I have finally come to the point in my life, where i need to spread my wings and fly. There is nothing in ventura that really does it for me anymore except the weather, and my mom and dad. I no longer feel the need to be anyone's friend. That sounds really bad, because i love all my friends, but i'm just at a point in life where i'm not depended ( Read more... )

My intent is not for you to pity me in anyway. I'm sorry for everything that has happened, whether it is seen as my doing or not. For if i would have know what others thought i would have played my cards differently. I never meant to damage my friendships with anyone, or anyones friendships with anyone else. I am truely sorry for the events ( Read more... )

I'm tired of letting my conscience get in the way

And there's a shadow in the sky , and it looks like rain, and shit is gonna fly once again

I don't want ambivalence no more

I am so tired of mirrors

Well as you can tell, i'm not sure why i am updating! Here are some random thoughts about things back home ( Read more... )

Ok first off, J & A core needs to stop fighting because if they don't macdaddy is going to kick their ass! I don't care what the problem is, you guys are both bigger than that, just call it quits. I love you guys very much, just cut it out, and when everything is done and over with, and your core is solid, and my crew is back in action, we should ( Read more... )

So I'm back, and its good to be home. This is going to sound really stupid, but i missed my parents when i was gone. When i got back all i really wanted to do was see my family, and hang out with a few of my friends. I am ready to leave again though. It would be nice to just take off with the guys and go somewhere. I can't wait till next ( Read more... )

I'm BBAAACCCCKKKKK!!!!! Word yo! Back in the mother fuckin house! Call me!

Ashleigh Doleman (A of J & A CORE) is by far one of the funniest people in the world. James (J of J & A CORE) is one sexy mama. D….D….D…DAMN!!! WORD YO! Look bitch! LOL! Great times, I need my weekly dosage of J & A CORE! On the other hand, wait I only have one hand, because the other one died. I think I should staple them together, good ( Read more... )

Ok so right now summer sucks. I know that it just started but it completely sucks. My daily schedule consists of practically working at both jobs, one in the morning, then i have a 4 hour break and go to the other one at night. Very repetative. It earns me money, but i just like being free, and having two jobs that i am obligated to, makes me ( Read more... )

I've already done that, it got me nowhere, it brought me nothing ( Read more... )