god dammit.
i miss you.

this is stupid.
stop being a fat girl i say to myself.
sorry for spilling beer on everyone.

dear you.
please be ok.
my anxiety is at an all time high,
I have no idea where you are, or if you are still alive.
I'm not sure what I would do if anything happened to you.
just please please please be ok.

Im high as shit ( Read more... )

thank you blindpig for ruining, what could have been an amazing show.
instead of new booths and hipping up the place...
GET A NEW FUCKING SOUND SYSTEM.
or just stop.

I was so close this time.
buried.

OH SHIT! ITS 9:11 AM ( Read more... )

another week, and I'm still sick to my stomach.
winding down.

This is not something I normally do, but I am too tired of talking and thinking and going over shit to formulate a structured set of words to indicate what it is that is going on in my mind ( Read more... )

"I've re-met someone all over in the past week, I act like I dont know what to do, but I really do. It takes a slap in the face to realize aspects about someone you overlooked in the past because you were too buisy with other things and thoughts to realize. What am i doing? somthing good hopefully ( Read more... )

holy crap, adult swim is getting really ridiculous.