so happy ( Read more... )

"these dreams in which i'm dying are the best i ever had ( Read more... )

party was great!

besides the holly harassing allen cell. but what ev man at least she didn't com

holly and i were friends for a bit until she told clean mike and alexus that she wished my son would die and on top of that she tells people at my job that i am gay. well now u can understand this animosity

party at crystals ( Read more... )

i feeel dead inside my body and mind are frozen . i no longer care "love's and excuse to get hurt ". why wont you hurt me , i fucking carred for you so much but fuck it all and trow my feeling's in a fire . burn fucking burn down this fucking mask .i fucking wished one day u'd realize but i guess your fucking blind

i'm leavin with katie and kev. well evrything is getting worse i don"t think its getting better but at least i got my friends "they will lift me up out of darkness"
i need something . i feel empty and i can't seem to make myself feel better. well beside . yeah.

silent stary nights
turned to dark stormy skies
once love now hatred's growing
for you everytime you
you ignore
how i feel
i fucking hate u!
but i still love you
but it can't be
so i fade in the shadows
of loneliness
while i still hope that you'll come
and lift me up out of the darkness

yesterday wasa fun day tuna katie and kev picked me up from KRU and we picked up turtle and we hung out at my house while they played sponge bob uno and i rolled cigars*. then we went to a diner after we smoke the cigars ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun i was with jocelyn and then crystal christine and alana and we hung out and smoke by the resevoir . then i saw kev katie and turtle . we went to the diner to meet up with them. then we went to garat mountain and took pictures and walked . we all left and i met up with katie at the dog park.(meanwhile clean never called).we picked ( Read more... )

"you'll be my best friend if i offered you my heart , cause its already yours ( Read more... )