Pregnancy Test II
“Yoboseo, Minho? Honey?”
“Yes dear,”
“Where were you? I’m still waiting for almost an hour?!”
“I’m so sorry, but I can’t leave the meeting,”
“…..”
“Gwibonnie?”
“…”
“Key-eomma, forgive me,”
“….”
“I promise, next time I will make it,”
“….*sighed*…”
“Gwiboonnie…. My love?”
“Yes baby, I’m okay,”
“I’m sorry,”
“That’s okay. I’m just wanted my husband to accompany me at the doctor,”
“I’m so sorry, I feel so bad,”
“Don’t be sorry, promise me to go home soon, I missed you already,”
“I will honey,”
The silent is in the air for a moment.
“Gwiboon, I have to go, please be careful, take care our baby,”
“I will, saranghae,”
“Saranghae,”
****.
Gwiboon fold her cellphone with disappointment. She lets the heavy breath and carefully rubbed her fat belly. She is 6 month pregnant and for the 6 times Minho canceled his promise to accompany her. What she supposed to do? Begging is too much for her.
“Gwiboon?”
Gwiboon turned around and saw Jinki smiled widely. He holds the coffee mug and shows his teeth to Gwiboon.
“ Aigoo, Jinki-oppa. I just wanted to visit you,” Gwiboon smiled.
Jinki is glancing Gwiboon pregnant belly with lovingly smile. Gwiboon touched her belly and rubbed it. She saw that Jinki wants to touch her stomach but he still doubt with Gwiboon’s permit. Gwiboon gestures the man to touch her belly. Jinki’s eyes were widening while he touch it.
“Oh, it’s bigger than last month,” Jinki smiled happily.
“Oh yes, I ate a lot because of this,” Gwiboon giggled while she rubbed her womb.
Their sight just met for a while. Gwiboon feels the tension and broke the connections with Jinki. Jinki bowed sluggish because of Gwiboon’s reactions.
“So, where is Minho? He said he will accompany you this time?” Jinki diverted.
Gwiboon bites her lips. She really wants to burst out her feeling to Jinki, but she doesn’t want to make Minho worse in Jinki’s eyes.
“He just…,” Gwiboon stumbled.
Jinki is smiling with understanding. He didn’t want Gwiboon to think other excuses.
“Let’s go to my hospital, you can go with me, Gwibonnie,” Jinki guided Gwiboon to his car.
Sometimes Gwiboon feels so grateful that Jinki still nice to her.
“Thanks oppa,” Gwiboon sadly said.
“Don’t thank me. Minho is the one who got to be grateful because he got a special woman,” Jinki whispered.
Gwiboon heard that but she just bowed sadly.
***,
Gwiboon is on Jinki’s examining room while she’s waiting for Jinki. Jinki still wash his hands, Gwiboon feels that Jinki is gaining time. His expression is confused. He approached Gwiboon. Gwiboon saw the uneasy expression from Jinki’s face.
“Gwiboonnie, let make something straight…. I guess…. you got the weak womb.…I’m sorry,” Jinki whispered.
“What does it mean? Is my baby okay, oppa?” Gwiboon bit her lips.
“I just could tell you that now, either you or the baby is fine, but by the time passes, your womb couldn’t take the baby’s weight any longer, it will harm you both. This is the worse,” Jinki said.
Gwiboon stumbled, but she managed to smile and stay stronger to hear the worse. Jinki’s hand is patting her hand softly. Gwiboon feels the tears are lingered on her eyes.
“B-but we still have 50% to success,” Jinki said
“What should I do?” Gwiboon whispered.
“It’s a burden for Minho right now, he got to choose to lose the baby for saving you,” Jinki said.
“NO!!”
“Why? It will harm your life, Gwiboonnie. You still have a chance to have another baby,” Jinki said.
“No, I can’t live any longer if I know I lost my baby, please Jinki, is there any way to save my baby? I will do everything, even I bet my life for it,” Gwiboon cried stubbornly.
Jinki is crying. He knows that he is forbidden to cry in front of his patients. But this is Gwiboon, the women he ever loved before. Yes Lee Jinki decided to give up his love to Minho. Gwiboon is married at 24 years old with Minho after she rejected Jinki who love her since Gwiboon 10 years old.
“I don’t want to do that, Gwiboon. It’s so painful,” Jinki said.
“Jinki, please,” Gwiboon said.
