Comments | neo_sairys: Everyone has a woe is me rant. This is mine, lol.

neo_sairys

Everyone has a woe is me rant. This is mine, lol.

Feb 01, 2011 22:22

Today, for the first time in my entire life, I felt like running. I was sitting in my car in the parking lot at work and I just couldn't bring myself to gather my belongings to get out of the car. I messaged Dee Jay telling him that every part of me wanted to simply pull out of the lot and drive. I didn't care where I didn't care for how long. Didn ( Read more... )

woes, rant

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sylverwind February 2 2011, 04:23:42 UTC

Lady. I feel like we are long-overdue for a hangout fest anyway, and now I think we should have one even more so you can have a you-space soapbox rant ( ... )

neo_sairys February 2 2011, 05:20:37 UTC

thank you so very much for responding. I didn't even expect to get an answer from anyone and to read all this...it made me cry. I just greatly appreciate your opinions and suggestions.

I know there are some serious changes that need to be made. The whole day for some reason revolved around jobs today, 2 staffs casually talking about their dislikes within the company, but both being too comfortable to leave, if that makes any sense. I feel like that's where I am at the moment; I don't want to leave because it's a paycheck and it's real hard to find something else, but if i don't I really fear I'm gonna do something I'm gonna regret.

We do need to do something together, most definitely! It's sad that everything's so up in the air at the moment for Dee Jay and I, but in a perfect world we're supposed to be off weekends. I'll definitely tell you when things are getting regular again so we can actually hang out, lol! *hugs* thanks again for your help. It means alot!

caisidhe February 2 2011, 13:20:34 UTC

Hey. Dropping a line (didn't read LJ last night >.>) to let you know you are not alone. I sit in my car, on the side of my bed, anywhere i happen to sit in the morning while I get ready for work and say "I don't want to be there, I don't want this". Currently I am making an effort to change a lot of things, so I can leave this hell hole ( ... )

neo_sairys February 7 2011, 04:18:49 UTC

For the record, I love your icon ( ... )

reaperking February 3 2011, 03:01:18 UTC

honey me too. every every EVERY day.

I can't really think of anything more to say to that but every day I go through this. Except... I don't have a car I just imagine what it would be like to steal my dads truck, take what money I have and disappear. Be a gypsy and never have to go home or face the fact that my education basically got me nowhere, just worse off than when I started.

I'm pretty much just dying here mang. Literally.

neo_sairys February 7 2011, 04:30:37 UTC

See, I can't say that your education got you nowhere, we are just victims of a crumbling economy. You graduated just as the worst was happening and we graduated when the worst was now the norm. It's just a matter of networking. Easier said than done of course, LOL! But I think we were more prepared to do our art and how to present professionally. Networking and cold calling, forcing the contacts is a whole other story, LOL! and that's something no artist likes to do!!

But dammit, running away with maybe just a few necessities does sound wonderful. Just drive. No purpose, no reason for being anywhere, just enjoying the world we inhabit.

That settles it. I'm drawin' us as urban gypsies, LOL!

iso_vanillin February 5 2011, 16:14:17 UTC

Ok, just wanna say this cause it was funny :3 I sat up in bed to your journal and my bf rolled over grabbed me to pull me back into bed saying "noooooooooooo...' cause he thought I was getting up to leave lol ( ... )