I love him so much.

His love for me seems to waver.

I'm at home and even though he's broken it off, I'm waiting for him to come home.

These feelings can't hide very well.

I can't see a right or wrong thing to do.

It's back to sleeping pills to knock me out. If I don't take them I'll wait up until he gets back.

These are my honest feelings.

Today is stupid.

Im in the same situation I found myself in a year and half ago ;/

Eric <----- very stupid boy

-_- ;

I'm tired of working at the bank :/ The hours are long.....the customers are rude and there's drama between the employees ( Read more... )

Sooooo.....I'm sick ( Read more... )

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*sigh* I'm bitchy ( Read more... )

Oi......what a Halloween weekend ( Read more... )

Sweetest thing I ever heard a "str8" guy say to me.

"Your voice feels like home."

Yeah, I know sappy but, you have to admit it's totally sweet. I'm still walking on air from the compliment. ^_^

I'm listening to the boom box again in the shower. I haven't done that in so long. I'd sing a long while I wash my hair. :p I had on a really old cd that I burned my freshman year in high school ( Read more... )

I'm broke....:/

I have places to go but, I don't have the money to really go and enjoy it >_<

This sucks.

My house is a crazy mess. Jason never wants to go out and do anything with me anymore ;/ This is gay.........

ugh, the frustration of being stuck at home! O_O