****,
Jinki is spacing out. He sits on the comfy couch right in front of the big window. The city light is showing with a variant color, but still Jinki feels so sad. The beautiful scenery in front of him couldn’t make his sadness away.
“Gwiboonnie….” Jinki called out.
Jinki tears are still rolling in his cheeks.
‘Oh God, I ever lost her to Minho just for her happiness. Right now, should I lost her forever for You?’
Jinki prays so hard for Gwiboon decision.
***,
“Jinki, just save my baby, I believe for that 50 percent chance,” Gwiboon smiled
“But Gwiboon….,”
“Please Jinki, this is all I can do to fulfill Minho order. He asked me to take care the baby,” Gwiboon said.
“But it’s still dangerous. I don’t want to lose you any longer,” Jinki confessed.
They were fall into silent. Gwiboon is a bit surprise by hearing Jinki’s confession.
“I’m s-sorry, Gwiboon. I’m still in love with you, I never forget you. I don’t want to forget you,” Jinki said.
Surprisingly, Gwiboon squeezed Jinki’s hand to give him supports. She smiled lovingly.
“I realized Gwiboon, I can’t force your love just for me, like I can’t force myself to forget about us,” Jinki disappointed.
Gwiboon rubbed Jinki’s hands lovingly. Her mind is flying away to the old memories when Jinki and her still together. Everything is perfect. It’s always been perfect for Gwiboon until the end of their relationships, but by hearing Jinki’s family badmouthing about their love and Mrs. Lee said that Jinki deserves better that Gwiboon. Gwiboon got enough insulted that she were hiding about 14 years.
Then Minho came propose her. Once again, Gwiboon opened her heart for the new love. She hopes that Jinki will find a better lover than her.
“Oppa, stop crying, you look so ugly,” Gwiboon giggled.
She wipes Jinki’s tears and caresses his cheeks lovingly. Gwiboon feels that her feeling is gone as a lover, now the left feeling for Jinki as family. She believes that Jinki is her soul mate, but sometimes you can’t be with you mate, right?
“Jinki-oppa, the death will come to us without knowing when it will come. You said that I still have 50% to survive or either 50 % to die. So let us try the chance, we will never know until we tried,” Gwiboon said.
Jinki just kept his mouth shut. Gwiboon is hard-headed woman. All he can do is praying.
“I have one order, its patient to doctor order,” Gwiboon said.
“What’s the order?”
“Dr. Lee Jinki I ordered you no to tell anyone about this, not to my husband too,” Gwiboon said.
“But he deserve to know all the information about you, because you carrying his baby too?”
“But you can’t breaking your medical vow, just do it,” Gwiboon said stubbornly.
***,
Jinki still laydown on the soft sofa. He spread the sight to his expensive and fancy flat, the flat that he bought for Gwiboon. Everything in his life used to be for Gwiboon comfort life. He studied so hard and work so hard just for Gwiboon’s life. If Gwiboon his wife, she deserve a peaceful life without thinking about the financial and everything. Jinki already prepared well.
But faith tells them a different story of love. Without warning, Gwiboon has left him. Even though Gwiboon said that Jinki deserves better lover than her. Jinki still feels that Gwiboon is the best he ever had.
“Gwiboon, you’re all I have. I miss you,” Jinki whispered to Gwiboon’s pictures on his wall.
Jinki smiled to Gwiboon’s picture on table. Gwiboon is so pretty with her long hair. She hugged Jinki from behind and Jinki smiled happily. It’s their picture when they celebrate Gwiboon’s 20 years old birthday.
“Gwiboon… I love you so much, please take care your health,” Jinki whispered.
He closes his eyes and quickly slumbered. In his dreams Gwiboon comes and hugged him with a lovingly smile.
***,
A month later
“WHAT??” Minho screamed.
“I-I’m sorry sir, but you said that no one has an excuses to interrupted you meeting,” Mrs. Jung, Minho’s secretary said.
“But this is my wife labor!!! How dare you!!”
“Oh shut up, Minho-hyung! You can’t blame her!” Taemin said.
Minho jaw is dropped open with disbelieve with Taemin manners.
“I saw that you always made Gwiboon-noona number two after your job. Don’t be surprise when people assumed that your meeting is more important than your wife,” Taemin said sharply.
Minho feels that Taemin is slapping him.
“Now, Gwiboon-noona is giving a birth. It’s a premature one. I bet you never ask her about her conditions,” Taemin continued.
