[drabble] A Beautiful Mess: Crash into me
Title: Crash into me
Pairing: Implied JinxKame and implied TempoxKame
Rating: G
Genre: Am not sure... romance maybe...
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are good friends and band mates. But people around them kept on saying that they aren’t. And Jin is getting more and more confused.
Word Count: 1,088
Disclaimer: oh how I wish they are really mine XD
Beta: piperr0919 thank you ♥
A/N: It's kind of like a multidrabble (^^) and this is inspired by Dave Matthew's Band 'Crash into me'
Jin stared at his own reflection in the mirror. He frowned at the eye bags beneath his eyes and when he remembered what had caused it, his frown deepened and a tiny tint of blush adorned his cheeks.
“You look like shit.”
He glanced at the person beside him in the mirror.
“I know,” he muttered back.
“What happened?”
His face felt warm and he cleared his throat. “Nothing happened.”
The person beside him raised a brow. “I noticed it Jin.”
“What?”
“You’re not looking at him,” Koki gestured to a small figure at the other end of the room.
Jin didn’t reply to that.
“He noticed it too and he’s been complaining to me about it.”
Jin looked at Koki, biting his lower lip, contemplating whether to tell the other or not. The rapper of the group raised a questioning brow.
“Can I trust you with something?”
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“Can you repeat that?”
“I’m not going to repeat it again,” Jin retorted back tetchily, his face burning red with embarrassment now.
Koki looked at him, fully amused. “You’re having those boy-dreams of Kame-chan?”
“Shut up,” Jin murmured, covering his face with his hands.
“What did you dream of?”
Jin turned towards the other glaring. Koki chuckled in amusement.
“Do you get hard every time you see him?”
“Shut up Koki…”
Somehow that made Koki stops laughing. There was an awkward silence, before realisation dawned upon the other's face.
“You do?” Koki looked at him in disbelief.
Jin whimpered, covering his face again. “I don’t know how to face him anymore…”
Koki sighed. “This is serious. We need to settle this problem.”
“But… how?” Jin glanced up, brows furrowed.
“We need to find out why you had that dream in the first place.” There was a pause, and a smirked appeared on Koki’s face “So… what did Kame-chan do in your dream?”
“I’m not going to tell you.”
“But, it’s important for our investigation,” Koki put on a serious face.
“Stupid baldy, I am definitely not going to tell you.”
Koki laughed heartily, giving him a gentle pat on his shoulder. He turned to his friend and he saw the gentle look on the other’s face.
“Hey… are you sure about your feelings towards Kame-chan?”
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Jin remembered clearly the cause of his dreams… well… he did think that it was the cause of his dreams. He released a deep sigh, staring blankly at the magazine in his hand. This is what it said, ‘Curiosity kills the cat’ and it was because of his curiosity that his feelings started to get complicated. In the past, he was sure that what he felt towards the younger boy was only adoration, protectiveness and some called it as ‘The turtle-complex’.
He sighed again after giving himself a hard smack on the forehead, he muttered, “You’re stupid Jin, you shouldn’t have peeked when he was having his shower.”
But he was curious. He was curious on why certain men looked at the younger one like ‘that’. He wouldn’t deny the fact that Kazuya was indeed a beautiful boy but…
He groaned as the image of the younger one’s naked form flashed through his head. He had seen the other half-naked almost everyday and a naked Kazuya shouldn’t have been a big deal but…
This is crazy. You’re turning crazy Jin…
“Jin?”
The familiar voice made his breath hitch. Clearing his throat he replied a “Yeah?” without looking at the other.
“Are you mad at me or something?”
That caused him to look up towards the owner of the voice.
“What? No.”
“But you're acting like you are.” Kazuya said defiantly.
“I’m not.” Jin replied back as defiant as the other.
A frown etched on the younger man’s face. “But you’re not looking at me every time we talk.”
“I have my own reasons.”
“And that is?”
“I don’t want to tell you.”
Giving out a frustrated sigh, the younger man kneels in front of him and cupped his face. Jin quickly averted his gaze away whilst his heart started to beat furiously against his ribcage.
“Look at me.”
