time for a new entry.. sadly (or luckily?) there´s nothing new to tell..
my day mostly consisted of learning maths and chemistry *aarghs* and drawing... boring i know x] *sighs*
finished my drawing a few mins ago.. i drew the sad chibi again.. dont know if she is really sad..didnt ask her.. but seems like it..  [i didnt get her hand right.. left it ( Read more... )

*hrhr* i was so bored today .. i actually did two ridiculous playlist games.. turned out to be really funny and revealed some interesting things i didnt know about me before.. *lol*

here are the results:

Playlist game Nr.1

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media ( Read more... )

omg.. does this guy have PMS?!?!... holy shit... and he calls me being a bitch.. wtf?! Ôo
just because i didnt talk to him properly..
excuse me mister, i had to organize some stuff for our graduation-ball-or-w/e-it-is-called.. not that you could do anything for it..no way.. Ôo
i didnt ignore him at all.. i just said nothing more then hello (twice btw ( Read more... )

finally i managed to upload all of my records and stuff from the 30 seconds to mars concert..
its a .rar-file that contains 6 songs (recorded with my mp3player) and the three videos (all about 1 min) from the signing-thing after the concert.. (mostly jared x] )

let me get the music

@calilli, cain and flowing_fire:  hey guys how are you?.. hope youre ( Read more... )

i´m bored.. like really really bored..  noone here to talk to *sob* .. fio had to go... after 5 minutes talking with me.. i should probably making homeworks too..like her.. but im def. not in the mood for something like this.. *sigh ( Read more... )

i´m still alive.. even if i´m back to rare-posting..
but actually there is nothing that´s worth posting.. i know, i have no life. no need to remind me...
earlier this day i got the idea to take some emo-pose-myspace-wannabe-pics no offense intended of me.. cause, once i have the cam of my sis, i should use it, right?
most of the pics were horrible ( Read more... )

back home. safe and a little bit less tired than this morning..
still everything that happened last night is a rush of images, memories.. and it still feels like it was a dream. not that 'omg a dream comes true..'-cliche-sappy-feeling, but it seems kind of unreal.. and even now, calm and less-hyper, i need some time to realize everything..it´s a ( Read more... )

day started boring and ends good. have my little sister and my dad back ( Read more... )

just wanted to thank a few people that helped to get me almost sane through this goddamn week.
you know who you are..
glad i have the possibility to talk to you.. and that you  bear with me..
so here is your big THANK YOU and *flauschs*

i´ll better stop before it gets all corny and tacky.. x]

written:  long time ago...
muse:  a.
dedication: noone.
author notes: decided to post it now. no idea why. just wanted to. didn´t proofread. can´t read this at all. keeps bringing back memories. don´t want to remember. pure fiction. based on fiction and my feelings. and just to prevent doubts: he died. and it is m/m

„Running, keep on running ( Read more... )