I feel myself slipping... the sensation of drowning isn't far off from what I'm currently experiencing. Soon I'll have to make the choice between friends and school, which is difficult when the friend pool only has four people in it. I miss my network, my back-ups, my FAMILY from Kitsap. And not the blood related family... friends are the better ( Read more... )

Every so often (and by that I mean every time) I see someone's post that I appreciate/sympathize with/laugh at etc., I spend a few seconds looking for the "like" button.

Fucking Facebook.

SHALLOW PEOPLE CAN SUCK A DICK. AND NOT IN THE GOOD WAY.

.... we have no painkillers." This was the phrase uttered by my Music History teacher last quarter when she broke her finger and was offered an aspirin. Bitch is hardcore. This class is either going to be Hell or Heaven, which is fitting considering we're going through Baroque music ( Read more... )

I've found a new hobby; sitting at the library and listening to people get pissed off when they don't get their way. I might make transcripts. And then publish them.

Women to friend, discussing me; "See, not everyone in a pea coat and scarf is a raging homosexual." There was a time this would have made me happy. That time is passed. FML.

Today I checked a box and went $10,000 into debt. If I was less responsible with money, I could have gone 15 or 20,000 dollars MORE into debt. Seriously, that is crazy. Also, after I realized what I had done I started hyperventilating. I really want to play video games right now.

While everyone moves forward, I feel still.  I am in a constant state of waiting, never starting things nor finishing them.  When all around you is thrusting ahead, who's to say it's not you slipping back, losing ground, being left.  Patience is key, let's hope I have it.

Home again, until January when Ellensburg will be home.  Crazy ( Read more... )

Seriously getting tired of this shit.

Who needs people anyway?

I do.

Fuck.