Wednesday: I had PT (physical training). It totally kicked my ass and it was hard being the only girl. My PO was really nice though and helped me through it. The 2 mile run after drills was the toughest part though ( Read more... )

I'm so desperately tired of working .. not my job .. just working. I haven't had a day off since last Wednesday and it's getting to me. I have tomorrow off but I have PT at 4:30 and I have to go through that God foresaking drill just to walk in (and leave) the room ( Read more... )

So I just told my Momma tonight. It took 3 hours of her and me in a car to do it but I mumbled it out sooner or later ... about 15 minutes before we pulled in the drive way actually. I think she partially expected some sort of big news but she just wasn't sure what .. or it was the other way around. I'm not sure but she was expecting something ( Read more... )

1st Swear in : May 21, 2005 - 11 am ( Read more... )

Part I ( Read more... )

Excuse me / can i bug you for a second / something just happened / that I think / niether of us expected / but well respected / hell we didn't even have a choice / it's not so much ya words / it's the tone in ya voice / passionate / opinionated / damn / where'd you come from / my knees are weak / hands are shakin' / why is my fuckin tongue numb / ( Read more... )

My birthday party on Saturday was kick ass. Except the only people who showed up were all the one's I didn't expect to. It was a neat change ( Read more... )

ok .. so why is everyone all of a sudden named Michael or some variation of it. I'm going nuts ( Read more... )

It's May 1 everyone and you know what that means!?!? My birthday is in 10 more days! *dances around like a drunken fool ( Read more... )

So he was a disappointment ... stupid guy. I'm done. Is it so hard to call? And if you're too chicken to call then you could text message or send an email at the very least. I mean ... jeez! What the hell is wrong in his head?! huh? I'm not totally upset or anything ... just frustrated. And I'm just trying to figure out why he just couldn't call ( Read more... )