[drabble] A Beautiful Mess: I wanna freely love you
Title: I wanna freely love you
Pairing: Implied JinxKame and implied TempoxKame
Rating: G
Genre: Am not sure... romance maybe...
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are good friends and band mates. But people around them kept on saying that they aren’t: Kazuya has finally make his choice... but, something happen.
Word Count: 1, 053
Disclaimer: oh how I wish they are really mine XD
Beta: piperr0919 thank you ♥
A/N: It's kind of like a multidrabble (^^) and sorry, there is no fanart in this one. It's been busy and lol, I've been making time too much on that one particular angel!kame heheh (^^;) and the title I stole from CHARA'S song (^^;)
Kazuya stared into the mirror, watching the deft hands of his stylist styling up his hair for the next show.
“I heard that you are friends with Choi-san?” Tamio whispered excitedly.
He gave a conscious smile, nodding his head slowly.
“He is very good looking isn’t he?”
Kazuya glanced to the right, and from the mirror, he could see the said man standing at the corner of the room talking animatedly with Verbal-san from M-Flo, and smiled meaningfully. Seung Hyun had always been a person that could attract people’s attention with just one glance.
“He is.”
Tamio beamed, “You always have that smile when you’re talking about him. It’s very suspicious.”
He chuckled in embarrassment, waving his hands dismissively. “Are you implying something Tamio-san?”
The pleasant looking woman simply shrugged, but the smile was still plastered on her face. “You have that smile too when you’re talking about Akanishi-kun.”
His laughter faded and he smiled at that comment. “You’re seeing too much Tamio-san.”
Tamio sighed softly. “I didn’t mean to pry, but I’ve been working with you for 3 years now. You’re like a kid brother to me and woman instincts are always right.”
He looked at her in the mirror, and she gave him a warm smile. “Just do what you think it’s right.” And she gave out a dramatic sigh, “Your dilemma-aura has been giving me the vibes.”
He couldn’t help but smile at her expression and nodded his head. “I’ll do my best.”
“Okay everyone, get ready! You still have 15 minutes before the show!” A loud voice was heard and when Kazuya stood up from his chair, his eyes caught Jin’s. The older man gave him a wide grin, wiggled his brows and tripped Maru, who was having a heated conversation with Taguchi.
A squeal and Ueda’s voice, “I’ll rescue you Yuichi!” before a loud, “Akanishi!” was heard. Kazuya laughed loudly at that and the proud look on Jin’s face had never been that cute.
He had always known that Jin was special to him, but a few events that had happened made him realize his hidden feelings towards the other. He loved Seung Hyun and he loved Jin… Kazuya smiled bitterly to himself as he stole a glance at the tall man at the other end of the line. Seung Hyun had always been trusting and had never said anything about him and Jin, but he could feel that he had hurt the younger man.
He bit his lower lip thoughtfully. It’s time for him to do something about it.
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Kazuya placed his hand on the doorknob, face twisted with frustration. Everything had turned out wrong and he didn’t know how to face his band mates who were now at the other side of the door… especially Jin. But running away is not the option; it had never been an option…
Taking a deep breath, he turned the knob and entered the dressing room, trying to look as calm as possible as he could.
“Kame-chan, are you okay?”
“What did he say?”
He looked at them and forced a comforting smile. He noticed that Jin was not around…
“How did this happen?” Koki asked heatedly throwing a magazine across the table shouting, “Damn paparazzi,” before giving him a tight hug.
“Group hugs everyone!” Taguchi said loudly, and everyone in the room gave him a hug, except one particular person that he wanted to see the most…
Kazuya cried silently…
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He stared at the big bold letters in the magazine and felt his heart aching. He was lucky that Johnny-san didn’t say much about it, only getting a 6 month suspension from any solo activities in return. On the bright side, maybe he could take this as a vacation that he had always needed.
“ONLY FRIENDS?” Kazuya read the statement aloud.
It was ironic actually, that the scandal had turned out to be a big deal when he had put an end to it. He stared at the picture of him and Seung Hyun standing in front of the younger man’s hotel window, looking as though they were kissing.
