What the fuck. Why do I even bother wasting my time...someone explain this to me, please.

I had a happy night the other night, meaning i was happy

I normally smile 2% of the time throughout the day, but on that night for those 5 hours or so, i was smiling 98% of the time
yay yay yay

chris.....chris.........CHRIS..............CHRIS!!!! answer me damnit, CHRIS.....why wont i answer?

oh cuz im a DORK

Why must I fucking cry....why can't everything just be over with? Why can't I finally be happy once again?
The only thing decent about my fucking life right now is I got a fucking job....whoop dee doo..

I need to stop having these fucking dreams.......

Metaphor for a missing moment <---missing moment of my life.......seeing as how its gone =(
Pull me into your perfect circle <----'a perfect circle' is a friendship
One womb, one chain, one resolve <---'nuff said ( Read more... )

Well theres a change in my life for ya....hmmmmm..........*thinks*
Is it true? i....think ill pass on that one for a while.....not enough evidence....but im really starting to believe it now
I always have believed it.....but now its starting to show more....could be true...i dont know though, not yet at least

I'll give it a year.........

why must i be so fucking lonely?
i feel like the most awfullest thing in the world......

i just want to fucking kill myself and get it FUCKING over with....why the fuck does my life has to be this way...

Ok forget driving around tonight.....I'd probably crash or something ( Read more... )

I'm going to state this one more fucking time.....It didn't seem to register in your fucking head the first time ( Read more... )

sluts....jungle fever....hey whats happening now adays? HMMMM SLUT