Jin immediately closed his eyes tightly. You would never know what you were going to do, if the person that keeps crashing into your most private of dreams is right in front of you, so close that you can smell his scent.
“I’m not going to look at you,” he said stubbornly and he knew that he should have pushed the other's hands away from his face, but he couldn’t even move due to his nervousness.
He waited for the other to throw a tantrum as always, but instead the warm hands against his face suddenly pulled away. That made him open his eyes and he sighed softly in relief, when he saw the other was still kneeling in front of him, face obscured.
“You said that you were okay with it…” a whisper.
Eh?
“I disgust you isn’t it?”
What?
“You should have said it straight to my face that night.”
There was a sniff and the figure in front of him started to push himself off the floor to stand up.
What? Wait!
In reflex, Jin reached out towards the other and pulled the smaller figure back to his place on the floor in front of him.
“Look at me,” Jin demanded; dreading the fact that he had made the younger one cry.
“No.”
Jin gave out a frustrated sigh. “I’m sorry.”
Kazuya turned to him slowly and he couldn’t stop himself from smiling at the sight in front of him, though he could feel his heart aching at the sight of the other’s tears.
“You look ugly when you cry.”
“You’re uglier,” the other retorted back. “And I hate you for making me cry.”
He knew that Kazuya didn’t literally mean it but he couldn’t help to take it to heart.
“And you’re going to hate me even more when I tell you why I avoided looking at you.”
Kazuya looked at him in confusion as he leaned closer.
In a whisper, he said, “Because every time I looked at you, all I want to do is this…”
He placed his lips against Kazuya’s and he could feel the other stiffen. He knew that what he did was wrong, for Kazuya was not his to kiss but… he had never felt so right.
When he finally moved away, breaking the kiss, the younger one stared at him in daze.
“And I want you all by myself…” Jin breathed against the other’s face.
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
Crash into me - Dave Matthew's Band
End
A/N: somehow this story turns out to be not as I expected... and I really hope that you like this update ♥ heheh and no, i didn't forget about TOP, he is still in the story maybe in the next part?
and as always, feedbacks are always ♥
Pairing: Implied JinxKame and implied TempoxKame
Rating: G
Genre: Am not sure... romance maybe...
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are good friends and band mates. But people around them kept on saying that they aren’t. And Jin is getting more and more confused.
Word Count: 1,088
Disclaimer: oh how I wish they are really mine XD
Beta: piperr0919 thank you ♥
A/N: It's kind of like a multidrabble (^^) and this is inspired by Dave Matthew's Band 'Crash into me'
Jin stared at his own reflection in the mirror. He frowned at the eye bags beneath his eyes and when he remembered what had caused it, his frown deepened and a tiny tint of blush adorned his cheeks.
“You look like shit.”
He glanced at the person beside him in the mirror.
“I know,” he muttered back.
“What happened?”
His face felt warm and he cleared his throat. “Nothing happened.”
The person beside him raised a brow. “I noticed it Jin.”
“What?”
“You’re not looking at him,” Koki gestured to a small figure at the other end of the room.
Jin didn’t reply to that.
“He noticed it too and he’s been complaining to me about it.”
Jin looked at Koki, biting his lower lip, contemplating whether to tell the other or not. The rapper of the group raised a questioning brow.
“Can I trust you with something?”
----------------------
“Can you repeat that?”
“I’m not going to repeat it again,” Jin retorted back tetchily, his face burning red with embarrassment now.
Koki looked at him, fully amused. “You’re having those boy-dreams of Kame-chan?”
“Shut up,” Jin murmured, covering his face with his hands.
“What did you dream of?”
Jin turned towards the other glaring. Koki chuckled in amusement.
“Do you get hard every time you see him?”
“Shut up Koki…”
Somehow that made Koki stops laughing. There was an awkward silence, before realisation dawned upon the other's face.
“You do?” Koki looked at him in disbelief.
Jin whimpered, covering his face again. “I don’t know how to face him anymore…”
Koki sighed. “This is serious. We need to settle this problem.”
“But… how?” Jin glanced up, brows furrowed.
