Title: A.S
Pairing: JinxKame
Rating: PG-18 *sorry not sure... can anyone help me?*
Genre: Romance
Summary: This is the sequel of
A Beautiful Mess Jin and Kame are now officially together and in love. But love is not always a bed of roses...: Let's not chase the world but make another one just for you and me...
Word Count: 1, 076
Disclaimer: It's sad that they aren't mine... they own themselves
Beta:
piperr0919 thank you dearie ♥
A/N: (^^) this is inspired by 'A.S' sung by Nell. I'm not sure what it stands for, but someone in YT says it stands for After Sex XD. Yup it explains all XD my first time writing something more than pg though I'm sure it's not that clear? Maybe subtle sex? XD
Jin held the smaller figure tight against his chest and he could feel the other nuzzle his face against his shoulder. He squirmed slightly when the other accidentally rubbed against his collarbone and somehow that caused Kazuya to wake up.
“Is it morning already?” Kazuya asked in a raspy voice, glancing up at him.
“No… not yet…”
“You’re not sleeping?” Kazuya’s gaze was still unfocused, but he had really missed this view. He really missed the way Kazuya would kiss him sleepily in the mornings while his hair was in a complete disarray. Jin caressed the other’s cheek gently, placing a soft kiss onto the pouty mouth and he smiled when he heard the other sigh contentedly.
“We didn’t even get to talk yet,” Jin whispered and he could see a tiny hint of blush on the younger one’s cheek.
“I really missed you…” he whispered again and Kazuya closed his eyes, whispering back, “I missed you too…”
He trailed his fingers along the other’s spine, stopping at the curve of the other’s behind, drawing circles absently with his fingers against the smaller man’s warm skin. He kissed the other’s shoulder softly and he heard the other give a soft whimper of protest.
“Stop it…”
“You don’t like it?” he asked huskily, planting butterfly kisses on Kazuya’s neck, smirking in the process when he felt the other lean against his touch.
“I don’t like it…”
His smirk turned wider, “So why are you rubbing yourself in an oh-so-sexy-way against me?”
Kazuya pushed him away though he couldn’t even move that far, for his arm has already securely wrapped around the other’s little waist, and when he saw Kazuya’s flushed face, his smirk broke into a huge grin…
“Stop it pervert!” the other protested, brows furrowed together and Jin couldn’t resist the urge to tease the younger one. He pushed his hips against the other, groaning softly by the friction but his action had emitted a surprise moan from Kazuya, that when he saw the horrified expression on the other’s face, he couldn’t help but laugh.
“You sound like a girl,” Jin commented between laughs and before he knew it, Kazuya was already straddling him, trapping both of his hands at each side of his head.
He stopped laughing and stared at the figure above him. He was not sure what kind of expression he wore right now but when he saw the irritated look on the other’s face, he knew that Kazuya didn’t expect him to react that way.
“What are you grinning about?” Kazuya growled softly.
“I’m imagining you riding me,” he simply answered and the other gaped at his answer.
“How come you are this perverted?” the smaller one asked in mild shock.
“Since you got me sexually deprived for almost a year,” Jin replied teasingly and had expected the other to counter back, but he could feel the other tense slightly as the grip around his wrists loosened.
“Kazu?” he pushed himself up with his elbows when the other was silent for a while.
“I’m sorry…”
Jin heard the broken note in the younger man’s voice and he pushed himself up.
“I’m sorry…” Kazuya kept on repeating his apologies and Jin pulled the smaller figure on his lap into a tight embrace.
“It’s okay… we’re together now…” he whispered, “Just don’t go as you please anymore okay?”
“I’m sorry…”
Jin hushed the other gently and when he felt that Kazuya had calmed down, he murmured, “Let’s go away… away from all of this… and build our own world somewhere… far away…”
Kazuya pushed himself away slightly to look at his face. Jin couldn’t help to feel a little bit happy to see the tears in the other’s eyes. It made him know that it wasn’t easy for Kazuya too, for the past year and it made him sure that what Kazuya felt towards him was as strong as his feelings towards the other too.
“But what about everyone? What about KAT-TUN and… your mom…”
“I only want you…”
Kazuya reached out to touch his face, giving him a gentle smile. “We can’t run forever Jin…”
“But… I don’t think I could stand it if you left me again…” he panicked, “I would die…”
Kazuya gave him a soft kiss on the lips. “I won’t leave you ever again. I promised,” Kazuya said in assurance and he knew that the other wasn’t lying, but he couldn’t help but to feel insecure. What if one day he woke up and the other was already gone? He couldn’t face that pain anymore.
“But you promised too that you would never let me go… but you did…”
He didn’t care if he was acting childish right now but he really didn’t want to go through that anymore. Kazuya gave him an assuring smile.
“I promise with all my heart that I would not leave you and if I purposely left you and break your heart… I wouldn’t mind not living anymore…”
What Kazuya said freaked him out. “Shit, Kazuya don’t say things like that!”
But the other just smiled, “You said that you would die if I left you again… so I don’t care if I died too.”
“Damn it Kazuya, how could you say all of this calmly! You don’t know how I feel every day… every fucking ticking time thinking that maybe you wouldn’t come to me ever again, so don’t talk to me about dying.”
“So stop saying that you would die…” Kazuya whispered with tear-glazed eyes.
“I won’t die… I won’t die…” he repeated those words like a mantra, “I’ll live for you…”
“And I’ll live for you too…” Kazuya whispered.
He pulled the other for a deep kiss as if with it, he could always keep the other with him, as if by kissing the other this thoroughly could mark and claim the other to be his and only his.
Jin knew he was broken… too broken to be mended back but Kazuya was already here; here with him… so it’s okay.
“Make me whole Kazuya… please…”
As he felt Kazuya’s warmth wrap around him, he breathed out a whisper. “You’re the only one who can make me whole…”
“I love you…” his younger lover breathed softly, watching him with half-lidded eyes, dark with love and lust. And Jin had never seen a sight so beautiful, as he wished that this would never end.
He didn’t want this to ever end…
Tbc
A/N: So how was it? hope that you all readers would like it :D lol I just keep on repeating myself here didn't I? heheh it's my first time writing anything like this so bear with it okay? but still I hope that all you akakame fangirls still like this.
*hugs* Comments are always loved ♥ they are like honey to the bees for me XD