“I guess… that’s why you didn’t come last night?”
Jin’s voice startled him, and he quickly turned his head towards it. “Jin…”
The older man’s face hardened and in big strides, made his way towards his bag, and picking it up.
“You don’t have to explain anything. I understand everything.”
“Wait!” Kazuya threw the magazine away and was about to catch up when his phone rang. He ignored it, clinging onto the other’s jacket. “It’s not like what it seems… I really…”
“Your phone is ringing. It could be your boyfriend.” Jin cut him off.
And as if in reflex, he let go off Jin’s jacket. The other gave him a sad smile, turned towards the door and walked away. Kazuya could hear Jin’s steps echoing in the empty hallway, and finally disappearing. His phone stopped ringing and it was then, he realized that he didn’t want it to end that way.
Running as fast as he could, trying to catch up with the other, he murmured… “Stupid…I told you before not to let me go…”
“Jin!” he shouted loudly, when he saw the older man at the other at the side of the road. He knew that he was attracting people’s attention, but maybe, just maybe, Jin would not ignore him this way.
“Jin!” he shouted again and he knew that Jin heard it, by how the older man flinched slightly.
“Jin! You idiot!” No response.
“Akanishi! You dumbass! Stop right there!” he could feel his heart sink when the other continued to ignore him, and turned away from the road. He needed to catch up. He wanted to talk with the other and confess his feelings.
Assuring that the road was safe, he started to run across, when he heard a horn blare and he turned towards the sound. Lights flashed. And somehow, time moved so slowly. Kazuya could see the scene around him spinning in slow motion and felt his body was hurling through the air, before crashing back down on the hard rough road. The horn kept blaring, and then it stopped. People started to shout and he knew that he was supposed to feel the pain, but nothing came.
Kazuya closed his eyes.
tbc
A/N: Yes it is almost the end, maybe there would be 3 or 2 chapters more before this multidrabble of mine would end. So... how was it? I really hope that you enjoy this and yes to lessen up the suspense I'll try to update as soon as I can, maybe in the weekends.
and as always feedbacks are very much love ♥
Pairing: Implied JinxKame and implied TempoxKame
Rating: G
Genre: Am not sure... romance maybe...
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are good friends and band mates. But people around them kept on saying that they aren’t: Kazuya has finally make his choice... but, something happen.
Word Count: 1, 053
Disclaimer: oh how I wish they are really mine XD
Beta: piperr0919 thank you ♥
A/N: It's kind of like a multidrabble (^^) and sorry, there is no fanart in this one. It's been busy and lol, I've been making time too much on that one particular angel!kame heheh (^^;) and the title I stole from CHARA'S song (^^;)
Kazuya stared into the mirror, watching the deft hands of his stylist styling up his hair for the next show.
“I heard that you are friends with Choi-san?” Tamio whispered excitedly.
He gave a conscious smile, nodding his head slowly.
“He is very good looking isn’t he?”
Kazuya glanced to the right, and from the mirror, he could see the said man standing at the corner of the room talking animatedly with Verbal-san from M-Flo, and smiled meaningfully. Seung Hyun had always been a person that could attract people’s attention with just one glance.
“He is.”
Tamio beamed, “You always have that smile when you’re talking about him. It’s very suspicious.”
He chuckled in embarrassment, waving his hands dismissively. “Are you implying something Tamio-san?”
The pleasant looking woman simply shrugged, but the smile was still plastered on her face. “You have that smile too when you’re talking about Akanishi-kun.”
His laughter faded and he smiled at that comment. “You’re seeing too much Tamio-san.”
Tamio sighed softly. “I didn’t mean to pry, but I’ve been working with you for 3 years now. You’re like a kid brother to me and woman instincts are always right.”
He looked at her in the mirror, and she gave him a warm smile. “Just do what you think it’s right.” And she gave out a dramatic sigh, “Your dilemma-aura has been giving me the vibes.”
He couldn’t help but smile at her expression and nodded his head. “I’ll do my best.”