“We need to find out why you had that dream in the first place.” There was a pause, and a smirked appeared on Koki’s face “So… what did Kame-chan do in your dream?”
“I’m not going to tell you.”
“But, it’s important for our investigation,” Koki put on a serious face.
“Stupid baldy, I am definitely not going to tell you.”
Koki laughed heartily, giving him a gentle pat on his shoulder. He turned to his friend and he saw the gentle look on the other’s face.
“Hey… are you sure about your feelings towards Kame-chan?”
-------------------------------
Jin remembered clearly the cause of his dreams… well… he did think that it was the cause of his dreams. He released a deep sigh, staring blankly at the magazine in his hand. This is what it said, ‘Curiosity kills the cat’ and it was because of his curiosity that his feelings started to get complicated. In the past, he was sure that what he felt towards the younger boy was only adoration, protectiveness and some called it as ‘The turtle-complex’.
He sighed again after giving himself a hard smack on the forehead, he muttered, “You’re stupid Jin, you shouldn’t have peeked when he was having his shower.”
But he was curious. He was curious on why certain men looked at the younger one like ‘that’. He wouldn’t deny the fact that Kazuya was indeed a beautiful boy but…
He groaned as the image of the younger one’s naked form flashed through his head. He had seen the other half-naked almost everyday and a naked Kazuya shouldn’t have been a big deal but…
This is crazy. You’re turning crazy Jin…
“Jin?”
The familiar voice made his breath hitch. Clearing his throat he replied a “Yeah?” without looking at the other.
“Are you mad at me or something?”
That caused him to look up towards the owner of the voice.
“What? No.”
“But you're acting like you are.” Kazuya said defiantly.
“I’m not.” Jin replied back as defiant as the other.
A frown etched on the younger man’s face. “But you’re not looking at me every time we talk.”
“I have my own reasons.”
“And that is?”
“I don’t want to tell you.”
Giving out a frustrated sigh, the younger man kneels in front of him and cupped his face. Jin quickly averted his gaze away whilst his heart started to beat furiously against his ribcage.
“Look at me.”
Jin immediately closed his eyes tightly. You would never know what you were going to do, if the person that keeps crashing into your most private of dreams is right in front of you, so close that you can smell his scent.
“I’m not going to look at you,” he said stubbornly and he knew that he should have pushed the other's hands away from his face, but he couldn’t even move due to his nervousness.
He waited for the other to throw a tantrum as always, but instead the warm hands against his face suddenly pulled away. That made him open his eyes and he sighed softly in relief, when he saw the other was still kneeling in front of him, face obscured.
“You said that you were okay with it…” a whisper.
Eh?
“I disgust you isn’t it?”
What?
“You should have said it straight to my face that night.”
There was a sniff and the figure in front of him started to push himself off the floor to stand up.
What? Wait!
In reflex, Jin reached out towards the other and pulled the smaller figure back to his place on the floor in front of him.
“Look at me,” Jin demanded; dreading the fact that he had made the younger one cry.
“No.”
Jin gave out a frustrated sigh. “I’m sorry.”
Kazuya turned to him slowly and he couldn’t stop himself from smiling at the sight in front of him, though he could feel his heart aching at the sight of the other’s tears.
“You look ugly when you cry.”
“You’re uglier,” the other retorted back. “And I hate you for making me cry.”
He knew that Kazuya didn’t literally mean it but he couldn’t help to take it to heart.
“And you’re going to hate me even more when I tell you why I avoided looking at you.”
Kazuya looked at him in confusion as he leaned closer.
In a whisper, he said, “Because every time I looked at you, all I want to do is this…”
He placed his lips against Kazuya’s and he could feel the other stiffen. He knew that what he did was wrong, for Kazuya was not his to kiss but… he had never felt so right.
When he finally moved away, breaking the kiss, the younger one stared at him in daze.
“And I want you all by myself…” Jin breathed against the other’s face.
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
Crash into me - Dave Matthew's Band
End
A/N: somehow this story turns out to be not as I expected... and I really hope that you like this update ♥ heheh and no, i didn't forget about TOP, he is still in the story maybe in the next part?
and as always, feedbacks are always ♥