“Sssh, Taeminnie, watch your manner,” Mrs. Jung warned.
But it’s too late. Minho is already realized that he will lose Gwiboon anytime. He regretted all the wasted time. The time that he promised already to take care Gwiboon. He broke the vow. He lost the chance that Jinki gave to him.
Minho just ran as fast as he can to hospital.
“Gwiboon, hang on. I’ll come to you, just wait for me,”
***,
Gwiboon is never experienced the really painful pain. But she knows that the pain in his lower belly is the most painful pain ever, more than giving a normal birth. It hurts so much until she think that she already torn into two.
She saw that the blood came from her vagina. She forces the smile when Jinki came panicky. Jinki is cried already.
“You are bleeding!!” Jinki shouted.
“Yes, I am! What take you so long?”
Gwiboon never knows that Jinki such a strong man. He carries Gwiboon and run to surgery room. Gwiboon wiped Jinki’s sweat while they waiting for elevator opened.
“Jinki, you are a great guy,” Gwiboon smiled weakly.
“G-gwiboon, don’t force your smile in this condition. If you feel the pain, just scream it!!” Jinki heart is flaking by seeing Gwiboon smiled widely.
Elevator’s door opened made Jinki rushed into it. Jinki feels that Gwiboon’s blood started moisted his clothes.
“Jinki…” Gwiboon put a letter to Jinki’s pocket.
“Read those if we finished all these things,” Gwiboon buried her face to Jinki’s chest.
“Jinki, thank for coming into my life,” Gwiboon said.
***,
Minho is rushing into the surgery room. He read Jinki’s message while inside the elevator. He saw the blood sputter everywhere on the elevator’s wall and floor. His heart is beating. They could be Gwiboon’s bloods.
Elevator opened. Gwiboon is lying on the hospital bed and Jinki is pushing her to the surgery room.
“Hyung!!” Minho shouted.
“Minho-yah! Quick cleaned yourself, Gwiboon conditions is critical,” Jinki shouted back.
The nurse guided him to the room and gave the operation clothes. She gestured Minho to clean his hands with anti-septic liquid.
“You must be working too hard to prepare Gwiboon’s conditions,” Nurse said.
Minho stumbled. Gwiboon’s condition? What happened with Gwiboon’s condition?
“We just found that her womb is weak. But I hope the mommy and baby will survive, good luck Mrs. Choi,” Nurse gestured him to come inside the operating room.
***,
Gwiboon is looking so pale, as pale as a white paper, but still pretty. She smiled to Minho.
“I’m sorry my love, I made a burden,” Gwiboon said.
“No honey, you are not. Tell me why you didn’t tell me your condition?”
Gwiboon smiled.
“You didn’t ask me anything about the examinations results, so I decided not to make you worry,” Gwiboon said.
“I’m so sorry, Gwiboon. I broke my promise to make you happy,” Minho held back his tears.
“I’m okay sweetie, please don’t be sad, let’s do it,” Gwiboon said.
“I love you, Gwiboon, don’t forget about that,” Minho said sincerely.
Gwiboon smiled and caressed Minho face with a soft sight. Minho grope Gwiboon’s belly.
“Minho, I ever said this before. Boy or girl?” Gwiboon asked.
Minho is confused.
“Anything dear, as long as you safe,” Minho kissed Gwiboon’s hand.
Gwiboon giggled. Her cheeks are blushing. Minho feels so relief when he saw the red hint spreading on Gwiboon’s cheeks.
“How about you?” Minho asked.
“I want a girl to accompany you when I’m not your side,” Gwiboon said.
Minho is freaking out. He grabbed Gwiboon’s hands tightly.
“Minho-yah, she is getting worse, I got to operate her soon,” Jinki said.
Gwiboon lost his sanity, but she’s still trying hard to tell her feeling.
“Minho, saranghae,”
She closes her eyes.
****,
8 years later
“Appa!!! How was my recital?”
“Oohh you are awesome baby,”
Sulli is laughing. Her long hair is bouncing while she laughed.
“Ohh that was Minho-yah, say hi to Minho-appa,”
“MINHOOOOO-APPA, I MISSED YOUUU!!!” Sulli run to the tall and handsome guy.
Minho smiled lovingly. He carried away Sulli’s small body to the air.
“That was the awesome recital, darling,” Minho said and stick their nose together.
“I know!!! I’m so fabulous,” Sulli said with confident reminded Minho to Gwiboon.