“Okay everyone, get ready! You still have 15 minutes before the show!” A loud voice was heard and when Kazuya stood up from his chair, his eyes caught Jin’s. The older man gave him a wide grin, wiggled his brows and tripped Maru, who was having a heated conversation with Taguchi.
A squeal and Ueda’s voice, “I’ll rescue you Yuichi!” before a loud, “Akanishi!” was heard. Kazuya laughed loudly at that and the proud look on Jin’s face had never been that cute.
He had always known that Jin was special to him, but a few events that had happened made him realize his hidden feelings towards the other. He loved Seung Hyun and he loved Jin… Kazuya smiled bitterly to himself as he stole a glance at the tall man at the other end of the line. Seung Hyun had always been trusting and had never said anything about him and Jin, but he could feel that he had hurt the younger man.
He bit his lower lip thoughtfully. It’s time for him to do something about it.
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Kazuya placed his hand on the doorknob, face twisted with frustration. Everything had turned out wrong and he didn’t know how to face his band mates who were now at the other side of the door… especially Jin. But running away is not the option; it had never been an option…
Taking a deep breath, he turned the knob and entered the dressing room, trying to look as calm as possible as he could.
“Kame-chan, are you okay?”
“What did he say?”
He looked at them and forced a comforting smile. He noticed that Jin was not around…
“How did this happen?” Koki asked heatedly throwing a magazine across the table shouting, “Damn paparazzi,” before giving him a tight hug.
“Group hugs everyone!” Taguchi said loudly, and everyone in the room gave him a hug, except one particular person that he wanted to see the most…
Kazuya cried silently…
-----------------------------
He stared at the big bold letters in the magazine and felt his heart aching. He was lucky that Johnny-san didn’t say much about it, only getting a 6 month suspension from any solo activities in return. On the bright side, maybe he could take this as a vacation that he had always needed.
“ONLY FRIENDS?” Kazuya read the statement aloud.
It was ironic actually, that the scandal had turned out to be a big deal when he had put an end to it. He stared at the picture of him and Seung Hyun standing in front of the younger man’s hotel window, looking as though they were kissing.
“I guess… that’s why you didn’t come last night?”
Jin’s voice startled him, and he quickly turned his head towards it. “Jin…”
The older man’s face hardened and in big strides, made his way towards his bag, and picking it up.
“You don’t have to explain anything. I understand everything.”
“Wait!” Kazuya threw the magazine away and was about to catch up when his phone rang. He ignored it, clinging onto the other’s jacket. “It’s not like what it seems… I really…”
“Your phone is ringing. It could be your boyfriend.” Jin cut him off.
And as if in reflex, he let go off Jin’s jacket. The other gave him a sad smile, turned towards the door and walked away. Kazuya could hear Jin’s steps echoing in the empty hallway, and finally disappearing. His phone stopped ringing and it was then, he realized that he didn’t want it to end that way.
Running as fast as he could, trying to catch up with the other, he murmured… “Stupid…I told you before not to let me go…”
“Jin!” he shouted loudly, when he saw the older man at the other at the side of the road. He knew that he was attracting people’s attention, but maybe, just maybe, Jin would not ignore him this way.
“Jin!” he shouted again and he knew that Jin heard it, by how the older man flinched slightly.
“Jin! You idiot!” No response.
“Akanishi! You dumbass! Stop right there!” he could feel his heart sink when the other continued to ignore him, and turned away from the road. He needed to catch up. He wanted to talk with the other and confess his feelings.
Assuring that the road was safe, he started to run across, when he heard a horn blare and he turned towards the sound. Lights flashed. And somehow, time moved so slowly. Kazuya could see the scene around him spinning in slow motion and felt his body was hurling through the air, before crashing back down on the hard rough road. The horn kept blaring, and then it stopped. People started to shout and he knew that he was supposed to feel the pain, but nothing came.
Kazuya closed his eyes.
tbc
A/N: Yes it is almost the end, maybe there would be 3 or 2 chapters more before this multidrabble of mine would end. So... how was it? I really hope that you enjoy this and yes to lessen up the suspense I'll try to update as soon as I can, maybe in the weekends.
and as always feedbacks are very much love ♥