Im losing that feeling that I even care about people now. Its not a permenant feel, its just learning to let go. I have a feeling kali would rather us stay friends than risk a relationship, and thats fine... With her, I cannot wait for her love forever and so thus I move on ( Read more... )

Just listening to music and missing kaliera so much. My only reason I wak up in the mornings is asleep and for some reason i wish I could be with ehr right now and hug her close. I Find it hard not to cry for some reason lately, im to emotional for my own god. Fucking panzy.

I wish I didnt care about everyone I freaking meet in the course of my internet experience ( Read more... )

exactly.

In other news.. racoons are invading my trash... they know how to open the lid somehow with a lock. ... ... Leaving thier damn footprints on my car x.x;

Got semi chewed out at work today. We tore up the new tiling on the floor after the remodel from moving a four way counter by hand. Gouged it up nicely. Four people did this, one was deaf, and the other two with me were rather quiet ( Read more... )

Meh, One more day off :D ( Read more... )

Carmalita fox...

Why? Because she really is pretty cool :D.

That and generally I like her bitchy obsessive attitude.

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Damancy damacy.... Roll roll roll you damned katamari...

Beat the game. got the moon large enough for the kids entire family... Man...when you get to roll up entire continents... its fun :D>

Ehh short entry today.

One year till mage gets her net restrictions at home. One year for me to wait, another year of wondering why does she care about me.

I know I sound angsty, and I dont mean to. Its just hard to find any reason to be all "omfg rainbowz and kitties lolzorz"

And my current music isnt helping.