“Hello, hyung. How are you?” Minho asked.
Jinki grinned widely. He approached the taller man and hugged him so tight, made Sulli stuck between them.
“Could you at least release me first before hugging too tight? I’m out of breath here,” Sulli said and rolled her eyes.
Minho and Jinki were laughed. Minho kissed Sulli’s cheeks once again and releases her to Jinki’s wife.
“Eomma, Minho-appa is coming,” Sulli screamed excitedly.
Jinki’s wife is waving to them both. Jinki is looking at Minho sad eyes.
“Minho-yah, she reminds you to Gwiboonnie, right?” Jinki smirked.
Yes, she is too similar. My heart is pounding harder by seeing she grows every day,” Minho said.
“Minho-appa, let’s go home, I’m so sleepy,” Sulli said to Minho.
Minho is confused.
“It’s weekday honey,” Minho caressed Sulli’s cheek.
“They give me a holiday tomorrow, because of my piano recital,” Sulli pouted.
Jinki smiled with understanding. They decided to divide the time for Sulli. Since, Jinki got married. Jinki asked Sulli under his and his wife nurture because Minho’s job doesn’t have much time for Sulli. They were agreed. So on weekday Sulli on Jinki’s house and Minho will spent his time for her at weekend. Because of their love and mixed nurtures, Sulli is growing up with amazing character and brain.
“You might take the day off from your work, Minho-yah. It’s good for both of you hang out at weekday,” Jinki suggested.
Minho sighed, tomorrow he has an important meeting, but who cares. He doesn’t want to feel regretful any longer.
“Okay, let’s go home,” Minho said.
“Yaaaayyy,” Sulli ran to Minho’s embrace.
***,
Dear Jinki,
I know that my life will end soon once I gave a birth.
But I know it worth, my pain will worth if I think about my baby will grow up with Minho and you beside her. Yes, my feeling said that I have a baby girl.
This is my last request not only for you, but this is for Minho too.
Jinki-oppa, could you help Minho to take care of my baby? I believe that you will be a spectacular appa for her. I asked you until Minho have a wife (but I hope not!).
With two spectacular appas beside her, my baby will never feel deprived of love. Please love her as if you love me.
Thank you Jinki for fulfilling my wish, I’m sorry for all the pain I caused. Please give this letter to Minho. I know my beloved husband so well. I know you Minho dear, you will understand.
Ps: I think about “Sulli” for my baby’s name. It’s suited for girl or boy.
***,
“Ohhh, this is Gwiboon-eomma grave?” Sulli asked Minho.
Minho nodded smile. They sit on the rocky chair that prepared beside the grave for the visitor. Sulli approached the pictures on tombstone. She keeps staring at Gwiboon’s picture while Minho is praying.
“Sulli, what are you looking at?” Minho asked while he finished praying.
“No-nothing, it’s just… she is exactly looks like me,” Sulli said. Minho is laughing.
“Off course, dear, Gwiboon-eomma is your real eomma,”
“Yes, I know. But I realized that today Jinki-appa is right. He always says that I really similar like Gwiboon-eomma,”
Minho hugged his 8 years old daughter. They exchange the sight for a moment.
“That was meant that I’m pretty, right?” Sulli said.
Minho nodded but noted himself that his daughter has a really deep self-confident, just like his wife.
“Yes, both of you are my pretty thing ever in my life,” Minho kissed her cheeks.
“If only she still alive, she must be with us right now. We will spend my holiday together,” Sulli pouted sadly.
Minho tightens his embrace.
“Ssshh, don’t be sad,” Minho said.
“Of course I’m sad, because I never had a chance to meet her,”
“Honey, you know what’s your eomma ever said to me when she is pregnant?”
“What is that?”
“She said, if she had a baby, she wants a baby girl,”
“I’m a girl! But why?”
“She wants a baby girl for me. For accompany me when she not beside me any longer,”
Sulli smiled widely.
“Your eomma is right, now I have you to accompany my lonely life without Gwiboon,”
They fell into silent.
“Let’s go somewhere. Say good bye to eomma,” Minho nagged.
“Bye eomma, I love you,” Sulli said.
“Bye yeobo, saranghae,” Minho said.
They were walking away from grave.
‘Bye Sully my daughter, bye Minho my husband, take care, I love you too,’
****
AARRGGHH... my hiatus made my imaginations stuck. i'm sorry for the lack plot.
