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[nellysmyman]

not much has changed. for the good i mean. i dont even kno who i am anymore. i dont even kno where 2 turn now. that sounds stupid. but its true. its starting to become mentally serious. i cant stop crying sometimes. i miss all my cee friends. none of my oakwood friends kno about my mom and i cant bring myself 2 tell any of them. it would b akward

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[anonymous]

lucy call me up and explain.
i luv u. i miss her 2.
luv u luv me
jess

a-l-l-y-n

[anonymous]

Lucy, I totally 100% remember how all of that feels. It's so hard leaving your old school and all of your other friends, and I still feel it in 8th grade. They never leave you, but the pain gets easier to deal with, I promise. I know it doesn't always help, but I'm here WHENEVER you need me. Whether you want adivce, or you just need someone to vent to, or to comfort you, or whatever else. I have a passion for acting too, and sometimes with seperation, a bad play or teacher, (cough lee lavery) it's hard to remember how much you love and need it. But that's really the challenge, getting through everything that ends up on your path. And when you come out, you feel great. I don't know what's going on with your mom, but when you're comfortable enough, don't feel at all hesitant to come to me, whatever it is. I'll try to make you feel better, or more comfortable, or whatever you need to feel to have it not be so hard. You're such a beautiful girl in every single way, and it hurts so much to see you like this, and I truly mean that. I know

Re: a-l-l-y-n

[nellysmyman]

omg allyn ur sooooo sweet
thank u sooooooo much i will totally talk 2 u if i need 2 talk to someone
ur my favorite 8th grader everrrrrr
my sn is MilkChoclteSwrl so i'll IM u sometime
xox love u
<33
ps thanks sooooooo much whut u said really helped

[sparkly_thong]

aw luce, all i want to do is embrace you relaly. and its not stupid, and anyone who thinks its stupid should feel ashamed of themselves because they are shallow obviously. i wish i could say that i know how you feel, but i kan't and you must hate it when people say that. you're a wonderful person and you need to come back to yada becaause you always seemed happy tehre. i love u i miss u. call me becuz u can ALWAYS talkto me no matter what.
love u always and froever
ray

[nellysmyman]

i miss u soo much ray
i needta see u soon
love u lotttttz
<33

[dicklikesjane]

what happened to ur mom???

[nellysmyman]

ill tell all u oakwood ppl soon....next time i talk 2 u online mayb

[guitargirl0123]

Hey Lucy-
It's Storey...Grady's sister. I know you, I'm not sure if you remember me.
I know how you feel about your mum...I've lost 2 really close friends too. And they've passed away. It must be so hard for you to deal with. Wow. Even I know that all the Center kids still love you. I remember you being such a sweet funny, cool girl. I completly recognized and remembered you at my brothers Bar Mitzvah. IM me if you need/want to talk to someone.
Love,
Storey.

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[nellysmyman]

heyy
thats sooo nice of u storey!! i recognized u at grady's bar mitzvah 2, i just didn't say anything because i didn't know if u remembered me, but now i wish i had. thanx so much ur sooo sweet and soo cool
<3
p.s. u looked soooo pretty at his bar mitzvah