while I drag behind..

[neon_eye]

it´s been ahwile since i wrote in here..
but tbh there is nothing important to tell.. or anything at all..

got a 'rejection' by one of the bookshops.. and found out that the only possibility to study what i actually want is in leipzig, which isn´t bad at all.. but that´s the only place and they have rather hard 'acceptence-limits'... like 6 weeks of

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[freshxd]

at one point you just accept that you (atleast it was like that in my case) don´t have any perpectives for the future.
it´s not like we are supposed to save the world or find love or stop all sufferings on this planet *rollseyes* gg

uuuuuuuuhhhhhmmmmm yyyyeeeaaaahhhh... sorry, i just watch scarred next to this comment, so maybe this doesen´t make much sense at all XD

witch book are you talking about?

miss u so bad! *huggie*

[neon_eye]

i know *sighs*.. it´s just.. i really hoped that some shop would accept me.. and i could actually do what i wanna do in life.. but that´s life.. i should stop epxepcting good things from it.. maybe than it gets better >.<

*lol*..

harry potter and the deathly hallows of course *rollseyes* what else Ôo

me too *guh*

[freshxd]

hm... you wanna do one thing in our hole life... much more you know what you wanna do AND it is something you can get? man, i am jelouse...

ah yeah, i thought so already...

[neon_eye]

not one thing in my whole life.. of course not.. i´m not that boring.. but atm it´s the thing i can imagine i wanna do for a living.. i´m having doubts if that´s what i really want like every fcuking day.. but i shouldn´t start with that.. cause it´s a too pessimistic and depressive direction atm.. believe me i´m very far away from being sure of anything Ôo

and it´s obviously nothing i can get... mabye i´m just too impatient *sighs*

*lol*.. sometimes [probably quite often] i am pretty predictable *hrhr*