“Yes dear,”
“Where were you? I’m still waiting for almost an hour?!”
“I’m so sorry, but I can’t leave the meeting,”
“…..”
“Gwibonnie?”
“…”
“Key-eomma, forgive me,”
“….”
“I promise, next time I will make it,”
“….*sighed*…”
“Gwiboonnie…. My love?”
“Yes baby, I’m okay,”
“I’m sorry,”
“That’s okay. I’m just wanted my husband to accompany me at the doctor,”
“I’m so sorry, I feel so bad,”
“Don’t be sorry, promise me to go home soon, I missed you already,”
“I will honey,”
The silent is in the air for a moment.
“Gwiboon, I have to go, please be careful, take care our baby,”
“I will, saranghae,”
“Saranghae,”
****.
Gwiboon fold her cellphone with disappointment. She lets the heavy breath and carefully rubbed her fat belly. She is 6 month pregnant and for the 6 times Minho canceled his promise to accompany her. What she supposed to do? Begging is too much for her.
“Gwiboon?”
Gwiboon turned around and saw Jinki smiled widely. He holds the coffee mug and shows his teeth to Gwiboon.
“ Aigoo, Jinki-oppa. I just wanted to visit you,” Gwiboon smiled.
Jinki is glancing Gwiboon pregnant belly with lovingly smile. Gwiboon touched her belly and rubbed it. She saw that Jinki wants to touch her stomach but he still doubt with Gwiboon’s permit. Gwiboon gestures the man to touch her belly. Jinki’s eyes were widening while he touch it.
“Oh, it’s bigger than last month,” Jinki smiled happily.
“Oh yes, I ate a lot because of this,” Gwiboon giggled while she rubbed her womb.
Their sight just met for a while. Gwiboon feels the tension and broke the connections with Jinki. Jinki bowed sluggish because of Gwiboon’s reactions.
“So, where is Minho? He said he will accompany you this time?” Jinki diverted.
Gwiboon bites her lips. She really wants to burst out her feeling to Jinki, but she doesn’t want to make Minho worse in Jinki’s eyes.
“He just…,” Gwiboon stumbled.
Jinki is smiling with understanding. He didn’t want Gwiboon to think other excuses.
“Let’s go to my hospital, you can go with me, Gwibonnie,” Jinki guided Gwiboon to his car.
Sometimes Gwiboon feels so grateful that Jinki still nice to her.
“Thanks oppa,” Gwiboon sadly said.
“Don’t thank me. Minho is the one who got to be grateful because he got a special woman,” Jinki whispered.
Gwiboon heard that but she just bowed sadly.
***,
Gwiboon is on Jinki’s examining room while she’s waiting for Jinki. Jinki still wash his hands, Gwiboon feels that Jinki is gaining time. His expression is confused. He approached Gwiboon. Gwiboon saw the uneasy expression from Jinki’s face.
“Gwiboonnie, let make something straight…. I guess…. you got the weak womb.…I’m sorry,” Jinki whispered.
“What does it mean? Is my baby okay, oppa?” Gwiboon bit her lips.
“I just could tell you that now, either you or the baby is fine, but by the time passes, your womb couldn’t take the baby’s weight any longer, it will harm you both. This is the worse,” Jinki said.
Gwiboon stumbled, but she managed to smile and stay stronger to hear the worse. Jinki’s hand is patting her hand softly. Gwiboon feels the tears are lingered on her eyes.
“B-but we still have 50% to success,” Jinki said
“What should I do?” Gwiboon whispered.
“It’s a burden for Minho right now, he got to choose to lose the baby for saving you,” Jinki said.
“NO!!”
“Why? It will harm your life, Gwiboonnie. You still have a chance to have another baby,” Jinki said.
“No, I can’t live any longer if I know I lost my baby, please Jinki, is there any way to save my baby? I will do everything, even I bet my life for it,” Gwiboon cried stubbornly.
Jinki is crying. He knows that he is forbidden to cry in front of his patients. But this is Gwiboon, the women he ever loved before. Yes Lee Jinki decided to give up his love to Minho. Gwiboon is married at 24 years old with Minho after she rejected Jinki who love her since Gwiboon 10 years old.
“I don’t want to do that, Gwiboon. It’s so painful,” Jinki said.
“Jinki, please,” Gwiboon said.
