Forgive me Josie, but...

[neo_sairys]

I guess it was a good thing that I was away from the computer for as long as I was. Hearing the news about your death left me extremely angry and I would’ve most likely have said a lot of stuff that I might not have meant.

I say “might” because in reality, I’m still rather embittered by you leaving us the way you did. No real warning, no time

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[sylverwind]

I wish I could say anything that would help. But this is just one of those things that defies words, even words of support. Just know that I'm praying for you and your family right now, and I'm so sorry for your loss. *hugs*

[neo_sairys]

I'm too much of a hoarder to let it float away, LOL *hangs head in shame* But something that I remember my best friend Jenny do when she and her family honored someone who recently pass was burn money for them. Now, I can't burn money (I need it too badly, LOL!) but I can definitely write down something for her and burn it for her to read. Not sure how to to translate that logically, but it was a real nice piece of chinese ritual that I found very thoughtful and worth trying. I wouldn't even have considered it though if it weren't for you. So thanks alot for that, I really really appreciate it *hugs*

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[caisidhe]

This is probably something you might not want to hear at this moment

[neo_sairys]

You're right...it's just never something anyone wants to hear. And I can't think about her without crying, or talk about her without welling up with tears, with anger and the sheer confusion of it all. But what you said makes a whole lot of sense...and I appreciate so much that you trusted me enough to tell me what I had to hear, and not what I'd want to hear. *hugs* thank you so much, it really means the world to me.

[vanillin_x]

Im really sorry to hear about this, but I know how it feels to go through everything. It takes time for the pain to go away and the questions to dwindle, but quote from Caisidhe really is true. Hold on to the good memories as tight as you can and never let them go. I'm sorry I'm replying to this a little late, but I was hoping I could offer a little comfort.

[neo_sairys]

No, thanks so much girl *hugs* it really helps to have friends that don't mind me rambling on and on about this. I really appreciate your help man. And we need to catch up sometime, Dee jay and I miss you alot *glomp*