I don't understand betrayal. How can people bring themselves to do it?
I don't get fickleness. Actutally the ability to change your mind and behavior often and quickly is kind of disgusting.
I don't get time. Does it make what is left more special or more worthless?
I just don't get anything, as usual.

The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in ( Read more... )

I've been a weird mood lately. I am ignoring work and enjoying my sleep. And I am always just annoyed at people. I'm sick of   hypocrites, gossips, ppl who can only spout excuses, those who try and take advantage of others, and those who define themselves by specific words or phrases. Haha that probably often includes me. By that I mean always. Oh

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
- the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other; ( Read more... )

I keep succumbing to myself...but I'm not going to let it happen anymore. Nope nope nope.

Oh, for the sake of momentum
I've allowed my fears to get larger than life
And it's brought me to my current agendum
Whereupon I deny fulfillment has yet to arrive

And I know life is getting shorter
I can't bring myself to set the scene
Even when it's ( Read more... )

Scars are souvenirs you never lose, the past is never far

If you hate the taste of wine
Why do you drink it until you're blind?
And if you swear that there's no truth and who cares
How come you say it like you're right?

Why are you scared to dream of God
When it's salvation that you want?
You see stars that clear have been dead for years
But the idea just lives on

In our wheels that ( Read more... )

I was just thinking back on some memories and it shows me how little faith I have left in people. I no longer expect most people to really make an effort towards something that won't benefit them in the end.  I've of come to  the point where I have no expectations of anyone because expectations always lead to pain. Now the only thing that can ( Read more... )

I'm in a golden age
A great calendar page
I spotted the right time
The future is mine
I've got the greatest dog the best of them all
And I love my brother he's on my wall
Bye bye car keys
Hello sparkles and flies
I keep them they're mine
I saw the brightest light the most wonderful sight

And I spotted the right time the future is mine

Maybe moving on doesn’t mean you forget or replace someone. You still love them, just maybe what has happened is too much to get over and live happily with so you try to forget. They’re still a part of you, just maybe you need to find a new part of yourself.