****,
Jinki is spacing out. He sits on the comfy couch right in front of the big window. The city light is showing with a variant color, but still Jinki feels so sad. The beautiful scenery in front of him couldn’t make his sadness away.
“Gwiboonnie….” Jinki called out.
Jinki tears are still rolling in his cheeks.
‘Oh God, I ever lost her to Minho just for her happiness. Right now, should I lost her forever for You?’
Jinki prays so hard for Gwiboon decision.
***,
“Jinki, just save my baby, I believe for that 50 percent chance,” Gwiboon smiled
“But Gwiboon….,”
“Please Jinki, this is all I can do to fulfill Minho order. He asked me to take care the baby,” Gwiboon said.
“But it’s still dangerous. I don’t want to lose you any longer,” Jinki confessed.
They were fall into silent. Gwiboon is a bit surprise by hearing Jinki’s confession.
“I’m s-sorry, Gwiboon. I’m still in love with you, I never forget you. I don’t want to forget you,” Jinki said.
Surprisingly, Gwiboon squeezed Jinki’s hand to give him supports. She smiled lovingly.
“I realized Gwiboon, I can’t force your love just for me, like I can’t force myself to forget about us,” Jinki disappointed.
Gwiboon rubbed Jinki’s hands lovingly. Her mind is flying away to the old memories when Jinki and her still together. Everything is perfect. It’s always been perfect for Gwiboon until the end of their relationships, but by hearing Jinki’s family badmouthing about their love and Mrs. Lee said that Jinki deserves better that Gwiboon. Gwiboon got enough insulted that she were hiding about 14 years.
Then Minho came propose her. Once again, Gwiboon opened her heart for the new love. She hopes that Jinki will find a better lover than her.
“Oppa, stop crying, you look so ugly,” Gwiboon giggled.
She wipes Jinki’s tears and caresses his cheeks lovingly. Gwiboon feels that her feeling is gone as a lover, now the left feeling for Jinki as family. She believes that Jinki is her soul mate, but sometimes you can’t be with you mate, right?
“Jinki-oppa, the death will come to us without knowing when it will come. You said that I still have 50% to survive or either 50 % to die. So let us try the chance, we will never know until we tried,” Gwiboon said.
Jinki just kept his mouth shut. Gwiboon is hard-headed woman. All he can do is praying.
“I have one order, its patient to doctor order,” Gwiboon said.
“What’s the order?”
“Dr. Lee Jinki I ordered you no to tell anyone about this, not to my husband too,” Gwiboon said.
“But he deserve to know all the information about you, because you carrying his baby too?”
“But you can’t breaking your medical vow, just do it,” Gwiboon said stubbornly.
***,
Jinki still laydown on the soft sofa. He spread the sight to his expensive and fancy flat, the flat that he bought for Gwiboon. Everything in his life used to be for Gwiboon comfort life. He studied so hard and work so hard just for Gwiboon’s life. If Gwiboon his wife, she deserve a peaceful life without thinking about the financial and everything. Jinki already prepared well.
But faith tells them a different story of love. Without warning, Gwiboon has left him. Even though Gwiboon said that Jinki deserves better lover than her. Jinki still feels that Gwiboon is the best he ever had.
“Gwiboon, you’re all I have. I miss you,” Jinki whispered to Gwiboon’s pictures on his wall.
Jinki smiled to Gwiboon’s picture on table. Gwiboon is so pretty with her long hair. She hugged Jinki from behind and Jinki smiled happily. It’s their picture when they celebrate Gwiboon’s 20 years old birthday.
“Gwiboon… I love you so much, please take care your health,” Jinki whispered.
He closes his eyes and quickly slumbered. In his dreams Gwiboon comes and hugged him with a lovingly smile.
***,
A month later
“WHAT??” Minho screamed.
“I-I’m sorry sir, but you said that no one has an excuses to interrupted you meeting,” Mrs. Jung, Minho’s secretary said.
“But this is my wife labor!!! How dare you!!”
“Oh shut up, Minho-hyung! You can’t blame her!” Taemin said.
Minho jaw is dropped open with disbelieve with Taemin manners.
“I saw that you always made Gwiboon-noona number two after your job. Don’t be surprise when people assumed that your meeting is more important than your wife,” Taemin said sharply.
Minho feels that Taemin is slapping him.
“Now, Gwiboon-noona is giving a birth. It’s a premature one. I bet you never ask her about her conditions,” Taemin continued.
