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[neo_sephiroth07]

Did you know the last time I felt this bad was last december...back then I couldnt sleep because of it...I would wake up and stumble around the house as if I was drunk...

Right now, I just feel like I could kill every last one of you...I am that angry...I really hope it doesnt last much longer...we're up to 5 days now...

Comments

[puppetofjenova]

Insomnia?

[neo_sephiroth07]

No, not insomnia...I mean, I dont sleep amazingly well, but I do sleep alot still...

It was more of a one off thing due to the problem I had then...

[bonhommie]

...no offense, but if you're angry enough to feel like killing everyone, perhaps you should look into getting a psychologist and dealing with whatever it is that has been bothering you.

Or at least some friend to confide in and vent to.

This is not healthy behavior.

[neo_sephiroth07]

I wish...Im not going to a psychologist though...cause then my family finds out I have a problem and then things get worse...

As soon as someone I feel like talking to comes online, I'll consider it...until then however, it looks like Im gunna keep stopping punches just before they hit the monitor...

[bonhommie]

The whole point of seeing a psychologist is to get help so it DOESN'T get worse.

I didn't want to go to one either, but it helped me a lot in the end. But then again, all I know from your journal is that you're angry. Not the reason why.

[neo_sephiroth07]

Trust me...It will not help...I can guarantee that...