today. Swept the kitchen, mopped the kitchen, found out the swiffer wet wasn't doing its job, so I got on my hands and knees and scrubbed the freaking hell out of the floor. ( Read more... )

So here I am again. What am I going to talk about now? Well, lets just wait and see.....*extends arm down a long, seeming-less hallway* Shall we ( Read more... )

Oddly enough, the more I talk to Kristin, the more I see her coming out in Jill. As in I see more of her in Jill. Yet I still can't seem to find the connection, as Jill won't answer shit for me anymore that I have to look around and all that crap...only thing I have to go by is that if Jill's persona was of anyone else, I wouldn't be as open and ( Read more... )