“Sssh, Taeminnie, watch your manner,” Mrs. Jung warned.
But it’s too late. Minho is already realized that he will lose Gwiboon anytime. He regretted all the wasted time. The time that he promised already to take care Gwiboon. He broke the vow. He lost the chance that Jinki gave to him.
Minho just ran as fast as he can to hospital.
“Gwiboon, hang on. I’ll come to you, just wait for me,”
***,
Gwiboon is never experienced the really painful pain. But she knows that the pain in his lower belly is the most painful pain ever, more than giving a normal birth. It hurts so much until she think that she already torn into two.
She saw that the blood came from her vagina. She forces the smile when Jinki came panicky. Jinki is cried already.
“You are bleeding!!” Jinki shouted.
“Yes, I am! What take you so long?”
Gwiboon never knows that Jinki such a strong man. He carries Gwiboon and run to surgery room. Gwiboon wiped Jinki’s sweat while they waiting for elevator opened.
“Jinki, you are a great guy,” Gwiboon smiled weakly.
“G-gwiboon, don’t force your smile in this condition. If you feel the pain, just scream it!!” Jinki heart is flaking by seeing Gwiboon smiled widely.
Elevator’s door opened made Jinki rushed into it. Jinki feels that Gwiboon’s blood started moisted his clothes.
“Jinki…” Gwiboon put a letter to Jinki’s pocket.
“Read those if we finished all these things,” Gwiboon buried her face to Jinki’s chest.
“Jinki, thank for coming into my life,” Gwiboon said.
***,
Minho is rushing into the surgery room. He read Jinki’s message while inside the elevator. He saw the blood sputter everywhere on the elevator’s wall and floor. His heart is beating. They could be Gwiboon’s bloods.
Elevator opened. Gwiboon is lying on the hospital bed and Jinki is pushing her to the surgery room.
“Hyung!!” Minho shouted.
“Minho-yah! Quick cleaned yourself, Gwiboon conditions is critical,” Jinki shouted back.
The nurse guided him to the room and gave the operation clothes. She gestured Minho to clean his hands with anti-septic liquid.
“You must be working too hard to prepare Gwiboon’s conditions,” Nurse said.
Minho stumbled. Gwiboon’s condition? What happened with Gwiboon’s condition?
“We just found that her womb is weak. But I hope the mommy and baby will survive, good luck Mrs. Choi,” Nurse gestured him to come inside the operating room.
***,
Gwiboon is looking so pale, as pale as a white paper, but still pretty. She smiled to Minho.
“I’m sorry my love, I made a burden,” Gwiboon said.
“No honey, you are not. Tell me why you didn’t tell me your condition?”
Gwiboon smiled.
“You didn’t ask me anything about the examinations results, so I decided not to make you worry,” Gwiboon said.
“I’m so sorry, Gwiboon. I broke my promise to make you happy,” Minho held back his tears.
“I’m okay sweetie, please don’t be sad, let’s do it,” Gwiboon said.
“I love you, Gwiboon, don’t forget about that,” Minho said sincerely.
Gwiboon smiled and caressed Minho face with a soft sight. Minho grope Gwiboon’s belly.
“Minho, I ever said this before. Boy or girl?” Gwiboon asked.
Minho is confused.
“Anything dear, as long as you safe,” Minho kissed Gwiboon’s hand.
Gwiboon giggled. Her cheeks are blushing. Minho feels so relief when he saw the red hint spreading on Gwiboon’s cheeks.
“How about you?” Minho asked.
“I want a girl to accompany you when I’m not your side,” Gwiboon said.
Minho is freaking out. He grabbed Gwiboon’s hands tightly.
“Minho-yah, she is getting worse, I got to operate her soon,” Jinki said.
Gwiboon lost his sanity, but she’s still trying hard to tell her feeling.
“Minho, saranghae,”
She closes her eyes.
****,
8 years later
“Appa!!! How was my recital?”
“Oohh you are awesome baby,”
Sulli is laughing. Her long hair is bouncing while she laughed.
“Ohh that was Minho-yah, say hi to Minho-appa,”
“MINHOOOOO-APPA, I MISSED YOUUU!!!” Sulli run to the tall and handsome guy.
Minho smiled lovingly. He carried away Sulli’s small body to the air.
“That was the awesome recital, darling,” Minho said and stick their nose together.
“I know!!! I’m so fabulous,” Sulli said with confident reminded Minho to Gwiboon.
