[drabble] A Beautiful Mess: My heart...
Title: My heart...
Pairing: Implied JinxKame and implied TempoxKame
Rating: G
Genre: Am not sure... romance maybe... hahah definitely romance ♥
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are good friends and band mates. But people around them kept on saying that they aren’t: Jin and Seung Hyun finally had a talk.
Word Count: 1, 443
Disclaimer: oh how I wish they are really mine XD
Beta: piperr0919 thank you ♥
A/N: It's kind of like a multidrabble (^^) and it is almost the end (^^)
“Jin! You idiot!”
Jin could hear Kazuya’s voice clearly despite the heavy traffic but he decided to ignore it. Why should he even care when Kazuya didn’t even care about him anymore?
“Akanishi! You dumbass! Stop right there!”
He turned away from the road, ignoring the eyes that were watching him, and that was when he heard tyres screeching, horns blaring and people shouting.
“Did you see that?”
“Kamenashi-kun!”
“He practically flew.”
His heart stopped as he turned slowly to the scene. A few people were still watching him, whispering to themselves and he could hear the chattering saying,
“It’s all Akanishi’s fault.”
“Kamenashi-kun was crossing the road trying to catch up when the car hit him.”
He stood rooted to the spot; the crowd made way for the ambulance and when he caught a glimpse of the other’s hand on the stretcher he finally broke out from his daze dashed towards the scene.
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“Is he going to be okay?” he asked one of the paramedics when he was allowed to follow them into the ambulance.
The young man in front of him gave him a rueful smile. “I’m not sure Akanishi-san.”
He turned his gaze onto the now pale Kazuya on the stretcher. Blood was everywhere and that was when he realized the situation he was in. He finally released a choke sob, covering his face with his hands. His heart felt as if it was going to burst open and it hurt so… so much. It was entirely his fault, he should have listened to the other… he should have…
He feels as if someone had snatched his life away from him… and it wasn’t even him lying unconscious on the stretcher.
Maybe this was how it felt like when your entire world crumbled away beneath your feet…
Seung Hyun pushed his way through the reporters and cameramen towards the hospital’s entrance, with his guard covering him. As if knowing the reason of why he had come, one of the nurses nodded her head, telling him to follow her.
His heart was beating furiously, as he walked along the corridor. He knew he had reached his destination when he saw the familiar faces sitting on the seats and on the floor.
“He is still in the operation room; you can wait here Choi-san.”
He nodded his head curtly and the others noticed his presence. A man he knew as Yamapi walked towards him and gave him a weary smile.
“How long has he been in there?” he asked softly as he felt his chest give a dull throb, and it hurt.
“3 hours…”
He looked around, searching for one particular person. The one particular person that had caused everything to all turn out the way it was now.
“If you are looking for Jin, he’s at the emergency staircase.”
He gave a slight smile, thanked the other and turned to walk towards the staircase.
“Choi-san,” the other man started taking hold of his shoulder, “But could you talk to him later?”
He shook his head; and whilst he walked towards it, he could feel everyone’s eyes on him. And just when he was about to turn the knob towards the staircase, he felt someone placing a hand on his arm.
“Choi-san…”
He turned towards the owner of the hand. “Tanaka-san…”
“I know… about you, Kazuya and Jin… and I know everything is not your fault, but can you please go easy on him?”
Seeing the worried look on the shorter man’s face, he nodded his head and after taking a deep breath he opened the door and walked in.
A figure was sitting on one of the steps, his back to him and he could see that the other was smoking and… shaking…
Seung Hyun cleared his throat. “Akanishi-san.”
He could see the other man flinch and turned to him slowly. He stared at the sight in front of him. Shaking hands, swollen eyes and blood stained shirt. The older man gave him a weak smile.
“You’re here already… you want a smoke?”
He somehow didn’t feel mad anymore…
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Both of them sat at the staircase in silence. Seung Hyun gave the man beside him a covert glance.
“Are you okay?”
Jin shook his head.
“You’re there when it happened?” he asked gesturing at the blood-stained shirt.
The older man smiled bitterly, “Everything was my fault, if I hadn’t come between you two this would never have happened and Kazuya wouldn’t be in that room and I would not fee…”
“You do love him, don’t you Akanishi-san?”
The older man finally broke down and sobbed out a yes.
Seung Hyun took a deep breath and though it hurt for him to say it, but he said it nevertheless, “So tell him that when he wakes up.”
Jin glanced up, staring at him in disbelief and whilst the other smiled, letting out a deep sigh.
“I do envy you very much Akanishi-san. Kazuya really treasures his relationship with you a lot.” He smiled at a memory, “Before, I’d asked a question, that if the both us had fallen out from a ship into the storming sea, which one of us would he save? And you know what he said?”
Seung Hyun bit his lip. He had asked that question just because he had felt like it and was a little bit jealous of Jin, but he didn’t expect that Kazuya’s answer would make him feel more insecure. He still remembered the way the smaller man replied,
“I’ll save you of course… but after making sure that you are safe, I’ll jump down into the sea and follow Jin.”
Seung Hyun scoffed and turned to the other, “That’s what he said. And when I asked why, he told me that you are his life. Can you believe that he said that to his own boyfriend?”
That cause the other man scoff too but Seung Hyun could see the tears in the other’s eyes, “Still an insensitive bastard… but I never knew that Kazuya could be that sappy…”
And he couldn’t deny that the other one was happy to hear it. Seung Hyun felt as if someone had stabbed him directly through his heart. It hurt… a lot… but after that moment, when Kazuya had said that, he knew that Kazuya wasn’t even his in the first place.
“But… he is my life too…” he heard the other whisper and deep within his heart, he really wished that Kazuya would make it through. He had to.
“Hey Akanishi-san… can I have a smoke too?”
Jin gazed at the figure that was lying on the bed. The doctor had said that Kazuya was lucky for not having any serious internal injuries other than breaking both his legs, an arm, a rib and having a swollen scratched face.
Seung Hyun had left after making sure that Kazuya was safe and he couldn’t stay because of the scandal anyway. Someone patted him on the shoulder.
“Akanishi-kun, you better go home. A lot has happened to you today.”
Kazuya’s father gave him a warm smile. “You don’t have to worry; Kouji would be here for the night.”
Jin nodded his head slowly, and turned to look at Pi, who was standing at the door. But before that, he walked towards the figure on the bed, leaned closer and whispered, “I’ll wait for you to give me a hard slap on the head for being an idiot…” He smiled slightly, “I’ll always wait for you…”
He excused himself and followed Pi, and they both walked down the hallway together. Pi gave him a glance.
“Are you ready for…?” Pi takes a look at his wrist watch and chuckled, “For this morning?”
Jin nodded his head.
“You know that the media and the fans, especially Kazuya’s, wouldn’t go easy on you.”
“I know… but if Kazuya is fine, I am fine.”
His friend sighed softly, with an amused smile on his face. “It has only been 3 months, and a lot of things has happened and changed hasn’t it?”
Jin raised a brow, slightly annoyed. “I like the changes.”
“I know you do,” Pi grinned. “So make the best out of it.”
Jin smiled, feeling somewhat content. “I really love him, Pi… and he loves me back…”
Pi scoffed and rolled his eyes. “And I’ve been telling you that since forever.”
He chuckled tightening his jacket around himself. The first thing he would do when he meets Kazuya later that day, only if Johnny-san wouldn’t kill him yet, is to kiss the other. Yeah… he would do that…
“Jin… could you please wipe that perverted grin off your face!”
End
A/N: lol though I wrote End there it is not the end yet XD so how was this? I hope that you all would like it, or is it kind of fast paced? and as always feedbacks are ♥