“Hello, hyung. How are you?” Minho asked.
Jinki grinned widely. He approached the taller man and hugged him so tight, made Sulli stuck between them.
“Could you at least release me first before hugging too tight? I’m out of breath here,” Sulli said and rolled her eyes.
Minho and Jinki were laughed. Minho kissed Sulli’s cheeks once again and releases her to Jinki’s wife.
“Eomma, Minho-appa is coming,” Sulli screamed excitedly.
Jinki’s wife is waving to them both. Jinki is looking at Minho sad eyes.
“Minho-yah, she reminds you to Gwiboonnie, right?” Jinki smirked.
Yes, she is too similar. My heart is pounding harder by seeing she grows every day,” Minho said.
“Minho-appa, let’s go home, I’m so sleepy,” Sulli said to Minho.
Minho is confused.
“It’s weekday honey,” Minho caressed Sulli’s cheek.
“They give me a holiday tomorrow, because of my piano recital,” Sulli pouted.
Jinki smiled with understanding. They decided to divide the time for Sulli. Since, Jinki got married. Jinki asked Sulli under his and his wife nurture because Minho’s job doesn’t have much time for Sulli. They were agreed. So on weekday Sulli on Jinki’s house and Minho will spent his time for her at weekend. Because of their love and mixed nurtures, Sulli is growing up with amazing character and brain.
“You might take the day off from your work, Minho-yah. It’s good for both of you hang out at weekday,” Jinki suggested.
Minho sighed, tomorrow he has an important meeting, but who cares. He doesn’t want to feel regretful any longer.
“Okay, let’s go home,” Minho said.
“Yaaaayyy,” Sulli ran to Minho’s embrace.
***,
Dear Jinki,
I know that my life will end soon once I gave a birth.
But I know it worth, my pain will worth if I think about my baby will grow up with Minho and you beside her. Yes, my feeling said that I have a baby girl.
This is my last request not only for you, but this is for Minho too.
Jinki-oppa, could you help Minho to take care of my baby? I believe that you will be a spectacular appa for her. I asked you until Minho have a wife (but I hope not!).
With two spectacular appas beside her, my baby will never feel deprived of love. Please love her as if you love me.
Thank you Jinki for fulfilling my wish, I’m sorry for all the pain I caused. Please give this letter to Minho. I know my beloved husband so well. I know you Minho dear, you will understand.
Ps: I think about “Sulli” for my baby’s name. It’s suited for girl or boy.
***,
“Ohhh, this is Gwiboon-eomma grave?” Sulli asked Minho.
Minho nodded smile. They sit on the rocky chair that prepared beside the grave for the visitor. Sulli approached the pictures on tombstone. She keeps staring at Gwiboon’s picture while Minho is praying.
“Sulli, what are you looking at?” Minho asked while he finished praying.
“No-nothing, it’s just… she is exactly looks like me,” Sulli said. Minho is laughing.
“Off course, dear, Gwiboon-eomma is your real eomma,”
“Yes, I know. But I realized that today Jinki-appa is right. He always says that I really similar like Gwiboon-eomma,”
Minho hugged his 8 years old daughter. They exchange the sight for a moment.
“That was meant that I’m pretty, right?” Sulli said.
Minho nodded but noted himself that his daughter has a really deep self-confident, just like his wife.
“Yes, both of you are my pretty thing ever in my life,” Minho kissed her cheeks.
“If only she still alive, she must be with us right now. We will spend my holiday together,” Sulli pouted sadly.
Minho tightens his embrace.
“Ssshh, don’t be sad,” Minho said.
“Of course I’m sad, because I never had a chance to meet her,”
“Honey, you know what’s your eomma ever said to me when she is pregnant?”
“What is that?”
“She said, if she had a baby, she wants a baby girl,”
“I’m a girl! But why?”
“She wants a baby girl for me. For accompany me when she not beside me any longer,”
Sulli smiled widely.
“Your eomma is right, now I have you to accompany my lonely life without Gwiboon,”
They fell into silent.
“Let’s go somewhere. Say good bye to eomma,” Minho nagged.
“Bye eomma, I love you,” Sulli said.
“Bye yeobo, saranghae,” Minho said.
They were walking away from grave.
‘Bye Sully my daughter, bye Minho my husband, take care, I love you too,’
****
AARRGGHH... my hiatus made my imaginations stuck. i'm sorry for the lack plot.